You close doors shut without walking through them.
How in life do expect to get to the next chapter if all your doing is closing yourself shut in the last one and blocking the door way?

We were happy
Then we weren't anymore
I got over you
I forgot the feelings of fondness
I buried the memories
I moved on
I let you go
I didn't talk to you
Didn't text you
Messaged or emailed you
Called you
Or met up with you
Heck, I didn't even think about you
You never crossed my mind
I forgot your little mannerisms
I removed your entire existence from my life
I was okay
I was coping up
I was healed
Or so I thought...
It was just a normal day
The usual everything
Then we accidentally bumped into each other
With your wide eyes
The usual smile
And with your voice
Through your lips
You uttered my name
Exactly how you used to
And just hearing the sound of your voice
Say my name
Everything
Every single thing
The tiniest details
Came gushing into me
Overflowing in my mind
Overwhelming my heart
And I lost control
I thought I forgot
No...
I wished that I had forgotten
But I haven't
I do miss you
Every little thing about you
And every tiny detail that makes you... You
I was okay
Or so I believed...
Nobody makes my name sound like how you say it
Who would have thought that just one random fateful second
Would send me back to square one
I will extract you from my life once more
And hope that I never hear you say my name again
I told you that i don't love you anymore
... I lied

A perspective clouded
By false belief
Hope that is shrouded
By grief
A haven that is crowded
By the unfeeling
A person that is doubted
By a scar that is healing
A promise for what's ahead
By a man whose words are dead
And a child who has been hurt
But still believes

People see it as a symbol of distress
A sign of weakness
A representation of sadness
An equivalent to loneliness

But considering reality
It's full of irreplaceable memories
Wether happy or the opposite
It is full of life and spirit

These are songs from the sky
Hymns from up above
Rhythm from way up high
A manifestation of true love

Rain.
Pouring rain.

Unafraid of falling
Not frightened of crying
Willing to keep pouring
Real emotions are showing

When the world is overwhelmed  and can't take anymore
With the hatred and pain that humans store
It cries in our behalf
It tears up just enough

In order to wash at least part of our load
To make sure our hearts don't corrode
It releases our grief
And showers us with belief

Since the rain cries for our sorrow
Shouldn't we at least wear a smile, a beaming glow?
It weeps for us, to release our pain
The least we can do, is to smile in behalf of rain

Habang ang oras ay dumadaan
Ako'y nag-iipon ng tapang sa katawan
Upang mailabas ang nadarama
At sa isang iglap, may himala
Tila naghelera ang mga tala
Na sa aking paghinga
Ang aking bibig ay bumuka
Sa wakas, nasabi ko na
Habang nakatitig sa iyong mga mata
Ang aking matagal na kinimkim
Ang aking kaisa-isang lihim
Ang matagal ko nang nais wikain
Ay narinig mo na mula sa akin
Ngunit bakit ganyan ang reaksyon mo
Natawa ka, na parang ako'y nagbibiro
At narinig ko mula sa iyong mga labi
Mga salitang hindi ko mawari
Para bang nawalan ng pag-asa
Dahil nung sinabi ko na mahal kita
Hinawakan mo ang aking kamay
At ang sagot mo lamang ay
Huli na, dati minahal kita
Pero ngayon, hindi na
Tapos bigla kang ngumiti
Sabi mo'y ako'y nalilito lamang, nagkakamali
Niyakap mo ako at binulungan
Hindi mo ako paaasahin, gaya ng ginawa ko sayo noong nakaraan

Thoughts
Mindless texts
Posts ending with emojis and hashtags
Billions of words randomly tweeted out
Ideas and conceptions
Time and space attaching themselves to certain perceptions
Relevancy belongs to truth being spoken through reality and fantasy

I once saw a leopard
A sleek, powerful animal
Walking with silent footsteps
Her eyes gleaming with unbreakable pride
A soft growl escapes from the fantastic feline
And I know better than to test this marvel of nature

That's it
It's done
It's over
I've buried my memories of you

I've forgotten the way you smile
I failed to recall how you laugh
I ceased to remember how you walk
I omitted the sound of your voice
How you say my name
Your scent whenever I wear your hoodies
How you play with my hand and with my hair
How you greet me good morning at 6:45am
Even though your aren't a morning person
How you never fail to say goodnight
How you tell your stories
How you like your coffee
How you hate to lose but let me win
How the windows of your soul focus on me

Who am I deceiving
I can't forget you
I don't want to but I need to
I haven't forgotten anything but I'm trying

How about you?
Have you forgotten us?
                                             *Or how I said goodbye?