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You keep searching for calm
in the midst of chaos,
hoping to find
some shreds of it,
like a seeker
trying to find treasure
in the midst of ruins.
All because
you fell in love with chaos
and your heart
has never known calm.
Syafie R Mar 9
The core is cracked, the gauges red,
They swore it’s fine—now hope is dead.
Control rods jam, the heat runs wild,
No turning back, the fuel defiled.

Containment’s gone, the walls decay,
Fallout drifts in skies of gray.
A silent flash, a world undone,
The chain reaction has begun.
Lostling Mar 6
I wear
Mismatched socks—
yellow and blue.
Tie my hair off-center,

A quiet defiance
Against the perfection
Society demands

They call it chaos.
I call it freedom.
To me,
Imperfections are beautiful.
Is it petty? Maybe. Do I care? Nah =)
Mica Wood Feb 18
Quiet your mind and you may find
peace in such stillness.
Your life feels like chaos when
the music drowns out any possibility of
silence inside.
How can you even think with lyrics of
mesmerizing dandelions
clanging through your consciousness?
From the left and right
distractions dissect your attention.
Why is it so hard
to turn off the music?
Silence is scary—
a frightening thing to befriend.
Some fear the dark, yet
you fear the quiet.
I wrote this with music at full blast
I don’t think I’ve ever seen the same cloud twice.
They scatter in their own way,
spreading across the sky, and crashing into each other.
Without a sound they collide and combine.
They darken and release what they don't need.
A quiet blessing to some farmer in the midwest.

I was waiting for a peach to ripen on the tree.
Three days later it was suddenly out of reach;
As if it wanted to get closer to the sun.
So just a little more, its branches tilted up.
I could draw that tree each day,
And no two sketches would look the same.

I sit at my table, on the side of the street,
watching beautiful people mill about before me.
Some fought the current to buy my wares,
with a smile they disappear into the flow again.
I set up in the same spot each week,
each time with new faces to greet.
Vianne Lior Feb 13
The canvas stares back at me,
Blank, unforgiving—
A mirror of my mind,
Its emptiness a cruel reminder.
I pick up the brush with trembling hands,
But every stroke feels like betrayal,
Each color too loud, too bright,
Spilling out in chaotic bursts,
Nothing like the picture in my head.

I paint, I paint,
But nothing comes close.
The reds are too red,
The blues too cold.
Each line, each curve,
A mistake I can't undo.
And still, I push forward,
Hoping for something that feels right—
But nothing feels right.

The shadows of doubt creep in,
Dark, relentless—
They mock every attempt I make,
Every flick of the brush a ghost
That haunts the edge of the canvas.
I try to fix it,
But the more I try,
The more I destroy.

The paint smears,
A bloodied mess under my fingertips.
Each flaw is magnified,
Twisted in the light,
A grotesque reminder of my failure.
The work I once cherished
Now looks like a battlefield,
A war between my vision and reality,
Where nothing wins.

I tear the canvas in half,
The fabric screams in protest,
But I can’t stop.
I rip it apart—
Brutal, raw—
The fibers of my frustration
Fraying in the air.
Nothing feels like it's mine anymore.
The brush trembles in my hand,
A weight too heavy to carry.

I collapse into the mess,
The chaos I’ve made,
And the silence comes,
Not as a void, but as a truth—
The eerie quiet of an artist
Who’s found their shape in the ruins.
In the stillness,
I see the pieces of my soul
Scattered across the floor—
But they’re not broken.
They are just pieces.
I wonder—
Am I the painting,
Or is the painting me?
And perhaps…
We both need this destruction to be whole.

