Slowly she began to fall down the rabbit hole learning about herself and what she believed in it wasn't so bad there that was when she decided to stay just a little longer
At night time that was when she was truly alone with herself listening to her thoughts drowning in her thoughts at night time no one was watching no one was there to protect her from her thoughts
She was learning to choose herself to love herself and to take care of herself But it did not come easily she wanted to loose herself in herself and love herself
she cared so deeply yet felt like she couldn't be more of an outsider and for no reason overthinking caused her to set herself apart she couldn't see that they cared for her too
she wished she could be done searching and wondering if she chose correctly or if she was going the wrong way she just wished she could find her path her right way
