March 19, 2015, Thursday, 8:31PM

If I told him straight in the eye that I loved him, and he told me he loved me back, I'd be a fool and take it.
I don't care if he absolutely didn't mean it, I'd take it because hearing him say the three words I've been willing to say to him for years, come right back at me is more than enough.

January 23, 2015, Friday, 8:56PM

Your name filled chapters and chapters of my journal, and how I fell in love with you — and the way you just are.

October 1, 2015, Thursday, 10:58PM


It was all I had to say, and it turned out to be nothing that could have made you stay.

If I could turn back time, you know I would've called you mine.

If only I saw to it sooner that it wouldn't have been that bad, you wouldn't be just a remnant of what I could have had.

February 21, 2015, Saturday, 7:06PM


In which a song reminds her of a memory she wants to put on replay;

she is falling

and he'd never be there to catch her,

much to her dismay.

January 17, 2015, Saturday, 8:0AM

Not seeing you won't make me love you any less,
but I feel like I'm about to fall apart.

June 6, 2015,  Saturday, 1:08AM


Traces of your being hidden in the back of my mind comes crawling back at midnight. I thought I was over you leaving but, I guess, at least I tried.
You once told me you'd never let me fall and you'd be there to hold me if I ever want to cry and fall apart, and I trusted you.

Well, I'm afraid I'm falling apart, and you're not here. You left two months ago.

January 7, 2015, Wednesday, 8:10AM

I love you ---
beside you,
or miles away from you.

January 23, 2015, Friday, 8:58PM

I fell in love with the sad reality in which you wrote the first half of my book about how much you loved my imperfections and all the love I've always wanted to hear, and the heartbreaking realisation that, I, whom you once loved, am writing the last page — that I was loved by an author and how he tore off the first half of my book. His love for me.

"My flaws are here, here, here, here, here..." I went on and on, jabbing my finger aimlessly on his body. He looked so sad, then I took a deep breath and whispered, "and here," laying my hand on his chest and continued, "because you fell in love with me," I looked at him dead straight in the eyes, hoping he'll understand that I will never stay his.
Nothing stays nor lasts forever and I, certainly don't.

"How about you? I feel like you're my flaw," he managed to choke out. I hugged him one last time and sighed, "I'm afraid I'm everyone else's." And pressed my lips against his tear-stained cheeks. He took my hand and held it in both, "but we all learn to love our flaws in the end, right? I love you, I love you, I love you —," I cut him off.

"And I'm still learning how to love you back"

October 10, 2015, 7:43PM

writing a hundred-word poem
would be easier if only
i fell in love
along the way

October 22, 2014, Wednesday, 10:51PM

I’m writing your name on my skin
And I hear heavy rain drops on my roof
I don’t have to look out the window
I know they’re thinking out loud
And I know I am too –
I’m thinking of you.

And I’m sorry for a lot of things
But one thing remains,
I’ll never be sorry for
Letting you go.

July  5, 2015, Sunday, 8:26AM


You were up on stage, singing the blues. I was in the middle of the crowd, singing along.

Every time you glanced in my direction, I liked to think I caught your eye, and every time you glanced in my direction, my breath hitched.



I fell in love.

March 22, 2015, Sunday, 1:14PM

Having too much expections and scenarios end up hurting an individual.

February 22, 2015, Sunday, 11:58AM

I'm falling faster for the other,
my ex-lover.

February 21, 2015, Saturday, 8:08PM

I am dreading the day
in which you are finally her's
and she is yours.

February 20, 2015, Friday, 7:47PM

It took her half a song to fall in love,
and it took the other one glance to fall for another.

wouldn't it be such a shame
if I ever find out
you've never written about me
meanwhile I've published a whole book for you

Right from the start,
always knew this type of love would never last.
I guess we were meant to fall apart,
that's what we get for falling fast.

October 2, 2015, Friday, 7:58PM


Walking under the moonlight,
wondering if I'll ever get the chance to kiss you tonight.

May 8, 2015, Friday, 11:07PM

I often picture us together;
my arms wrapped around your waist
with my left cheek pressed against your chest
and you smiling softly down at me.

And I often find myself drowning in my own grief;
**it'll never happen.

May 6, 2015, Wednesday, 1:15AM

I try to run away from my sorrows
but I always end up crawling back,
it's the only feeling I could ever reach out for;

because it's the only thing you left me with.

January 28, 2015, Wednesday, 8:34AM

He'd do anything for her to take his heart —
whereas mine in which is his,
he'll never take.

February 21, 2015, Saturday, 8:20PM

One moment left on replay
made her fall in love with him
every single day.

September 15, 2015, Tuesday, 4:53AM


We were happy and it was all that mattered, but I guess you didn't love me as much.