All my writings, words, feelings are processed differently, painfully and genuinely...
This is Me...
Drifting somewhere, talking everyone away from me to nowhere...
This is Me...
Bleeding with no blood in veins...
Draining from Soul into sphere...
Crying for one peaceful sleep...
This is me...
Trying to break law of logic...
Trying to live humanly...
Trying to see what God created inside me...
Trying to breath normally...
This is Me...
The norm of life does not suit me...
The Logic of people can't be understand...
The Existing of me around them pleases me...
This is me...
Trying new Chapter with me lovely Kids..

Don't Judge my silence!
Don't let my closed eyes deceive you!
Don't be arrogant when my head bends down!
All that sign of...
Reflection and not weakness!
I was born in Darkness, but my light from within!
Do you Still...Know me!
I doubt!

I beg you to stop beating...
I can't understand what do you want to say...
I can't help you, I can't understand your language...
I wish...
I put you in was...
Comfort you..
Take you to peace...
I don't think my world now is your place!
I'm in War!
My Armor still wet of sweat of those years...
My wounds not yet healed...
My body still aching...
I'm sorry...
I don't have place for you in my world!
If you want to stick around, feel free!
But..
I won't...
Understand what you are trying to say!

Strange...
when I had fallen in love fiercely...
when I hurt my heart deeply...
when I wrote my words profoundly...
when I stood for my feelings proudly...
I was seen as....
"The Un-Permitted Burden"
I'm happy with such Label....
I'm Happy that I was
Genuine!

It is the time to say Goodbye…
When I feel there is no meaning for me being around…
Those who I love…
With the one I loved…
With myself that I didn’t find…
Being around seems like being one The…. Last of Mohicans
Although... I truly loved you...
Although... I was genuinely the Little Silly One...
Although...I couldn't hold the Heart of Fearless Ronin...
But...What only left is...
The unsaid Goodbye…
When No Options are left!
When All Choices are leading to one Choice!
When the Heart is not Functioning normally!
When the rhyme of your Music is haste!
Then...
Goodbye!

I liked the word!
I didn't listen to the word itself!
I felt the meaning of it!
It meant for me...
How..
Tender you are?!