I struggle between the truth and peace Balancing on this crystal beam— So fragile, on the edge of breaking As I try to make myself lighter To keep it in place.
I keep it in place And it keeps me in pieces. I would shrivel to nothing For this. I would disappear— Just say the word.
I’m sorry. How many more times Must I say it?
I’m sorry. You never said that to me.
I know I’m the one in the wrong But it hurts like white-hot tongs And I cannot ever sing you this song So I let go of the pain and move on.
To anyone and everyone, I'm sorry. If I ever made you cry, I'm sorry. If I ever made you sad, I'm sorry. Now I share the song of life, Happily. For I want to spread joy, Happily.
Words I wish to hear, from the ones I love and the ones I value
I realized I'll never get to hear them because "I am sorry" is not for the weak "I am sorry" is heavy It comes with responsibility and accountability And... Many fear that
It's hard to imagine anyone loving me Especially When I hate me so completely I'm sorry But if I have to love myself In order To feel love from anyone else I might as well put myself on the shelf Out of reach from everyone else I'm afraid love will never win It's not as easy as just letting it in I have to keep battlin' Just to keep from drownin' Due to a timeline filled with so much abandonment and rejection Over and over and once again, I'm sorry, I'm sorry my sorry means little to nothin' My devotion didn't start out this thin This is the outcome of both creation and evolution Going head to head, And coming out in the end, As a problem with no solution