I always imaged what it would be like,
To love someone to such an extent.
Always there when you need them.
Sometimes I used to think it would flow like water,
A constant run through the rocks and moss.
Everything in place.
Being able to speak with ease, not lost in the tremendous amounts of questions.
Words coming out like silk,
Perfection.
No care to what they’d think, only understanding.
Usually though,
I think of how it would feel to wake up next to them.
The feeling of my head on their chest,
Arms wrapped so tightly to keep me safe.
These though are just the hopeless dreams of a small little girl.
Stuck in her world of amazement,
An illusion.
For now she is grown and knows, love doesn’t exist to those who became,
Lost.
I’d go back in time and tell her..
Nothing good Can ever stay
