when fire crackers have lit up,
a sounding boom in the sky, up and up.
when the clock turns in one line,
after the fireworks, another is next in line.

then these amazing fireworks scattering,
assured that it was same as loving.
fireworks, breathtaking.
wander about my love, thus you are not loving.

think of my love -
fireworks beautifully, making
people wow
doing unbelievable sights, happiness was all around.

think deeply of my love -
before it begone,
as the fireworks; fading naturally,
fading love, it is now gone.
now faded love,
vanished beauty of the faded
dream of you and me.

blinded by you
I thought it is love,
mayhaps it was,
it should be love.
I am not aware,
maybe it was more than
just an intense desire.
it was and oblivious
by loving you.

loving you
wanting you
needing you
- at this hour of time
was just infatuation?

homesick for the home
that never been mine

homesick for the home
that never existed

missing you
that never been mine

you exist
but you were still not mine

you are my house i go back to
but never my home

you exist
but never was my home

I asked..
"God, why did you let your
angel come down ?"
He answered,
"For you"

i exist as i am, that is enough.
i exist to offer my lasting love,
it is already more than enough.

everything's pretty -
from how bright you are,
even for million light years apart,
from how exquisite you are,
I'm seeing it from afar.

same goes with his smile,
so bright even if I'm far for miles,
same goes for my love to you,
exquisite it is,
but unacceptable for you.

if he has left me
do not ask whether
I was enough for him

because i was never his.