dark spiders crawling
beneath my skin
breeding in my veins
clogging my pores

you are a poison
torturing from the inside out
you tied me to a fence post
marked your territory
and left me to rot

the snowflakes settled
on my eyelashes
melted my flesh
froze my bones

im decaying but im growing
im rusting but im shining
im crying but ill smile
just for you

similar to losing limbs,
i can move on
but never be whole again

the wolves sing
for me to indulge
in these animalistic tendencies

to crush your skull
to rip out your throat
to inhale the beast

i am not ashamed
to dance in your blood
as it is the same shade
as good luck

i think to myself
as if you could read my mind

but you barely understood
the words i spoke

so why would you
understand my thoughts?