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Aug 2014 · 333
Anger
I hate you
I hate me
I hate everything that my eyes can see
My emotions could part the sea
I can't seem to find the peace
In which I once believed
Aug 2014 · 238
"We" is all I need.
The ripples spread
From beneath the Oak leaf
That landed on the murky water
And he watches them as they spread,
Further and further
Like family and friends
Growing farther and more distant at the end
But that’s okay
Because beneath these trees,
And the falling leaves,
Sit you and me,
And “We” is all I need.
Aug 2014 · 715
Aint No Sunshine remix
So much sunshine when she’s gone
Wonder if she’s gone to stay
If I looked for her would it be wrong?
No, I’ll just let her walk away

I wonder this time where she’s gone
Wonder if she’s gone to stay
Well she can stay there all night long
I aint got no time to play
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
I know I know I know
Wonder this time where she’s gone,
Hopefully she went, to stay
Hey,
There’s so much sunshine, when she’s gone
And this house a perfect home
Every time, she goes away…
I figured I'd put a spin on a classic. ;)
Aug 2014 · 331
Cosmoligical Coincidence
I think that the moon
Reached down and
Placed his finger
To your cornia
and that's why I find
Myself
Swimming in Lunar blessings
When we dance

And I think that
The Sun
Plunged his hand inside your chest
And lit the fire in your heart
That I fell in love with
And I feel the heat
Of his
Influence
As I place this ring upon your finger
Aug 2014 · 446
Fiend
You're two different people,
Correction,
When you see you're reflection
You're divided into sections
Not seeing the big picture is a focal infection
Intraveneous intjection is the method
But that's not what the family knows,
They remember when your grandpa was stealing your nose
Running through the sprinkler with the ****** up hose
But now you're nothing, hoping you only mean something
To the man Who keeps your crutch coming,
Scratch all that, he's not a man, he is a coward
Lusting only for your money and his ****** up thought of power
He doesn't give a ****, he just knows you want caps and powder
He'd let you O.D on his **** and not even throw you in the shower
Give you white flour cause his milk just ran sour
And you still call back at all hours
I just really feel it for them dope fiends,
Trying something once, end up giving all your hopes and dreams
Blue green is the color of the eyes
Of the girl selling her body for her next fix,
Goes to work at night, has to **** like ten *****
And that **** gets real old with a quickness
Seeing no way out, she's found with slit wrists
The split fists of the one who's addicted
He feels so alone, he's beared by no witness
He said "**** this" and did it
His final thoughts were only "No one's gonna miss this..."
The struggle of addiction is a real one.
The coffee machine was dripping a little louder than usual. Sitting in my kitchen waiting for the blinking red light to stop was the last place I had wanted to be. All of my friends are out and my girlfriend is asleep. What else is there to do?

I hear the ding and pour myself a small amount of coffee. I still wanted to sleep tonight so a full mug wouldn't be wise. There was some lame horror movie about snakes on the tube when I made my way back to the living room. A woman was struggling with her leg thigh deep in the mouth of an oversized Anaconda. Pass.

I finish my coffee and take the cup back to the sink. I stare into the night that looks like it was smeared with mottled grey ink that had been sitting out for too long. The tree was waving it's weird branch-hand at me in the wind again. I don't like that tree. Never have.

I start to wander back to my bedroom. My bare feet cold against the old hickory floor. This old house squeaks, but it's what I can afford right now. If you didn't know me, you'd think I was squatting. But no matter. I started to walk up the stairs, careful to avoid the spot where water drips from the ceiling and runs down the banister.

Once reaching the top of the stairs I turn right to go to my bedroom. I turn the **** and get in bed when I shut it, thinking nothing of what I was doing. I reach over. Where's my girl at? She was just sleeping here not even an hour ago. Did she leave and I didn't notice?

I get out of bed again and put my house shoes on again, wondering exactly what the hell was going on. I shuffle out to the hall, just ready to sleep. I stick my head out the door and look both ways. "Babe? You there?" I say to the emptiness, hearing my echo.

The emptiness responded back.

I heard footsteps, and a small laugh.

Now I'm starting to get scared. I step out into the hall and call again. "Hello? Who's there?" Nothing. I wait about five seconds and there were three knocks coming from downstairs. Who could be at the door at this hour? Maybe it's Cheyenne coming home.

