I want things to be the way they were,
Before everything tore us apart,
but how can I ever trust you again,
After you carelessly broke my heart?
I wish I could go back in time,
and hide all my feelings away,
Lock them in a box before,
You ever found a chance to say...
You wished that we could be together,
So you could hold me in your arms,
If I had known your words were lies,
I wouldnt have believed your charms.
And just look where we are now,
Both of us losing the fight,
Youre Always in tears because of her,
While im pretending that I'm alright.
I can't tear myself away,
Though you bring me nothing but stress,
It doesn't matter how hard i try,
Ive fallen too deep into this mess.
Ive been tumbling down your rabbit hole,
Since the moment you said hello,
And now I think weve gone through too much,
For me to really let you go.
Its nights like these i think about,
All those promises that you made,
How I would lie awake telling God,
That I would change my life if you stayed.
You took a sledgehammer to my heart,
Until it finally broke in half,
and when you watched me fall to pieces,
I watched you shake your head and laugh.
I know that you can't understand,
Why i feel the way I still feel,
and I can see how hard you're trying,
but effort doesnt make it real.
I'll find the right direction somehow,
but im starting to wonder when,
Because if I don't watch where im going,
Ill get caught in your trap again.
