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J B Moore Jan 2019
I am torn in two, divided yet whole.
Split in half, I hold both parts of my soul.
I thought I knew the answer— I don't know.
Don’t count on it— It’s decidedly so.

I should make the choice— we can never choose
Let’s flip a coin, heads they win, tails we loose.
—We lost— Let’s shake the ball for counsel
With out a doubt! —Or is it quite doubtful?

Yes or no, or maybe so, we will see.
Yes, I know, just let it go, we are free.
Are we wrong, or right, is it day or night, tell me.

Am I torn, divided, or split in two?
There’s a difference?— Oh if only I knew.
The voices in my head say they know what to do.

1/28/19
Esridersi Jan 2019
Does anyone else think it queer,
with plentiful humans so near
that we bury our faces
avoid friendly gazes
to blindly pursue lone careers?
Cedric Jan 2019
Dreams of demise,
laughter and joy,
coughing up blood,
as we go about,
celebrating wars.

We revel in victory,
with blood-stained faces.
As we wrestle with our demons,
as we choke on our own blood.
It's human compulsion,
to seek satisfaction,
from laughter,
from tears of joy.

As the world comes to an end,
someone will shout,
"Drink and be merry!"
"For tonight we dine in hell!"
A cliche,
a repeated glorification.

Laugh all you want,
as you shield your eyes,
and open your mouth.
Disregarding your death,
you try to live with a smile.
Be it with yourself alone,
or with families and friends.

Have a beer,
don't be tense.
It's just fear,
and innocence.
Cry a single tear,
jump the fence,
it's coming near,
our laughter and dread.
pain, agony, all the teenager-y angst, the edgy meme lord, the one who uses humor to hide his depression, the teens who glorify wars, the enlisted boys who got won over by propaganda, the sadness of a failing first love, i've spat out what most of use have in common; our spices of youth.
Eric Jan 2019
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Sketcher Jan 2019
LHI
Love:
          I found a person that I can't describe,
          I think she is perfect, she is my type,
          Never too somber and never too daft,
          She will talk and laugh and design and craft,
          Beautiful art all winter and summer,
          She understands pain and gives me comfort,
          Recently I've thought, "This can't be real life.",
          This is too good to be true, somethings not right.
Hate:
          I was correct, it's too good to be true,
          I can see past her beauty and UwU,
          And **** it all, she just acts like she cares,
          Now she is part of all of my nightmares,
          Does she want me or not, I'm so confused,
          I want to end it all, this is abuse,
          Mental abuse that I'll never forget,
          I hate her and wish that we never met.
Insanity:
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1NO11111111111111­1111¶¶¶¶¶¶
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1FUCKI11111111111¶¶¶¶111¶¶¶¶111111111I11DIE
­GHAAA1111111111111KILL1IKILLYOU11I11TO_
_PLEASED­IE11111111111I111IDIE111I1DIE__
_QUICKLY11111111­1111IDIE111DIE1__
__1KILLME11111111TOSTOP111­¶¶___
___STOPBEAT1111111DIE11TO1__­
____1BEAT1111YOU1HATE___
___­BREATH1DIEIT1I____
______I1DIE­1DIE_____
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Hiding insanity to the best of my ability inside of my feelings which is nothing but heartache... distorted heart...
Little Red Jan 2019
You spend your days

Locked up in your room

Wearing your headphones

Listening to sick tunes

You hear the whispers

Calling out to you

Saying that

You should join them too

You told yourself

Not to listen

Not to indulge in

The lies they tell you

"It's fun here"

"they're waiting for you"

"what are you waiting for?"

"do it"

You turned the volume up

Louder and louder

The music gets louder

But the louder the music gets

The voices do as well

And terrifyingly

They become clearer

The voices of reason

Or are they lies?

You clutched your head

In confusion, not knowing

What to do

You screamed for help

But remembered that

You're all alone

"no one's at home"

"you already knew what happened"

"Were the only ones"

"Who could help"

"just listen"


You saw a rope


Nearby


And now is the time


To decide




What would you choose?
I will make two more poems on the two decisions I will post them both at the same time so for the meanwhile please wait for a couple of days or hours. Thanks for your patience :]
Chris Jan 2019
I AM RUDE .
I'm the rudest ******* you'll ever see.
The sailors and bus drivers, in all their glory,
aren't as half as rude as me.

I AM SARCASTIC,
I am not being sarcastic at all,
I mean you're doing sooo great figuring me out,
It's not painful to watch at all.

I AM INSANE,
The maddest horse in the senate,
Or was it the Caesar I cant remember,
I'm crazy **** it!

I AM SHALLOW,
If I had to spit or swallow,
I'd do both and say I had *** twice.
Just to feel nice.

I AM NOT A GOOD PERSON,
I am not a person at all,
I am a mirror of bad parenting
Lustful, petty and banal.
OpenWorldView Jan 2019
There’s beauty after all.

A light in this cruel
poisoning
meaningless life.

A sad angel’s
musical antidote
against insanity.
Different moods require different music.
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