I make my way down the stairs, a little scared and slightly *******. I open the door- "Did you forget your... oh" There was no one there. Just the sounds of the wind. "Where the hell did she go?" She was nowhere to be found. I searched the whole house. But the car is still here. This is weird.

I shut the door and turn around. I'm so confused. I can't make up or down out of this entire situation. Maybe I'll wake up suddenly and this will all just be some crazy dream.

I move to my couch and turn the channel from the snake movie. Chick flick, chick flick, talk show, news, news, news, more news. I give up.
I turn on the tv and something in the reflection of the glass. It appears to be Cheyenne. I jump, almost out of my skin and turn around suddenly. Nothing. I feel the sweat beading up on my forehead and the back of my neck. My first instinct is to run. Far, far away. No. I can't do that, my girlfriend is mysteriously gone. If I don't find her soon, I'm calling the police. Bottom line.

I go to the kitchen and I'm utterly horrified. Dripping down the wall in blood, was a message. A message meant for me. "Find Me!" was slashed on the wallpaper in that sentence as if by a first grader. I scream. I run upstairs and into my bedroom as fast as I can. I cower under my bed, fearing for my life more than I ever have before. All is quiet for a few minutes, and then I hear it. The footsteps. Coming up the stairs slowly, but with purpose. They reach my bedroom door and stop. It creaks open. I see two bare feet. Hers. She says "Why are you hiding under there, silly? Come out and kiss me." I'm so relieved. I crawl out from under and go to tell her what's transpires, and then I see it. Her nightgown. Covered in blood from top to bottom. She holds up her arms and I see the slices. I'm in utter shock as I see this, unable to even scream. She holds her arms out, as if for a hug, and whispers "Didn't you miss me, darling?"

I run. I run past her as far and fast as I can. Down the stairs, out the door, crying out to the night. I flag down a car and they stop and I tell them what happened. The police and ambulance arrive, check me out, and clear the house. She wasn't there. The blood wasn't there. Nothing was there. The only blood found was what got on my shirt when I ran past her.

Months after this incident, I'm still in this asylum. I'm not crazy. I'm not delusional. This diary my only outlet. But I know she wasn't finished. I was supposed to die too. But she was never found. They just assumed she left me and I went insane from grief. But that's not even close to the case. There's something unholy out for me now. You can't cheat death.

As I was writing this entry, I heard her whisper in my ear.. "Miss me, darling?"
Aug 2014 · 636
Let Me Fly Away
When you're gone,
And I'm far away,
I hear the silence,
and the slow decay,
Of faith, and the way I see
And the things I believe
Rear their heads and gnash their teeth
At me, and I wanna scream
And run away to a better place
Where the sunshine hits your face
For me to appreciate
your grace

And I'm filled with these images
Of a happy life and care-free innocence
I can almost taste the vividness
Where life would pass without incidence
Sun up, sun down, synchronous
Rid the plague of ambivalence,

Let me fly away
Jul 2014 · 276
I am free
I am free
Free from the evil thoughts
That corrupted me
Free from the rain
That poured down and covered me
I am free
Jul 2014 · 431
Constellations
In the space between
The words we leave unsaid
I trace a thousand constellations
And the brightest stars
That line your pupil
Illuminate the darkness in my heart
And I focus on the gravity
That draws me closer to you
And the most beautiful part
Is I will gladly let myself
Fall into you
Jun 2014 · 296
Garden
Sitting in my garden
I feel the life of these
Plants
These things
These living, breathing specamins
Of mother natures handy work
And I'm simply amazed
Jun 2014 · 369
Fireflies
Today you told me
How much you love
Fireflies
And I had myself an idea

I'll capture a thousand fireflies
And put them in a thousand
Glass jars
And I'll hang them from the trees
And dance with you
Until morning comes
And the sun brightens up your face
Again and I can't help
But to smile.
My back is growing weary
Of being strong for you
I can't carry us both
I am only one man
Jun 2014 · 266
You Worry Me
I see you and I
Looking back at me
And I can't help but notice
How happy we look together

It's only you that can bring
That stupid grin to my face
And I fall in love with your face again
When I pour through these albums

It seems so far away now
Because you won't talk to me
And I'm wondering what you're doing
Right now
At this vey moment
As my anxiety piles up
Because you think you're too strong
To let me know what's going on

Why won't you talk to me?
Please,
Just let me know something
Let me know you're okay
Because you frighten me out of my wits
When you do things like this

You think you're a lost cause
Far to broken to fix
And I'm no craftsman, but
I would do anything
To mend that shattered soul of yours
Jun 2014 · 403
Mr. Carter
I'll always remember
Fifth period, Junior year
Walking in to class on a bad day
To be met with a warm smile
And a first bump from
Mr. Carter.