I stand, brush in hand,
Ready to start again—
With the same trembling hands,
The same uncertainty,
But this time with a quieter resolve.
I lay a fresh canvas before me,
The blankness no longer a threat,
But a promise.
A chance to begin anew,
To make something beautiful
From the mess of the past.
And so, I paint—
Not for perfection,
But for the beauty in the trying.
The canvas, once a symbol of endless possibility, now feels like a reminder of the dreams I had as a child to become an artist. Aspirations do change, but the perfectionism that once fueled me has now drained the joy from the process, leaving me in limbo between creation and surrender.
Lee Faria Feb 12
Into the darkness my eyes will gaze.
Painting the pictures of my pain.
Violent solutions and devilish ideas.
Are the only ones that suite my ideals.
As for why I do not know.
I just know to let go of hope.
In the end we all fade to black.
Leaving this world with nothing attached.
Lilith Feb 12
Why do I do this?
Write down my thoughts
Will you ever see this?
And know they are of you
The selfish part of me hopes you do
The restless part of me wants you to
Our conversations can be chaos
Pleasant sounding yet world crushing
But our written words can be heard
You've told me things I can't unhear
I've admitted all my biggest fears
How can you pretend to be amiss?
No one else has ever fit like this
I hope you know how much you've meant to me. I'm a different person now and I have to admit it's partially because of you, our conversations and the easy feeling I got with you. I want that. Happiness. With you, if possible.
Evie Feb 9
She stands before the cracked glass pane,  
A shadow draped in whispers of pain.  
Eyes hollow, rimmed with a sleepless despair,  
She searches for someone—someone not there.  

Seventeen summers, yet no light remains,  
Her heart a battlefield of silent chains.  
Each dream she weaved has unraveled slow,  
A tapestry of wounds she cannot show.  

She burns with fire she cannot command,  
An inferno of thoughts she can’t understand.  
The passion inside is a chaotic storm,  
But the conviction to steer is shattered, deformed.  

Her voice quivers like a bird in the cold,  
The words she swallows, stories untold.  
She yearns to scream, to shatter the air,  
But silence binds her—she doesn’t dare.  

In her chest, an aching void resides,  
A hollow echo where hope once thrived.  
The weight of the world bends her spine,  
Yet she smiles—a counterfeit sign.  

Her mind’s a gallery of haunting art,  
Each frame a memory that tears her apart.  
The mocking laughter, the cold disdain,  
Echo like thunder, magnifying the pain.  

She drowns in mirrors that show her scars,  
Counting her flaws beneath dim-lit stars.  
The girl she sees is a stranger, a lie,  
An unwanted ghost she can’t defy.  

Her hands shake as she clutches the air,  
Grasping for meaning that isn’t there.  
Her thoughts are daggers, sharp and cruel,  
Each one branding her the eternal fool.  

She wishes to feel, but the numbness spreads,  
A frost that blankets her soul in dread.  
The warmth of joy seems lifetimes away,  
A flickering candle in endless gray.  

Why can’t she be the girl they demand?  
The perfect portrait, the steady hand?  
Why does her heart rage like the sea,  
When all she wants is to simply be?  

Her mind whispers lies in the dead of night,  
A chorus of shadows stealing her light.  
"You’re unworthy," they hiss, "You’re weak, a mistake."  
And she believes, as her fragile dreams break.  

The world moves on, unseeing, unkind,  
Leaving her drowning, trapped in her mind.  
Each day a struggle, a silent fight,  
Against the growing void, against the night.  

But buried deep in her battered core,  
A tiny ember fights to restore.  
Though faint and trembling, it refuses to die,  
A spark of defiance beneath her sigh.  

Yet she wonders, will it ever be enough?  
To mend the fractures, to grow from the rough?  
Or will she fade like a forgotten tune,  
Lost in the silence of a pale, cold moon?  

She stands before the cracked glass pane,  
Her tears falling like relentless rain.  
In her reflection, she sees her despair,  
And wishes for courage to repair.  

To the girl in the mirror, I write this plea:  
You are not your scars; you can be free.  
Though conviction falters, your soul still burns,  
And from the ashes, strength returns.  

But for now, she lingers in her pain,  
A storm-tossed ship in the cruelest rain.  
And as the world sleeps, she cries unheard,  
A broken melody without a word.
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