Pain shoots through my spine,
blood flow is restricted,
to the pain meds I´m starting to get addicted,
I can hear the bones in my knee krack,
and I could feel the tendon snap,
I spent my life training, riding, playing, swimming,
now everything is compromised,
this ontop of all is hell summarized,
but Im plowing through,
screaming in pain,
but nothing can stop me now,
my head is too deep into the game.
I had to pump myself up before its time to get out of bed. my insomnia has held me up all night again and i am crying in pain when I move but I need to get to the school stable tomorrow.