When I first met you, Mr. Carter
I thought you were a strange bird
You said things that were so absurd
I'm surprised you keep your job

Yet, You always had a way of making me see things
From another perspective
Besides my own
And I would like to thank you for that
Because it takes a lot to sway my opinion.

I remember when Jacob was sleeping
And you broke out the fishing pole,
Stealthily lifted his hat,
And stuffed it under in the light
Yeah, I'll always remember that.

I've never had a teacher that cared so much
That would stick his neck out for students, like you
Always concerned, asking how we were,
Make us smile when we're blue

I would always sit and write,
Instead of doing my work
And you always pushed me back on track,
Yet I don't think you've laid eyes on a verse

So since the end is drawing soon,
And the calender has been marked June
I decided I'd write a poem to my favorite teacher,
A verse from me to you
Mr. Carter has become my favorite teacher ever, and now that I'm leaving his class, I really am saddened. I'll remember him always,
Jun 2014 · 261
4 bars.
I wonder if you,
Still think about me at all
Or are you still hiding
Behind two foot thick walls?
I told you I'd catch you
When you began to fall
My only question is
Did you believe me when I called?
May 2014 · 1.1k
A Verse For My Other Half
Hello love
I'm sure you're sleeping
But I have to remind you
How much I love you

You were on my mind this morning
When the sun broke through he curtains
And hit my face
And it was pleasant because
The warmth of it's glow
Reminded me of how it feels
To wake up next to you
And I was happy

I walked outside to smoke today,
And I thought about how much you'd enjoy
This sunrise if you were with me
And how we'd have a thousand pointless conversations
About our dreams and where we want to go
But the only roads I want to travel
Are the ones that lead back to you
My dear.
Because other roads aren't worth traveling
Unless we go together.

When I'm alone I think about you
And how nice it'd be if you were here
Even for just a moment
So I could kiss you
And tell you how black my world is
Without your light
You're a candle in the darkness
The flame in my chest cavity
When those three words leave your mouth
They dance from my ears,
Run their fingers down my neck,
And hold my heart gently
Hell, you could rip it out for all I care
As long as it was our hand that
Pulled it from my chest
It'd still beat for you
Long after I've left this world
And all that's left is a headstone and a memory

I love you.
You are love.
For me the words been redefined
If I look at it in the dictionary,
All that lies there
Is a picture of you
Because words can't describe
How beautiful you are
To me

When you wake up, I want you to smile
Because you deserve too
I don't know what I ever did
To deserve someone like you
But I'm thanking my God today
For bringing me the love of my life
In such a wonderful, simplistic way

But for now, I'll pluck out a song
Upon my own heart strings
And sing for you
Even though I'm off key
I hope the sounds remind you
That you're the rhythm in my soul
This is a real poem I wrote for my girlfriend this morning. I love you, Cheyenne. You're my whole world baby doll. Stay beautiful
May 2014 · 1.0k
The Sea
You are
The sea
Your tides
Washing upon
My hearts
Shore
Leaving pieces
Of salty
Driftwood
Burning brightly
In spectacular
Shades of
Green
and
Blue
The ashes
Resting in
My chest
Cavity where
My soul
Peacefully resides
May 2014 · 894
You're My Everything
I know you're out with your friends
And you won't see this for a while
But I'm at my wits end my dear
Longing to see your smile

I hope these verses still give you
Butterflies like they used to
Right now I feel so blind
Because I can't picture life
Without you
And the color blue that
Your eyes radiate
That Belongs on every artists canvas

I need you dear
Don't you soon forget
With you I can face my fears
Live life with no regret

I figured I'd write you this
Because I know things are rough
I'll leave you poems and a gentle kiss
To fill the hole back up

You're my world baby doll
Wouldn't trade you for anything
If you ever feel alone
Just remember
You're my everything.

