Everything I am,
Right here.
RIGHT now.

Is everything you wanted,
A wife.
A lover.
Your salvation.

Be blessed,
I will never leave.
Until the day we die,
Just love me.

Became one,
Family issued pulled us together.
Fighting for our right to love one another.

Love can be a beautiful thing,
When you know what it is.

Anything in the world, 
Beyond the golden stars.
I wish to be where you are.

My screams are silent,
My demand is high.
I wish to be in your arms,
I wish to see love,
In your eyes.

I can see us,
Holding one another,
Kissing deeply under a full moon.

I can see a ring,
A future for us both.

My screams will be heard,
We will find each other.
Behind our hearts,
Is burning fire.

To see each other again.

If marks could subdue the beast,
That inferno within.

Can scratching save a life?

Deny your marks,
Smile upwards.
Fake the density,
Of this situation.

My mind is tied,
Tied to a worry.
To a remark.
To a chore.

It's constantly moving,
Pounding down the path.
Removing all negativity.
Trying to cleanse my fear.

I am always stressed,
Even when I act brave.
I never give in,
To the darkest raid.

My mind is constantly beating,
Like a bongo drum.
It never ends its raid,
When there is much to be done.

Trembling,
I cower.
Tail between my legs.
I scowl.

Baring sharp canines,
Pierce to break a bone.
I watch my enemy.
Torture my love.

Every crack,
Of the tar whip.
Every ear piercing scream,
Escaped HIS lips.

I snap free of my prison,
Only to awaken.
Shivering in fear.
I'm alone in the room..

Whats with the attitude?
Why do you subtract so?
It doesnt make sense.
No sense at all.

Due to the past,
I feel nothing.
I am not sensitive,
Only specifically.

Get used to it.
I dont love like I did.
Beyond blue eyes.
A pallid mask is hid.

Dance ocean,
Thy fiery sea.
Tear at the sky,
With blue wings.

Ocean you are beautiful,
When you rage in a powerful storm,
I know you well.
I call to you in the morn.

Die softly down,
Thy whispering sea.
Sing me to sleep.
Sing me your melody.

Once upon a memory,
I had a heart, a life.
I was friendly with everyone,
Even my loves.

My voice sound,
My energy of life secure.
It all seemed good,
Until I was a teenager.

Now all is different,
Everythings so cruel.
I hate people.

I have dangers that I fight,
And I will **** to survive.
Once upon a memory,
There was no worry.

Now everywhere I turn,
It's all hatred.

Once upon a memory,
All was good..

Being the only poet in the family,
My mind comprehends.

My wolf howls,
In pain.

I am unloved,
By the rain.

Content to be imperfect,
To the wilds I run.
I only wish to be alone.
May my time come.

Painful memories,
Curse thy Wolf and I.
I feel like a child,
Who sits in the corner and cries.

May I howl,
Until the daylight dawns..
My kin,
I only wish to cry..

Alone...

My pain irks me,
Sends me flying into my bed.
Under the cover of darkness.

As I cry myself awake,
Unable to sleep.
I ask myself..
Why?

Why am I such a ***** up?
Why do I make mistakes,
Knowing my parents will be angry?

My tears intensify,
My claws take my skin,
Leaving ****** marks...

I scream in my head,
Rocking to the beat of my music,
That sings in my ear bud.

Evanescence,
Rascal Flatts.
Plumb.
Crossfade.

I cannot find peace..
All I feel is that pain.
That has ****** me over for,
Five years.

I'm only a teenager,
I only can take so much.
Until Its over.

I've already tried once...
What makes you think I'll try again?

Dad,
What makes you so ******?
Taking it out on me,
Because I don't listen?

Why can't you and my step mom,
Just realize..
That I'm only Seventeen..

And so it says,
My title will always stay.
Lone wolf forever..

I cant be perfect,
It's just not my style.

My life is so different,
I cry even harder.

Mistakes,
Promises broken.
Two faced liars..

God,
Why aren't you here?
I need you..
And I need you now..

As my pain intensifies,
All I see is the cascading shadows.
Watching my every move...

My music doesn't help anymore..

All my patience,
Has been destroyed.
By the hell they call Life.
I'm left with none.

The sky becomes ground,
The bird takes off.
Leaving town.

Everythings so small,
20,000 feet away.
As we fly over to Minnesota,
The home of states.

Now as we run,
Through concourse F to C.
Our legs are burning.
30 min to leave..

What a trip...