She is the girl who dreams and dreams. The girl who will fall in love with a song because of one lyric. She is the girl who thinks ahead to the future, maybe a little too often. The girl who is a mix between let’s relax and let’s go party. She is the girl who can picture her wedding day and all the little details that will make it hers. The girl who is determined for the life she wants. She is the girl who experienced things way beyond her age. The girl who was strong enough to conquer her demons. She is the girl who believes a person can feel like home. The girl who wants to feel the type of love that lasts a lifetime. She is the girl who wants to travel the world with her love. The girl who will make a life for herself, one that she will cherish forever.
She is the girl who will never let you forget she loves you. The girl who will hang up the phone, and call back to apologize. She is the girl who has eyes you could get lost in. The girl who wears her heart on her sleeve. She is the girl who will say “I am okay.” with tears streaming down her face. The girl who needs someone to tell her it was just a dream, when she wakes up in the middle of the night from a nightmare. She is the girl who won’t sleep a wink without her favorite stuffed animal, no matter how old. The girl who would never give up on who she loves. She is the girl who you will never forget. The girl that you only meet once in a lifetime. She is the girl who believes that loving someone means forever.
I am that girl the girl that smiles even when hurting The one that will do anything to make others smile The one that goes through a lot but doesn’t show it The one that feels like she is a burden to people The one that feels like she is not loved The one that acts strong when she is not The one that cries herself to sleep The one that wishes that one day she will feel better The one that hides her problem from the world The one that says am Ok when she is not The one that her heart aches but no one cares The one that never says no to anyone The one that is kind but nobody cares
your love hurts but i cant help but need it i cant help but need you why do you love me why do you do these things to me you tell me you love me and i say it back but do you really? we haven't talked in months you talked **** to someone who tells me everything 'it was just because of my meds but im in love with her' you say to the girl who sleeps over my house for days and nights on end the girl who loves me too the girl who learned to hate you because you love me instead why do i cause problems. i fell in love with you day by day it slowly eats away at me not being able to see you why is it this way why am i in love with you i hate this feeling but...i love you
She feared so much Still she wanted to see, feel and be it all She was her own No one was like her And she was Like no one She was so talented Everyone was jealous But she couldn’t see it She had no idea She wanted to feel alive She went too close To the fire Too many times And ended up getting burned
Remember when we were younger Talking about our lives About how we'd be rich About who'd be our wives Fueling the fire Which was built up with lies
I thought I wanted tall, Blonde with blue eyes One I could protect Who needed to be held as she cries But I've seen this facade And how it's just lies Because I had feelings For someone with different ties
This kind is hard to find Makes you lose control of your mind So different from what you wanted But honestly, you don't mind And once she's found, She's hard to give up The pressure makes you slip up **** up Making her harder and harder to forget Making you do something you regret
Like thinking about love
If you still think this is about the girl And how "she's so pretty" And "I wish she felt the same" Then you are mistaken It's a completely different game It's the pain you give yourself When you don't know who to blame The frustration from wanting But not having Forever Exhausting Thinking all the same As people who have it worse All because a girl doesn't remember your name How can you be happy When your best quality is shame
So yeah you get upset Depressed Anxious too, but that you forget Until you meet another girl Who's into you Like the girl was who will never love you
"Why did she leave?" "What did I do wrong?" "How can I fix this?" Becomes your most common song So you forget about the new And you start to lose hope You abuse the new's trust Just so you can cope Till the horse from up high Brings the old down from the sky To you where your hearts start to fly And are strong together without having to try All the way Till the day you die
This is when You'll wake up from your dream And understand where you've been When you discover the culprit Of all the pain and everything that comes with it Was you all along Makes you wonder If life's worth all the ****?