I love you. <3
Wrote this for my girl while she's out having fun. I miss her dearly.
May 2014 · 788
Lucy
Dance with me, Lucy
Show me kaleidoscopes of the spirit
Colors mixed and found, anew
Make the little clock
On my iPhone,
Spin in violent motion
As I stare into your eyes

Lie with me, Lucy
Tell me your stories
As I lie on my back and listen
In wonder
To the sounds caressing my soul
It's only you that brings out
This wonderful, wonferful feeling
in me

You make my mind do backflips
I lose myself in you
My conciousness expanding
The third eye peeled open
By your paper fingernails
And the taste of you,
Keeps me coming back
Wasting all my money,
Wasting all my time
But I'd lose all that only if
I can have you by my side

Why do you have to go away?
Why do you leave me drained?
Do you find solace in,
These tired eyes that remain?
I can fall into your influence
Like a perfume inviting my sweetly
To the breast of a conscience yet unexplored
Miles away, I am from me,
With you alone, the third eye sees
everything left unexplained
To me
I love you
Isn't it obvious?
May 2014 · 207
Haiku for my love.
Know that I love you
More than any crashing wave
Loves the breaking shore.
May 2014 · 473
Vulnerable
I feel,
Helpless
Insecure
Vulnerable
And open

I hate that feeling
It's like my anxiety
Is the pillow thats
Being held over my face
Suffocating the happiness out of me
Slowly,
painfully,
Without a care
The life being stripped
from my bones
And all my tears
Dance down my cheeks
As rivers of melancholy
That I've tried so hard to dam
May 2014 · 163
Haiku #2
All I want is to
Truely understand myself
Live in harmony
May 2014 · 160
Sometimes
Sometimes I just want
nothing more
Than to give up
On everything

Sometimes I just want
A voice to come
and tell me
Anything

Sometimes I just want
You to stay
forever
with me

Sometimes I just want
You farther from me
then
The seas
May 2014 · 413
Haiku
Why don't you adorn
Your crown of precious metals
With all of your lies?
May 2014 · 467
Nights Like These
It's on nights like these
That I miss you the most
I can feel the ghost
Of your lips
On the tip of my nose
Because you're not quite tall enough
To reach my forehead.

It's on nights like these
That I miss you the most
When I stay up all night
Rereading the notes
That you wrote me
Little pieces of you
That I cherish when I'm alone

You bring me the kind of happiness
I can't find in the ashes of a blunt
Or at the bottom of a bottle
You make me truely, absolutely happy
And I haven't felt that way
In such a terribly long time
And I know you haven't, either.

I'll never let you go, baby doll.
We'll make it together, you and me
Through it all.
May 2014 · 1.7k
When I Realized I Love You
I found myself missing you
Craving the sound of your voice
And the taste of your neck
And the feeling of your fingers
Tracing the edge of my scruffy jawline
And That look in your eyes that reflects
All of your Californian dreams
And that's when I realized
I Love You
May 2014 · 279
20w story
Your hand is the only that one I want
To rip out this calloused heart
That I've tried to ****
May 2014 · 166
The Other Me
I'm at home and I'm lost
In my thoughts again
This is why I hate
Being alone

Alone is when my consciousness
Decides to pick away at me
Pulling apart all the little
Pieces of me

My troubles dance in my brain
My worries wrap their hands
Around my heart
My regrets breathe on the back of my neck
And my suicidal counterpart
Whispers in my ear

No, he doesn't whisper
He screams
Everything that I've tried to forget
He reminds me of
Watching the walls I've built
Fall, crumbling to the earth
He laughs maniacly

He's the part of me that
Tells me to sin
He's the part of me
That won't let me forgive.

In my meditations I hear him call
My name from his place of darkness
Inviting me sweetly
But I know he's got a knife behind his back
And he just longs to see me bleed
And the good parts of me die,
Slowly
May 2014 · 261
The Eagle King
Sometimes I feel,
Like a bird waiting on the line,
Waiting, so patiently,
for his time to take flight

To be more than just a bird
Waiting for his flock
to feel light as his feathers,
After carrying many rocks

I am how I see myself,
and in me, I see an eagle
I find my strength within my soul,
Rise from the ashes of the feeble

Spread my wings and soar
to what was once out of reach
You can be enlightened too,
If you practice what you preach

