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Feb 2017 · 2.0k
Still
love me Feb 2017
i cannot believe how long its been
yet still i love every piece of you

i tell myself you felt the same way
you didn't mean to hurt me
not every word you spoke was a lie

but still i am unconvinced

what if
what if you did hurt me on purpose
would i still love you
...i would

it's a thought i cannot bear
Jan 2016 · 2.6k
letters from nick
love me Jan 2016
You ask me how I can love you
You who is broken, and limping, and lame
I stop you before the tear can fall
Taking them from your eyes
And crying them out my own
I tell you the truth of absolute love
I tell you I wear no blinders
I see you as you are
I see your imperfections but we are all flawed
Those minute cracks in your soul
Trickle out pain in swirling hues of tender that highlight your heart
A heart you profess is black and stone
But it beats strong within my chest
Where I will nuture it and feed it with my own
I see all the nicks and bruises and breaks
They are not reasons to walk away
They are the very thing that makes you worthy
Your damage healed in stregnth
You are not broken
You are beautiful in all things
A tender heart that bleeds for others
That hates you for not being better...for me
Don't you know?  Can't you see?
There is no better, you are as good as it gets
It is I who is unworthy
And in all your fear of being alone, you overlook the truth of who  you are
of who I am when I am with you
You see beauty in every corner of derelict
You fill my cracks with your joy
To the point where you feel you run out, not even knowing you gave it away
You see in me what I am unable to see in myself
And because it is you who sees it I believe you
I see your cracks and spackle them with love
I see the scars and am thankful you survived the journey
And tomorrow, or next week next month or next year
When you have grown strong in my love
When the time comes that you realize I am naught but pieces duct taped together
When you  see the truth of what I have always known
I will still love you
When you move on to brighter days and greener pastures
I will still love you
When you see that you are worthy of more than I am able to give you
I will still love you, as I do now
For I never learned how to unlove someone
And you have always been worthy
Jan 2016 · 1.9k
us
love me Jan 2016
us
us*
i love the way you pull me in closer just before you shut your eyes
the way i never get sick of your skin against mine
the way you rub my cheeks when you say you love me
i love your hugs
how you wrap your arms around me
and suddenly life isn't so bad
i love the way we laugh and sing
i love how you compliment me
even after we've just worked out
i love your family and how they welcome me with open arms
plain
and
simple
i love *us
Jan 2016 · 1.5k
thanks
love me Jan 2016
im hopelessly in love with you
and
you're not making it very easy
Dec 2014 · 1.7k
Judgment
love me Dec 2014
Have you ever woken up at 2am unable to breathe because your paralyzed by your own thoughts?
No?
Then before you lay down your harsh judgment understand, that you will never understand, who I am.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep on your bathroom floor because you couldn't bear to face the world?
No?
Then before you inject me with your poisonous words understand that I may never recover.

Have you ever hated yourself so much that you took a blade to your skin because you felt you had no choice?
No?
Then before you stab me with your words understand that I may already be bleeding.
Dec 2014 · 2.1k
revealed
love me Dec 2014
you wanted to know the real me
i revealed my self
i broke down my walls
just. for. you.
you weren't expecting me to be there
yet there i was

you looked at me with disgust
you put me to shame

i stood there revealed
you pushed me
and i fell
down in a cold ***** well
helpless
hopeless
cold
lonely
only you can save me now
Dec 2014 · 2.6k
writer's block
love me Dec 2014
i havent written in weeks
normally that means i am too dismembered to even think
but this time it's different
this time is because i have nothing left to write
because i am happy
things are looking up
writing for me at least
is for the lows
the loyal friend that helps through the pain
so my friend
you'll hear from me when things get bad
so my friend
you'll hear from me soon

xoxo
Nov 2014 · 2.6k
star
love me Nov 2014
she was like a star
a burning ball of energy
shining through the darkness

a special kind of star
the kind you make wishes upon

she was my star and
i was her wish

her smile lit up the sky
belittling the darkness

but eventually
the smiles faded
the giggles seised

and the star burned out
Nov 2014 · 1.7k
She
love me Nov 2014
She
so full of hate
yet
so full of love

she has broken through the barriers of reality
she has yielded to the standards of society

she has fought
she is a warrior
Nov 2014 · 2.4k
hints
love me Nov 2014
hints are everywhere
behind every favorite song
lies an unimaginable story
behind every just kidding
lies some truth
behind every quote
lies some pain

society is incapable of noticing these
they'll say "i didnt know"

i say "you didnt ask"
Nov 2014 · 1.7k
lies.
love me Nov 2014
you took in my heart
and let it grow in warmth
within your's

you were my world

all ill ever be to you
is a stepping stone
another pawn in your game

guess what?
to me its not a game
Nov 2014 · 6.8k
Truly Deeply in love
love me Nov 2014
I looked at you and I knew how
Truly Deeply in love I was

Your eyes glistening like stars
Your smile brightening my heart

I thought of you and I knew how
Truly Deeply in love I was

Your arms entangling me in love
Your heart capturing me in warmth

I felt your touch and I knew how
Truly Deeply in love I was

Because my heart skipped a beat
every time your soft skin touched mine

I listened to you and I knew how
Truly Deeply in love I was

Your words sending me into deep though
Your words making me feel loved

I thought about losing you and I knew
how
Truly Deeply in love I was

Feeling hollow, empty at the thought

You are the reason I am
Truly and Deeply in love
Nov 2014 · 1.7k
I write....
love me Nov 2014
I write to free myself
from the demons inside me that entangle me in their monstrous webs
I write because the words listen
to all my problems big and small
I write to feel
the feelings i cannot put together in my own head
I write to dream*
of the person i hope to become
I write to forget
the memories of him that haunt me*
I write to remember
the memories of us that made me
I write for hope
*so that i may look forward to the next day
Nov 2014 · 8.1k
love
love me Nov 2014
how could a heart like yours
love a heart like mine

your heart is full of love.
you dream of life.
you have no regrets.
you live without fear of the future.

my heart is full of-
well it's not full at all:
it's broken; shattered,
into a thousand tiny little pieces.

and somehow, someway,
you were kind enough;
to hunt for every little piece,
and put me back together.

and this is why i,
will never understand,
this silly little thing,
we call love.
Nov 2014 · 2.8k
fake a smile... it's easy
love me Nov 2014
I don't care what they think
                                    your words will destroy me
I'm fine
                                    i cant take it anymore
I'm just lazy
                                    ive lost my drive to live
I'll get over it
                                    i cried myself to sleep last night
My family cares about me
                                    not even a touch
I'm an open book
                                    i have the darkest secrets known to man kind
I'll talk to you about it later
                                    *not even a whisper
Nov 2014 · 2.0k
time heals...
love me Nov 2014
time heals nothing
time is for healing what cannot be fixed
time is not for healing
time is for forgetting the bruises and marks that left her in shame
time can attempt to heal her
but she can never be mended
the screams of pain will turn into whimpers
the tears will dry
and for a moment everything is as it was before him
but him will change everything
time cannot make her forget
time does nothing but damper the noise
him cannot be forgotten
and time does not change that

— The End —