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 Oct 2014 Neath
WickedHope
Here
 Oct 2014 Neath
WickedHope
now would be a great time to be here for me

i can't breathe
     i'm shaking
     i can't reach calm
     i'm all thoughts
     happening at the same time

i drew blood and i didn't want to

i'm usually okay
     if i find a distraction
     someone to make me forget the pain
     people say they'll be there
     but no one actually cares
     so i'm left alone

but when i'm alone too long
     i only inflict more pain as my rage grows
     no not rage
     numbness

numbness is all i feel

so i bring on the pain in hopes to feel real
     but it never really works
     never works only hurts

and when i feel this much hurt i get scared
     i don't know where to go

i just need you to hold me and tell me

to forget my mother
     forget my father
     forget my brother

forget my supposed friends who don't care
     don't know what it's like to be pushed this far

forget all the men in my life
     who like to shove me
     push me down
     and lean onto me
     lie on top of me
     to remind me how ******* powerless i am

forget my thoughts and my scars

because you are with me and all that matters
     is you'll never let me go

now would be a great time to be here for me
I'm so scared.
 Oct 2014 Neath
Pax
darkened soul
 Oct 2014 Neath
Pax

In my darkest days, I held you beneath my warmth.
You indulged me with your feverish hunger.
You embraced me with your piercing emotions.
You were immune to my changeable disease.

I came to a realization that you were my muse,
the best rainbow I received……….

You told me that I was part of your soul.
To me you’re the fuel to my rusty engine,
The energy to my thirsty being,
And the light of my darkened soul.


© Pax
http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/willyampax/1031383/
 Oct 2014 Neath
Amitav Radiance
If you
drop an
interesting idea
in calm water
it will
create deeper and
wider ripples
 Oct 2014 Neath
Erenn
Believe
 Oct 2014 Neath
Erenn
These lines on my crevice create chances
Massif trials I must triumph through
Aligning to parallel stigmas creating balance
I must find the power that denotes truth

I tussled my way in thrusting bricks of trust
Between the seams of pride
Throwing away fragments that denies
Death is so near but I feel so alive

Whatever it takes I will pull through
Miracles & Luck I've always believed
Fighting every enmity that ruptures me
Denying that I'm dying is my bulletproof

I dare to dream
I dare to believe
Igniting the fire in my heart
Flames of courage within me
I will fly like a lark
Burning through the dark

So take my hand and you will see
Just how simple it is
If you just do it
If you just believe



@Erennwrites
You always question yourself,
"Will I be rich one day?
Can I buy that one day?

JUST DO IT!!
Can I be like that one day?"
All this credence are laying stagnant with remorse. I just believe something can happen if you try your best and believe.
(And this is not my usual writing,
But I wrote this in less than 5 minutes. *pats shoulder. hha)
 Oct 2014 Neath
Melanie Kate
Through the sluice and trickle
upon my glassy world view,
I stare like the dead,
while waiting for you.

Though I see the storm,
My heart rages in its thunder,
Knowing you'll creep in soon,
Obliterating this nightmare wonder.

Unlike this thrashing rain,
slicing up my window pane,
I've seen the beds you've lain
in my jagged dreams:
where my spirit walks free
chasing my heart's silent screams;
connected to yours
like a ball and chain.
(c) MKD 2014
 Oct 2014 Neath
Joseph Esplana
If I should die tonight ill go out with my eyes wide opened,
Corrupted mind being cleansed from the joint im smokin' ,
Who are you to tell what a person's views should be,
I hope you don't birth kids into this insanity,
Fill your thoughts with false information,
money for wars while kids die from starvation,
I will never give in and I hate this place,
YOU are the ugly in this "human race"
I hate people. Especially people who brainwash their kids from the get go about religion, politics, etc.
 Oct 2014 Neath
Emily Kaminski
Your fur is a silent shadow.
Yet soft as silk.
Your eyes of emerald crescent moons,
hold so many stories.
Stories of lives you've encounter and lives you had before.
And it's the biggest expressions you have to show.
When you walk,
no one hears you.
Just only the bell you wear around your neck.
You sneaky shadow.
Your meows tries to be as clear as our language.
Your purrs are endless.
Your spirit never dies.
It feels like you'll live for all eternity.
You chose the ONE person that you'd like to belong too.
And ONLY that person you obey.
Like a dog; you might have in you.
You hunt 'gifts' for your owner.
In show of your love and appreciation.
You made sure that when people look at you,
they look at you as a human being.
Sometimes you know what's best.
You can read the characters in people.
whether they're bad or good.
You're just a simply unique cat.
---------------------------------
I'm glad I have you in my life.
After all the years we had eachother, I ask myself at times:
"What am I without you?"
In early 2000s my old man and I went to the animal shelter to get a pet(as my birthday gift).
My dad chose the one who gave his back to the world, as in gave up on himself. He was prepared to be put down(age of 3).
We gave him a chance and he gave me his lifetime(still on going) of  happiness and partnership.
I hope he serves JUSTICE to this world, or else it would be a waste of the name that was given to him(already) when we got him.
I'm glad that you belong to me,
Batman~ ->w<-
 Oct 2014 Neath
Emily Kaminski
Just let me be where I am now.
Especially at THIS POINT of life.
Let me sink in to my own illusions
and just go along with it and support me.
It's not like it's hurting anyone really.
Just let me fantasies about other people who I like a lot in life.
Let me be full of myself to a certain extent.
JUST LET ME BE.
I just want to be in my own drug.
The part time warmness that comes and goes.
The silly jokes I make of 'how it'd be like' with that other person.
Just let me have SOME SORT of fun with people.
------------------------------------------
Because, if you were to take that 'drug illusion' away from me,
I'll be reminded ONCE MORE BY REALITY;
That I don't have a loving heart to give.
My hollowness.
My "Ice Queen" title.
My longing for HIM.
The memories.
Depression and self-harm will come eat me up again.
I'm just talking about flirting mostly.
Nothing more.
But seriously.
I don't think I'll recover.
I feel like ending myself, but can't.
(you know the feels/reference to my ~Death Dreams~ poem)
So might as well create a 'silly world' for myself.
It does keep me partially warm and safe here and there.
Just let me be and go along with it.
 Oct 2014 Neath
Hannah
I can feel you losing interest in me,
and pretty soon you'll be gone
and I’ll be alone again
forced to dwell on all the sweet things
you don’t remember telling me
when you were drunk

-h.w.
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