You are your own king,
Don't you turn when that trumpet sounds
You control your own destiny,
Show them why you wear that crown
She calls to me, an object of attention,
Yearning for affection,
Wanting to see perfection in her reflection
Endlessly punished by introspection
Only tasting the sting of rejection
Her heart became filled with malice,
As if by intravenous injection
With no protection, her mind swelled with insurrection
She tried to hide how she feels,
But she's an open wound, a caesarean section
So I guess it's up to me to make the correction
To show her what it is to love,
And lead her in the right direction
To bring back the light in her eyes,
A shining stars resurrection
May 2014 · 1.1k
Who Your Real Friends Are
Last night I committed Armed robbery
Which isn't unusual, really
It's how I get by
But it's horrible when you sacrifice yourself for your friends
And they leave you out to dry

Shows you who your real friends are, right?
They'd rather take your cut and get high
Calling a thousand times to no reply,
******* guys,
See if you look the same now in my eyes
You ******* cowards
You left me to die
And I'll remember that when you call and cry
"Oh, Ronnie, loan me some money, I really need it"
And I'll say
"Remember when you left me to get shot?
******* punk, beat it!"

You're all lucky I don't come back with my gun
And blast you ******* away
There will be nowhere left to run,
And this dog will have his day
I won't sleep with the sun
Till I get my ******* pay
Inspired by recent events
May 2014 · 1.7k
Bleed
Sometimes I want to bleed,
To feel the red running down my flesh
Sometimes I want to bleed,
Because I already feel dead

Sometimes I want to bleed
Let the razor sing her sharpened symphony
Sometimes I want to bleed,
To feel my last breath leaving me

Sometimes I want to bleed,
So I force myself to carve
Sometimes I want to bleed,
My brain Oxygen starved

Sometimes I want to bleed
And feel my life slip away
Sometimes I want to bleed,
Take me to a better place

Today, I bleed for you...
One of those days.
I am sure that
The number of stars in the sky
Doesn't come close to the number
Of times you've crossed my mind

You're the best part of my life
My one unending constant
All the darkness in my mind
Is put at ease by your light

I can practically taste your lips
Pressed against mine
I can feel my hands on your hips
And your breath upon my neckline

But it's the little things you miss
A smile, a text, a tender kiss
Only you can make me feel like this
My mind subsides and I unclench my fist
To hold your hand in mine and know that this
Is the happiest I've ever been

It's all because of you,
All because of eyes so blue
They bring out the truth
And the romantic
In me
May 2014 · 764
A Cocaine Overdose
I feel a pressure on my chest,
Feel myself rise like a waves white crest
I feel it leaving, my last breath
I never thought I'd come face to face,
with death

I thought if drugs would **** me,
They'd have done it by now
I didn't think they'd **** me,
Sweat drips from my brow

I wake up in a cold shower
My friend smacking my face
The pressure is gone now,
I couldn't let that breath escape

Now when I see *******, I feel strange
I feel wisdom that comes with pain or age
Stay away from that ****, and keep your nose clean
Trust me, please,
Sometimes, my nostrils still bleed
And I can hear my mothers screams
in the back of my head
When I was thought to be dead,
And that cold water hit me,
And I saved that breath
There once was a man who said he threw it all away
And if he could go back that he would have his day
Go on the road, play a thousand shows,
find his love then he'd lead her home

But the man was out of work and the bills weren't getting paid
And he wasn't eating well, and he wasn't getting laid
It's hard in the arts when you're on your own
And your jackets wearing thin, and you're chilled to the bone

He lived inside his head, in a poets masquerade
Not an important man, not a master of his trade
He knew how it felt to be all alone,
If only his name had been better known

