it’s all behind me,
the past,
like a dream,
a dream I once lived in
with vivid memories
of nostalgia and the
many people I’ve
encountered and
can’t remember
along the way
some alive,
some dead,
some gay,
some straight,
some drunk,
some sober,
some successful,
some still searching for success,
(no one is a failure)
some married,
some single forever
but the fragrance of
our friendship is gone,
past expired and evaporated.
I will never see them again
until I hear about their untimely
death and make myself present
to a funeral I wasn’t invited to but...
today is not yesterday,
today is not tomorrow,
today is today,
today is right now
and right now is the most
overlooked opportunity
to make something happen
so tonight,
just like the night before it
and many nights after,
the sun will settle down
leaving the clouds burning
red and the luminous moon
will leave a smudge print
in the night sky
I will not phone an
old friend and play
“catch up” with our lives
and speak of old times past,
just sit in my fortress of solitude
with the best strategy I know.....
to get drunk
without any.
it will remain
better this way
from this moment forward
