During the day i try to stay awake
At night i try to fall asleep
In school i try to stay sane
In public i try to stay out of shame

So, go ahead and shoot me, shoot me right in the brain,
Maybe that's what it takes, takes to become sane.
When I look into the eyes of myself, all I see is waste,
I feel my stomach clench and my tongue is covered in an acidic taste.
Tears fall but they're only felt, not seen,
How hard I try to hide, hide this beast within my being.

I have not been bitten by a mad dog,
Instead I've only been smitten by the love bug.

I do not feel uncontrolled addiction,
Instead I've only been feeling love for her pure & divine.

I can not make her understand it right now,
Instead I've only been trying to make her understand love.

Things will have to clear up as the plain sky of May,
But it will take time is all what I can presently manage to say.

La La La.
Tick Tock. Tick Tock.
Ha Ha Ha.

Could this cluster of syllables manifest my slow but assured insanity?

Tick Tock. Tick Tock.

Oh.

Who is that strange man in the mirror?

Oh wait.

It's only me.

Ha Ha Ha.

Tick Tock. Tick Tock.

And off I go.