Thought he'd take his life, by a gun or by a blade
Make it to the afterlife, with the likes of Kurt Cobain
so he took a hollow point, pulled the trigger with a groan
I hope peace finds him, wherever he may roam
Got bored in class and wrote this. Thought it wasn't to bad,
Apr 2014 · 302
Sick and sad.
I feel like in these verses
I pour my pain into poetry
Endless piety and sadness
Wretched yet filling
I feel like the pain is what keeps me writing
All that keeps me occupied
If I can't show you my heart with words
I am lost
Simply cast adrift on a sea of loneliness
With no outlet, swallowing myself.
Consumed by my head
Drowning in my own tears
Tearing myself apart at the seams
So that's why I write
So I don't simply become
Another suicide.
Apr 2014 · 683
To My Unfaithful Love
I feel empty inside
Consumed by the lies
That you told me
You went and did it like everyone else
You cheated
You ******* cheated Cheyenne.
I tried to forgive you
I tried to push my anguish aside and look at you
In the same light that I used to before all this
Before my brain was torn into a million pieces
That all began arguing with each other violently
The sea of opinions and feelings could drown a fish
I treated you like gold babe
I wanted to give you the world
Or the little pieces of it that I could offer you
I can't stand the Idea of what you did
But its even worse picturing life without you
Such a huge impact in this two month period.
You became the light of my life
The sun to my earth
My troubled head always revolving around your center
A cosmological scale couldn't fit the potential we had together
So many unmade memories
So many moments that will never be shared
So many kisses of warm lips under a tangerine sunset
And that just unsettles me
I can't imagine the things that will never be now
Because forgiveness was never my strong suit
But we're taking time now
Because I believe in second chances
Just do this
Prove yourself to me
Because all I want to feel is your touch
And it's ghost doesn't satisfy
I miss the taste of your lips on mine
But I can only imagine yours on his
And it makes me sick.
Just show me I can trust you
I'm begging you , please,
Because the thought if losing you is petrifying.
Apr 2014 · 743
A Big Ol' Fuck You.
I don't know how to feel somedays
I feel over used and under Appreciated
Taken for granted and stepped on
I try my best to satisfy you
But I always fall just short
Maybe i should do more
But **** that.
I Try so hard
But it's never enough
I'm tired of being abused
I'm tired of your ****
For all I care you all can slit wrists
This is a letter and a *******
From an angry misfit
This needed to come out.
Apr 2014 · 452
Mental Catalyst
On this tiny piece of paper
Lies paradise
Awakening of the third eye
Pupils dilate and the giggles set in
My teeth start to clench and vibrations begin
From the top of my head to the tips of my toes
Energy is flowing and my problems corrode
Visual distortion
Things out of proportion
Walls bend and breathe
My hands clench my knees
And my peak has been reached
Everywhere I look, a visual change
Temporarily I'm mentally deranged
LSDs a way to get you feeling strange
But in a way that's so positive
It makes me think that god exists
My mood is lifted and my spirit soars
A happiness that I feel down in my core
A lone string of laughter
Till four hours after
And I begin coming down
And you can really enjoy
The drug that fills he void
Still hallucinating but not so belligerent
Off the peak you feel the difference
Acid a catalyst of mental deliverence
But expect to be up all night,
Till morning light
What a sight to see the sun
And your getting sober now
Sad because your high is over now
And it's time to lay down and catch some z's
You had a hell of a night, rest easy, pleased
I like acid a lot. Judge me.
Apr 2014 · 263
The Day You Came
Life is more than who we are,
More than a wish upon a star,
Counting all the moving cars
As we move farther apart
Across the seas

The distance is many miles
But I'd walk them for that smile
We've been through many trials
So won't you stay a while
With me?

Yeah you taught me to believe
To see the sun between the leaves
And we can dance between the trees
And fall onto our knees
And, Pray for rainy days

Cause when it rains it pours
And then our spirits sore
To a life that's meant for something more
Better than it was before
The day you came
got bored and wrote this in my fifth period today. Hope y'all enjoy, my poems haven't been trending as much as they used too
Apr 2014 · 330
To the pen, I do return
I feel like my outlet of the pen
Isn't as prevalent as it was then
The world quelled the poets mind
Silenced the verses I sing inside
An affliction of nothingness
My brain has wrought
I once had something,
A train of thought ?
Have the verses come back?
Do they dance in their alignment,
As I pour these words onto a page?
I think not..

When the poet cannot write
He sits awake in thought at night
Because the thoughts have no place to go
How to share himself he does no know
I've always been an introvert
Talk about myself? Absurd
Instead I observe
And the words begin to churn
Begin to spiral
Poetry laced in piety
These thoughts are viral
Often suicidal
Of intricate insight and false idols
Yet, I feel so alone
When the words don't churn
Can't reflect on what I've observed
But I have to try,
So to the pen I do return
I had to write about not being able to write.
Mar 2014 · 902
In Rememberance of Aimee
Arranged elegantly, decorated with babies breath
Is the face of a girl that joined the ranks of death
Every where, she wore a smile
To help a friend would walk a mile
She’d connect with how you feel,
Always down to keep it real
She’d give you her last meal
Before she let you starve

