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Jul 2015 · 475
All we have left
ev Jul 2015
Feelings can disappear
Memories can't
- ev
Jun 2015 · 534
give him back
ev Jun 2015
I knew it back in my mind
that he had found someone new
yet it ached me everyday to ask
and with liquor in my bloodstream
the text was sent in a heartbeat

I thought it wouldn't hurt
because I already knew
but when the response was mine
with the dreadful answer
it hurt me more than anything

I thought I could look past it
but everyday I think about her
if she is better than me
if she is happy with my love
if she can give him back
- ev
May 2015 · 644
Nothing
ev May 2015
Dance with me
I won't stop you

Embrace me tight in your arms
I won't stop you

Squeeze until I can't fill my lungs with air
I won't stop you

Continue until my vision goes black
I won't stop you

Hold my body when I've fainted
When it's too late to stop you

My last request is that you don't stop
Let me be yours until I'm no longer existing

I rather be yours and nothing
Than alone and everything
-ev
Apr 2015 · 372
Over him?
ev Apr 2015
"Don't worry, I'm finally over him"
And it was in that moment
When my lips felt the words running out
I knew that I had become a liar

The definition of over isn't:
Thinking about him every morning of everyday
And not being able to stay away from the phone
Because you can't miss a call, you can't text him back too late

When he is there, he is really there
But when he is gone, he is forever gone
Or at least until you mumble those words
"I'm over him"

Darling, I promise you
He will be back
And if you not stay strong enough
You won't be over him
- ev
Feb 2015 · 424
Want it all
ev Feb 2015
She was a girl looking for love
In a town where boys looked for fun
So she visited another town
Where she found a man
Looking for both

She was unexperienced
Beliving that if she gave all of her heart
She would get all of his in return
But the man was scared
Keeping a part for himself
- ev
Nov 2014 · 494
Our song
ev Nov 2014
Stones - Barbarossa*
He push play and walks toward me
The melancholic sound sweps over me
He puts his arms around me
I press my body against him wanting to get stuck
Wish he won't let me go
Hold my tears in when he kiss me gently

We are ten meters from the parking lot
I start hoping for something to happen
An accident even to stop the time
Let me have him a bit more
But he parks and stops the engine
And with just one glance back with my teary eyes
I walk away with our song replaying in my head
-ev
Nov 2014 · 788
Addicted
ev Nov 2014
My body shivers of abstinence
My nails are broken down
I get aggresive and doesn't care anymore
It's not alcohol
It's not drugs
It's you
I haven't heard your voice in two weeks
I haven't touched you in a month
I need you
-ev
Oct 2014 · 615
Absence
ev Oct 2014
My absence  in writing have made me wonder
What make a poet write?
Falling in love made me speak out
With every anxious and happy moment it led to
Dealing with new emotions confused me
A confusing I tried to solve by seing my thoughts in black and white
Letter after letter, line after line
My messy, tangled brain became something with a structure  

But it's hard to write when your inspiration lives hours away
When you learn to control your emotions and can't experience new ones
Because the love or loss you write about isn't their to love or leave you
You don't know what you feel anymore therefore you stop feeling
Now you don't know whether to love or leave

The last part isn't true
I just miss him so much so if I let myself feel the pain
It would crush me
-ev
Oct 2014 · 703
Okey?
ev Oct 2014
Someday we'll be together, okey?
I'll lay in your arms again, okey?
This isn't the last time I'll see you, okey?
I hope I'm the only one, okey?
I love you, okey?
Please love me, okey?
Don't leave me, okey?



