Erica C 1d
the things you always joke about
they hurt
but im not leaving you
the way you talk to me when you get angry
it hurts
but im not leaving you
the way you change completely when i bring up a friend of mine who's a guy
it scares and hurts me
you joke about how "im on this guys ****" or some immature ****
it hurts cause you know i wouldn't do that to you
but i wont leave
cause you're still the boy i met just a few months back
but now all your sweet words sound so full with ****, no love
i can ever so slightly hear a drop of love, scattered in between the "i love you" and the "im sorry baby" and all the in between
i love you
and im not leaving you
not yet
m a y b e
may be
may (i) be
i (may) be
may i (be) May
(May): spr(i)ng and flowers and bees
be (sweet)
be (here)

may i just be
may there always be room for me
between may and be.
  Nov 10 Erica C
there’s no turning back.
she’ll never trust you again
  Nov 6 Erica C
the way I feel
the way others made me feel
the way I try to improve
the way others ruined my progress
the way to continue fighting
the way others told me to give up

to keep living this way
to keep bringing me down
to keep listening to what they say
to keep changing for others
is NOT who I am
  Nov 6 Erica C
Sometimes I wonder

do you think of me
when you hear the song
the song that played when we first kissed
the song that we danced to

do you think of me
when you smell my perfume
the perfume that I left at your home
the perfume that I wore when we first met

do you think of me
when you hear my name
the name my mother gave me
the name you whispered in my ear

because I do
I skip our song because it takes me back
I have flashbacks when I smell your perfume
I avoid saying your name because it tears me apart

but I don´t think about you anymore
I just remember
because I learned
learned it is the past
  Nov 6 Erica C
Take it slow
Don't rush
Do not fall for him
Don't get attached

It's fine
I don't love him
I am in control
I thought

Your smile makes me tingle
Your eyes make me fade
Your touch makes me fly

I smile when I think about you
And I think about you
A lot

The scar above you lip makes me grin
The one below your eyebrow laugh

You are so beautiful
In such a different way
In such an aesthetic way

I think I am falling
Falling for you
Falling deeper and deeper
  Nov 6 Erica C
Ariana Bagley
I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.

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