I knew her since I was about eleven,
Now she stands at the gates of Heaven
And I can only imagine the look on Gods face
When she stepped into His grace
Redefining “Angel face”
For those she left behind
In the wake of suicide
Always on our minds
Since came her time..
I had a friend commit suicide about a week ago and its really been bothering me. She was my first friend in this town, she meant a lot to me...
Mar 2014 · 498
All I Want To Feel
Scream at me
Tell me that I’m ******* worthless
Because that’s All I want to hear
Abuse me
Leave welts upon the surface
Of my skin
Because that’s all I want to feel
Tell me I’m a fake
Leave me with mental scars
And bruises on my heart
The one that you managed to steal
Lash me like a slave
Treat me with disdain
Give me all the pain
I could never take
From anyone but you
All I want to feel
Is how bad you treat me
Lie through your teeth
Dance around the truth
I can’t take this ****
From anyone but you
An endless cycle of mental abuse
But thats fine by me,
Because it's plain to see
You're still the other half of me
And I'd be lost without you
Mar 2014 · 354
Renewing Rain
I feel so sequatious today
Walking in Ohio rain
As it pours down upon a melancholy soul
The drops are racing down my skin
Washing away all my sin
Keep me from growing old

I feel so fresh
Like I could escape death
If his hand reached for me
I taste youth upon my breath
I’m beyond refreshed
Rain pours down, eternally
Mar 2014 · 359
Smoke this and forget you
Sitting in a smokey haze
I'm getting blazed thinkin about those days
When our love was true
You were faithful to me and I to you
I thought we'd never grow apart
So long as this necklace hangs over my heart
I gave you your half under shakey breath
I said well alwas be together if you let this touch your breast
And we wore them like it was valiant
Like we could ride away on a white stallion
Into a tangerine sunset
But I began to suspect
I'm not the only one you lie with in bed
And It turns out I was right
Caught you sneakin in last night
No need for a great big fight
I just want you gone by the mornings light
And give me that ******* necklace
You have no idea how long I saved to get this
And then you threw it's meaning away
Like our love was forgotten far longer then Yesterday
******* ***** go to hell and stay away
I'm gonna smoke this blunt and look ahead to better days
Mar 2014 · 709
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for the pain I've caused
And the tears you've cried
With my name tattooed
In the streaks they left
Upon your pale skin
Every sob engraved into a calloused heart
That knows nothing but
Malevolence and loneliness
I'm sorry...
Mar 2014 · 1.6k
The Scholar
The scholar sits by candlelight
Pouring over many a forgotten volume
Left behind by his ancestors
to reveal unto him,
The secrets and majesty of the world
His tired eyes move over scripture
Marked with the ink stain of experiences past
And cerebral treasures long forgotten to modern man

The scholar sits by candlelight,
Scribing into parchment the secrets of his days
For his grandsons grandsons to find,
And pour their tired eyes over the volumes,
Marked with ink stains of experiences past
Cerebral treasures still long forgotten..
The scholars hand still scribes away
For the best understanding of today
Lies in the knowledge of yesterday
Hearing sharp words
Of those around me
Love is absent
Lust omnipresent
Out of sympathy
We become hollow beings

Sweet lies fill the ears
Only tasting of resentment
Under strain
Loveless we remain,
Simply self consumed

We became so material
Imperialistic
So agonizingly emotionless
Hollow souls cherish possessions

For possessions take the place of emotions
Only lavish fabrics or precious metals
Really fill the void in people anymore

Love, outweighs possessions
Outweighs them by a thousand
Vicariousness the victor,
Endlessly
Feb 2014 · 282
Haiku #2
Serenity found,
In a place of tall grasses,
Happily alive
Feb 2014 · 442
My Fathers Struggle
I imagine the suburban struggle
That my father works through every day
I know that his spirit is smothered now
By the falsehood of American dreams
Struggling to feed not just him but me
the suburban struggle is a real one
that plagues him whenever he rests his eyes
Those eyes that squint at overdue taxes
Those eyes that cast a blue desperate glare

He's always scowling at something
But mostly at himself
For feeling inadequate in times
Of the most desperate need
But I look to my father for morality
And peace of mind,
I just wish he'd rest a while
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