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Àŧùl Jan 2016
Call me paranoid,
But I just know me.

Is this being paranoid?

I don't flirt around,
But I am unique.


Call me complex,
But I just know I'm.

Is my time not mine?

It feels early to say,
But I'll win again.


Call me complicated,
But I just know that I'm.

Is this being too complex?

I am surely a paradox,
But I'll sustain alone.
My HP Poem #976
©Atul Kaushal
Maria Imran Jan 2016
Brain shutdown is a thing.
And now I know how it happens (though I may not necessarily
be able to describe it in words that are apt,
because it's more or less an elusive idea - not tangible.)
It doesn't happen because of a guy.
Or a girl for that matter.
Intimidation, however, could be a chief cause.

When someone throws words at you that reek of eloquence designed specifically in twists to make you feel inferior
Or when you come across terms that are alien, important and alien, like Physics or Philosophy,
Maths, or anything else really that is "important" to get and you're all pressured,
and alien,
Existence Of God - Nonexistence of The World.

Or when it gets too much from people and circumstances
And you feel like you're standing mid-road with all that traffic coming to hit you on your face
so you will fall,
so you will disappear
And instead,
your mind falls. and it disappears.
and quitens
entrapped in a blanket, this brain of yours
you go whoosh. BLANK.
Totally random i mean idk even why im doing this
They say that actions speak louder than words
but it takes words to create action
IndiGo Dec 2015
This one goes with the others. The other stash away poems with your name on it. Its a shame that you'll never read these in your lifetime. Funny how youre close to my heart but far past my mind.
I want to let you in and all but other days I feel as if you wouldnt appreciate & take tender care of it. I'm afraid that you will not be able to understand my complexity & that there's more to me than I seem.
But how can I take you on a tour of my mind when I gave you my heart & you're abusing it? My sanity is 'bout the only thing i have left- if I even have that. I would be a fool to give my mind & heart for you to keep then bash me with my own feelings,
all because I let you in. My fears in letting you in stick deep. Which is why I have these writings stashed away, maybe one day you'll be prepared to face the real me.
Dedicated to the poets that contemplate on letting a certain venture into their minds when you know in actuallity they dont deserve to know you like that
Simple man
Complex woman
One hell of a ride
One hell of a bond
Indescribable lyrics to every song
they shared.
mk Oct 2015
"she's a simple girl"
they say about me
judging me upon
my plain clothes,
and even plainer face

"she's a simple girl"
they say about me
judging me upon
my lack of words
regarding frivolous topics
hair, make-up,
who's dating who

"she's a simple girl"
they say about me
judging me upon
the fact that i'd rather stay in
with a book curled up in bed
as opposed to a wild night out
downing glasses of God knows what

but would they invest the effort
and just a little bit of their time
to try and understand
the complexities of my mind
the ideas
the perspectives,
the roads less traveled

would they ask me what i am passionate about
they would receive not a few words
but uncountable volumes full of my greatest dreams
and most sacred desires

ask me what i love and i will tell you
about how deeply i care for the concept of community
humanitarianism, how my biggest dream
is to bring people together

if they saw the thoughts which keep me up all night
how was i created? why was i created?
why me? why not?
my purpose and philosophy of life?
to be, or not to be?
who? what? where? why?

if only they tried to look beyond the surface
and dive in deep
they would realize that i am no shallow pond
but a raging deep ocean
full of emotion and thought
belief, and purpose.

i am a simple girl* when it comes to matters of materialism
i am a simple girl when it comes to speaking my mind
i am a simple girl when it comes to my lack of interest in manipulation, mind-games and gossip

i am a simple girl
until you stop judging me for what you see
&
*begin understanding me for who i am
simple [sɪmp(ə)l/]: easily understood or done; plain, basic, or uncomplicated in form, nature, or design
Shadow Paradox Sep 2015
"Mysterious reflections of a buzzing mind"
~

Musical notes unfold the edges of days
Colors stitched together
Collapsing in symmetrical branches
Tilting on sunlit leaves
Copper and crimson leaking from the crisp pleats

The world is dancing inside distance
Lost between the dusk of life
Yesterdays linked to endings
Swirling in chocolate cinnamon latte
Stripped in honey dreams

Shall I breath in sky fragments
Steaming from diamond blood
Stained on the fabric of enchantment

You can see dimensional forests
Reflecting from Indigo pupils

Curved inside the spiral of a pixilated soul
Carved in silver ribs
Spinning in fractal clavicles

There is a myth
Waiting . . .

Trimmed with tasty figments
Pressing itself into a prism

Go on

Touch the pulsing linear of this hive
Its alive like breathing braille
A tapestry of delicious language
kenny Diamond Sep 2015
i can t see the sun threw the rain
My heart never feels like it will be the same
The ideas of the past once were just lost in mind
I wish i knew the path i was on
So alone deep in my thoughts to see the road
I hold so much in my head that i am left weak
People come and go but door stays open
At times i want give up walk away
The battle still goes on and change  is  the hope
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