Hey stranger,
I hope everything is good at your end because after you i got to know the meaning of relationships,
i questioned myself because you said i was not good enough without even saying those words
i was having nightmares of your comeback
but do you know what i said to those haunted nights,
that i am again strong enough to fight you and  your unsaid words
the words made me question the love everyone in my life had for me
i was insecure, insolent, insufferable because i was running behind you
but now i am standing far away from you because i have wasted enough of those precious tear that never you never valued
i am openly blaming you for all the miseries i had because i am accepting the stupidity i did to keep you with me
i was stupid enough to say that you were my best friend but you didn't even know the meaning of friend.
i was the bad guy in every situation even when i was the one who was going to suffer in the end,
not anymore,
now i am the girl who doesn't even give a **** about you and your memories.
i am THE girl who will face the world with courage and hope.
This is the end of everything,
smile,
soul

Ha ha ha ha ha
Sound echoing in my ears
Voices are so much clear
From the ones who were dear
Your laughter sounds shrilling
Hoping it to not to become a soul killer
Happy hours from ten to ten
Then your so called brother only yelled
Then the Clock strikes eleven
Not able to recall whom i talked to even
So many attempts to call you,
Just to hear machine voice telling the place i fear
Call to messages i tried a lot
Only get my heart to blot
It was really you who talked so sweet
But i guess, i got too late
To see the flags flying in sky
With bold letter imprinted with ‘cheat’
Mind is not letting the moment to flee
Were you the really one put on speaker??
The one speaking the words from ‘his’ mouth.
Or the master mind of the whole scenario
Only the walls know the real culprit
But I am not really crying
Coz I became neutral to the pain all caused
‘Friend’ you considered me as,
Now strangers are more reliable pass
Tossed from one to another
Like I was a rugged doll to play around
Trusted both of you
But without any clue you broke my heart  into few
Hour hand again strikes at ten
This time by my precious gems.
We uttered all the nonsense came into mind
And danced on the silly tunes and the sadness flies.
Those guys are the true treasure of  happiness
Other than them everyone is just *******

I never loved
i never cared
but for you dear i am changing my ways to take care of my hairs

Let me tell you the story of a mirror and the shadow, at night they were discussing about their owner and the mirror said I always shows the truth but my owner doesn't like it! shadow questioned why?? mirror replied HE DOESNOT WANT ME TO SHOW THE DEAD HIM shadow said I always accompany him but he chases me away mirror asked why ?? BECAUSE I AM THE CONSTANT REMINDER OF THE NIGHT WHEN IT FALL IT TOOKS AWAY THE ONLY FELLOW THAT IS 'ME'

Those who promised to stay forever,
Took the first chance they got to leave!

Hope that i got vanished
When i tries to run away from past
It kept standing in front of me making me run harder
But always seems to caught me on the time
As i took the right turn
Cast it's shadow
Black as my walls of heart
Keep it lock in dungeon
It Smirks looking at my tears
Celebrating its triumph
Not letting me go
Never leaving me alone
Then again i m still here all over again
At the place where it started
With whom the dreams developed
But major conflict doomed
The loser that i am is praying
To find night where it can't touch me again
Shadow fades aways
As the dusk shows it colour
With stars and moon being my mates
Take me somewhere
Where there is no cover

Get ahead of time
before time gets a head start

Searching for the mind to react
To find how to act
Blank mind like a empty road
Searching for the one left untouched
Even not a bird crossed it
Leaves like heart left uncrumbled
Breeze makes them walk
Slowly and slowly reach the soil
Where they become one

"They" are making sand castles with other.
whereas mine is already stompted by "them"!!

You gave me peace
or it was just in my dream
you went away in few
left my broken heart to sew
your words echoed in the closed room
With black dots blinding my vision
Promises to together forever
Were these only me who swore?
Or you were just blabbering  Like a broken tape
Repeating in my ears again and again
Love i felt
Was it all a lie??
Those sweet messages
Were they all fake??
Walls are mocking at me
that we painted grey
Road we travelled are asking
" where is the other one?"
Benches are felling lonely
Without our chirping
Being with you was like a rollar coster ride,
Sometimes high and sometimes low
Too short to last forever
Past Memories are bluring
As the heart is fixing