Falling in love


In love with you was never easy;
I fell for you and landed flat on my face.


We fall and became undone, lacking in trust;
Love echoes inside each and every one of us.
We try to believe, but life takes it out of us,
Because love is killed, once you have broken that trust.


I’ve got high hopes of leaving you forever;
High hopes of moving on without you.
High hopes I had, when we first got together.
No hope is all I have now thanks to you.


Take a pill to numb the pain;
Every day is never/always the same.
Teach me how to feel again;
So I can hear you when you call my name.


My love and I want to die;
We used to believe, until we cried.
Now all we believe is too many times,
We have had to say goodbye.


(C)2015 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

Desire


All my wishes and all that could have been,
Became a dream I never could reach.
I crave for things I cannot attain.
My brain won’t allow me to make those same mistakes again.


So alone I stay and alone I lay.
I still dream of better days,
But that future seems like it is a long way away.


The rain pours down inside my heart;
It’s cold in this part of my body of scars.
Wounds will not heal, when I can no longer feel,
The warmth of her love,
In this nightmare which has become real.


Dark days are upon us.
Without the opportunity of love, I can be no star.
Love is needed to bring some kind of happiness to my memoir.
I want to have a life where I am allowed to just write,
But that life is unattainable, without a wife.


I need motivation, to change my situation,
But being single makes me,
Apathetic to being all I can be.


Words speaking of sorrow leave me wanting to be more positive,
But I can never forgive and I don’t know how to live,
This never ending story of searching for glory;
Or just acceptance, that my lines are worthy.


(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

Go Away


Thanx for the text message, it was that good I deleted it.
Thanx for preaching to me, though I never believed any of it.
Thanx for the memory, but tomorrow it will be forgotten.
Thanx to you I still feel like ****, you evil woman.


It’s only you that makes me feel this way.
It’s only you that causes so much pain,
So tell me please what I have to say,
To make you go away?
Why do you have to stay?
When I just want you to go away.


Because of me you’re hurting again.
Because you know me, you feel my pain.
Because of you these words are so **** hard to say,
But I want you to go away.
I want you to walk away.
Why do you have to stay?
When I want you to go away?


(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

(...), Oh (...)


(...), oh (...),
You are everything to me.
(...), oh (...),
You have my love eternally.
(...), oh (...),
You gave me my security
And you made my heart complete.


Your every kiss is the sweetest thing,
Your face is an ocean of serenity.
Your eyes are seas, in which I'd love to swim.
My love I adore you,
You are my woman, my Queen.


You amaze me my love, for you are so beautiful.
Some people light up a room, whilst you light up the world.
It's hard to comprehend, that you are my girlfriend;
My first, my last, my best confidant.


Your electric blue eyes, lit up my life,
As I put my head, between your thighs.
I kissed your lips, you held me tight,
You promised you’d love me for the rest of time.


But I guess one of us was lying,
I guess our time was up,
Now I crawl back into bed…
Still I miss your cuddles.



(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

Trust In Me.


What is love, but a leap of faith?
To open yourself completely and risk feeling this pain.
To let someone hold, a metaphoric pistol to your brain,
To let them have the power, to ruin you today.


For you to feel like this, I do not wish
And to say I can heal you, would be like ******* in the wind.
For I cannot cure, your lack of trust,
Only try my best, not to break my promise.


Have faith in me and I’ll have faith in you,
Have faith in no-one and you shall always be alone.
Try your best to trust, even though it’s hard to do,
For maybe I will feel love as you do,
The solid oath that should not be broken.


Others have done you wrong and not kept their word,
But I too have felt the agony, of a broken vow.
These words I am sure, you have already heard,
But my heart I offer to you, as a sacrifice now.


The risk is so high, because the rewards could be endless,
Truly alive could you become, you could find your Heaven.
You could get all you want,
With this person if you could just find your confidence.
You must truly be able to trust them, for you to find love again.


(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

Don't say it
I can feel each word
Last time we had this conversation ,every word you said slit my veins
Felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest
So don't say them
Don't say you love me but as a friend
Don’t say you don’t want to loose me
Just don’t say it