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Cold-Bones Dec 2014
I'll take it back to those dark dim light streets and start again.
I'll never look back over my cold shoulder. There is now static  in the midst.  Like the final curtain call of a tragic happy ending. Deranged by this false pretension that you have embedded into my beautiful flaws. Lost in my own Dark morgue holding a ciggerate in my hand. Every drag closer to my dead line, but more bliss than dying next to a harlot, liar, and trader.
Baby why couldn't of you of just trusted my word? Now just look at this mess. Your beautiful mess. My disaster. My best gentlemen suit  now ruined.  I can wash out the stains of regret, but not the blood on your  filthy hands that isn't your own. Set the trial. Prosecute the guilty. **** the false idols and beat the cheeks of the ignorant.
Your a addict for  those tall tale  accusations that feed your hunger. Like the deep belly of the beast that is never satisfied. Seeking the image of your face to destroy, but your  faceless to my devine  perspective of a fake object I once looked up too.
Set the trial. Prosecute the guilty. **** the false idols and beat the cheeks of the ignorant.
Your beautiful mess.
My disaster.
I'm so very fond of this piece.  A lot of regret, agony , anger , and pain is much interrupted. Key points of my experience of the past year.
Randi G Dec 2014
Tonight I’m lying in bed
Forcing the sad to come back
Listening to songs I can relate to
And reading poetry that burns
I’m trapped in a cold sweat
And there is nothing that
Could ever stop me from drowning
Because I ******* miss you
And I told you that I don’t
And you think you’re bothering me now
And I think you’re too busy for me
But the truth is:
Working on yourself is never going to work.
You’re not going anywhere
And without me that’s the truth
I’m stuck with your fate in my palms
And hiding in the folds of my brain
While you’re without a care in the world
You have no idea is yours
How are you going to go on
Without your sanity in hand?
Randi G Dec 2014
i remember laying in your arms
that night and you asked if i was okay
because i was gasping for air.
when i told you he was the one boy
who could make me so upset
that i felt insane,
you told me i’d find someone who
could make me that happy
and i did

*(r.e.)
Jellyfish Nov 2014
Voices live inside,
They have been telling me that,
They want me to die.
Matthew Harlovic Oct 2014
There’s a “Y” in sanity, why can’t I find it?

© Matthew Harlovic
When I have fears, I runaway
And hide, concealed by a mask.
When I have fears, I silently cry
Hoping that no one will ask

When I have fears, I sing a song
Letting the notes comfort me.
When I have fears, I feel young,
Weak, vulnerable, and lonely.

When I have fears, I tell myself
It's not real it's merely a dream.
When I have fears I always know
It is real, though crazy as it may seem.

When I have fears I try to fly,
Leave, abandon the pain.
When I have fears, I always remember,
That fear just means I'm sane.
kaila Oct 2014
Looking up to the sun as the light gradually declined,
in my solitary there was something missing,
it could be a void I could've sworn vame from my heart,
or the lack of sleep shown from the never-ending trail of bags under my eyes.
I'd tell myself,
"Maybe I didn't do my homework,"
"Maybe I didn't wash my hands,"
"Maybe I didn't take a shower,"
"Maybe I didn't do my homework,"
"Maybe I didn't brush my hair,"
"Maybe I didn't do my homework,"
All of the endless possibilities that drive me mad to the core while trying to figure out exactly what was missing from my day;
you've shown up and helped push it away.
Maybe it'll only be for a short time span,
or only for a brief moment.
Until there's a day that comes along,
and you decide to go,
I know you'll keep me sane.
Moll Oct 2014
If I was to stand in a room
That was full of bodies, strangers
Your eyes would be the only thing
That would keep me sane
Viola Densden Oct 2014
I will let you dissapear
And come back a changed man.

I will let you cry
And ruin my sanity.

I will let you break my heart
So you can move on and be happy.

I will let you destroy my soul
Because I was not enough.

But
I will never
Never
Let you
Go
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