Mariah

Mariah 5d

Guilt, guilt, guilt
As far as I can see

Weight, weight, wait!
Its crashing down on me

Shame upon my name
Rehabilitate with blame

Change, change, strange
Things still stay the same

I don't know if this makes sense but I feel it anyway.

#bpd #ocd #paranoia #guilt #shame #remorse #regret #disgust

Mariah 5d

Blue feelings, black remorse

Thank the God I don't believe in
Thank the ones I do
Thank the mistakes I've made
And how they beat me blue

guilty guilty guilty

#bpd #ocd #regret #meloncholy #mistakes #depression #guilt #remorse

5d

Peter Gerstenmaier

Palestine

Roses are red
Netanyahu is a swine
I pray to the Lord for
A free Palestine

🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸

#freepalestine

Mariah 5d

dirt

I cannot forget
While you deserve the whole world
I deserve the dirt

How can I apologize when you won't let me?

#haiku #depression #ocd #bpd #undeserving #regret #sorrow #sadness

Mariah 7d

Priority number one

Maybe it was dumb...
     but I had a lot of fun

  getting nothing done

                                                                :)

That's the life

#enjoyment #life #simple #relief #fun #haiku #happy #resistance #choice #patience

Mariah Jun 15

I can(t)

Sometimes I forget
I've done the greater part of-
things I couldn't do

Maybe I'm a little tough on myself.

#hope #determination #perseverance #dysphoria #imposter #syndrome #doubt #reassurance #haiku

Mariah Jun 4

A summertime kiss

Kissing him reminds
me of chlorine and sunshine
Heat in summertime

Sometimes he feels like childhood.

#summer #love #kiss #romance #relationship #summertime #haiku