I am descending down a hole, That I have been down before. This time when I dive in, I may not be coming back up again.
I stared too far into the abyss, Dived too deep into it's depths. Lost myself to what I found within, And it made it's home beneath my skin.
I feel this irritation beneath the surface, and I just got to gnaw at it. Self-cannibalistic I've become, Slowly eating myself away, Carnivorous consumption of the substance that nets around my bone. Hoping to rid myself of this irritation.
Who knew dying would taste so **** good today. Every bite I take I am slowly eating myself away. The only way I feel alive is taking the thing that will **** me one day.
Soon my bones will be exposed, but even then I will not be satisfied. I will break them open and devour the marrow inside, Leaving myself hollowed out and broken.
I am eating myself away. Soon nothing will remain, but the fragments of bones of a lost soul. And yet I still won't be satisfied.
Be careful not to enter, or all your flesh will disappear.
Metallica is my friend’s favorite band I had always dismissed them as generic and repetitive But that arrogance and indifference eventually faded And recently I started going through their music Discovering there was a lot I missed out on Adding new songs to my life’s soundtrack While teaching me a lesson of humility and empathy Conversations with my friend have grown deeper and more specific Helping me relate to him Strengthening our friendship Through the vast and surprising benefits of consuming art
I am trying to keep my head above water... and avoid looking at you if i mistakenly do I will sink so deeply air will no longer be a familiarity not even a privilege simply nonexistent instead i will solely breathe you in
drag a match along my teeth i taste the sulfur on the tip of my tongue staring at the small flame i have the strongest urge to touch it and feel the slight burn then douse myself in gasoline and be swallowed by it whole
Poison flows through my veins And I'm ready to attack Do not come near me Do not **** with me today Depression is anger turned inward And I'm sick of feeling sad Maybe if I turn my anger outward I can start to feel better again They say assertiveness beats aggression But I need to let it out somehow