Hannah Apr 20
I'm learning about life in a bubble.
I'm learning to use words but not speak.
So when I talk it sounds rehearsed or fake,
Until I don't even know who I am or how I arrived here;
but I look and dress and act like all the figures around me.
Am I part of this?
Is this really who I’ve decided to be?
Hannah Jun 2017
Medicate a generation,
So no one wakes up or asks any questions;
I'll take the pills because the truth doesn't make this worth living,
and I'll take the drugs because I'm tired of living a lie.
Hannah May 2017
Globally, the number one killer of children is diarrhea.
Usually, this can be prevented by drugs that cost fifty cents.
But I needed that new car,
I deserve designer jeans,
I have to look good this season,
Because life means nothing compared to things.
Hannah Apr 2017
Blow your brains out,
Blow them clean across the wall;
Across the empty halls,
Across your mothers frantic calls,
Across your friends unanswered messages,
And all the shit you meant to do but just didn't..

And now my blood splatters faster than I could ever run. Faster than I could ever run.
Hannah Mar 2017
Sometimes I want to float out my bedroom window;
Past the unkept yellow bungalow,
Past the fir trees and the winter carcasses of rose bushes,
Past all the street lamps and their glow.
It's time to go.
I feel tired and torn and the soles of my shoes are worn.
Hannah Mar 2017
When I'm high it's not that I'm less sad-- I just feel the sadness in a different way... and somehow that helps.
Hannah Mar 2017
These last few months left a bad taste in my mouth;
The bad taste of dagger flavoured alcohol,
Of too much weed, cough syrup and coke.

This month left me empty and broke,
I want to choke out the truth to you but some things are too painful to speak--

I never imagined something so painful wouldn't bleed.
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