I feel like I'm starting a new chapter in my life
I don't know what it entails
But I have a good feeling about it
I hope it brings joy, love, and something to do
I've been offered an opportunity soon
So I hope that goes well
I'm ready to start this new chapter
And I'm happy

Oh dear lord, I am excited for the day I finally earn respect
Unfortunately, so unfamiliar to me
I pray my body doesn't reject

Oh how thrilled I will be to finally learn to trust
My soul is extremely vulnerable
It is something I yearn to experience, it is a must

Oh my, I can't contain myself! One day I might deserve love
to feel so much warmth from someone
that is the emotion I want to feel the most of

It is a pathetic amount of hope I have
to experience all of these sensations
I did not think I was asking much
I am writing this out of desperation

Someday,
I'll all come to me
But now,
I just want it to remain a mystery.

Confused
I really like you
I enjoy being with you
But I'm not as excited to see you as I was with the rest

I don't know why
I want to be excited
I want to be all giggly and girly about you

But for some reason I just cant.

My head is filled with so many ideas, suggestions, plans and thoughts
I don't know where to start
They're clashing,
smashing my train of thoughts
It started when the good news arrived
Now my head won't stop creating images and words to express my feelings

Suspended for a time above the clouds
In my jet-bird – My, it's loud
Watching the world below, pass me by
While I am sitting here, way up in the sky

Cocooned in my well-appointed seat
I try very carefully to stretch my feet
Passing the time for 12 hours straight
When I get there, it's going to be late

Get on in the morning, get off when light's low
Get on in the sun, get off in the snow
What wonders I'll see when I roam Celtic lands
What wonders I'll bring back to South Africa's sands