Okey?
-ev
Oct 2014 · 375
Expectations
ev Oct 2014
I didn't expect anything of you
So when you turned out to be
Everything I ever wanted
And so much more
That was the best surprise
Of my entire life

I hope this surprise never stops
But I've learned that I shouldn't expect it
-ev
Oct 2014 · 1.6k
Moment
ev Oct 2014
Slowly your fingers dance over my skin
Creating sparks between us
You rediscover my hands
Once again laugh at my rigid thumb
My legs cross yours
While I lay in your arms
Your body have tucked me in
Yet my eyes tear up
So I press my face against your chest
Get calm by the rythm of your heartbeat
You hold me closer and I want to whisper
Never let me go, never let this moment go
Instead I look up from your chest
You kiss me slowly until time catch up
Therefor I need to say the dreadfull words
*I must go
-ev
Oct 2014 · 2.3k
A phonecall
ev Oct 2014
Maybe I was dreaming
But you called when I was sleeping
Slumbering I saw  your name and picked up
Never have I been awake so fast
My heart pounding, blood rushing to heat
By the sound of your voice

Rambling you told me about your night
Asked me why I wasn't by your side
Wanted me as your price or was I perhaps already yours
If I dont mute my phone at night
Answer your call insted of sleeping
of course I'm yours

I'm not sure
Maybe I was dreaming
But you might have said
That I could call you mine
I'm not sure
Maybe I'm still dreaming
Or you're actually mine
-ev
Oct 2014 · 275
Happy
ev Oct 2014
Why can I only write poetry when I'm sad?
-ev
Sep 2014 · 2.4k
Thoughts
ev Sep 2014
I want to be able to understand you
Talk your language
Feel the way you feel
Be inside your mind

Hear your happy thoughts
When you play guitarr and sing songs,
Drink beer with your friends
Or when you laugh to your funny TV-shows

Hear your sad thoughts
When you can't sleep, in the middle of the night,
Not getting your dreamjob
Or when she broke your heart

I want to know if I'm a happy or a sad thought
Or if you even think about me at all

You're both my sadness and happiness
And all thoughts in between
-ev
Sep 2014 · 365
Goodbye
ev Sep 2014
Everytime
we say
goodbye
I need to learn
how to live
without
you

All
over
again
- ev
Sep 2014 · 494
Cardrive
ev Sep 2014
Five days ago
Looking over my shoulder  
Seeing you driving away

Five days ago
Stepping out of the car
Shutting the door heavy behind me

Five days ago
Kissing those heavenly lips
Quick for the last time

Five days ago
Holding you too loosely  
My arms can't manage to get around you

Five days ago
You're singing to your rock station
Me mesmerized by your voice

Five days ago
Looking at your concentrated face
Feeling your hands all over my thighs

Five days ago
Stepping away from the ground in to the car
Will I ever stand at your parking lot again?
-ev
Sep 2014 · 385
Worst?
ev Sep 2014
Loving without hope is depressing
Loving with hope is terrifying
- ev
Sep 2014 · 778
Hoping
ev Sep 2014
If this doesn't work out
They say it never do
If living too far apart
Just make us forget

If we stop talking
Skip seeing and eventually*
Start forgetting

If we then see each other
In a coffee house, in the street
Finally in the same town

If you look up at me and smile
Hope, and I would be back in your arms
Even for a briefh moment, yours

If you would hold me again
Telling me you haven't found someone new
*Forever darling, it would be you
- ev
ev Sep 2014
I know we can't be together right now
You know it to but you still want me
Are we just masochists or is this real love

If I risk it all for us;
Will you still want me when you can have me?
- ev
Sep 2014 · 422
Yours
ev Sep 2014
I always wanted to be my own
Untill I knew how it felt to be **yours
- ev
Sep 2014 · 879
Nights
ev Sep 2014
If I could only find someone
Who couldn't fall asleep at night
We could stay up all night
Cuddling
Talking
Kissing
Instead of now
When I roll around
Waiting for morning
Waiting for your arms to embrace me
Looking at your face
Your beautiful face
Listening to your breathing
Inhaling
Exhaling
-ev
Sep 2014 · 3.9k
Rollercoasters
ev Sep 2014
Love is like a rollercoaster
Some are excited at first
Some people are scared
Some are terrified
Some don't even get in
When the trip starts
Some get butterflies
Some hold hands
Some shiver
The ride start upwards
Some gets anxious
Wants to get off
Some are just excited for the ride
The first hill is climbed
And it only goes down from here
Some put the hands in the air
Some scream
Some catch their breathes
Some close their eyes
Some want to go off
Some never wants it to end
Happiness
Tears
Laughs
Knowing that the journey will end
Hoping it won't
Photos get taken
To remember in the future
The ride start slowing down
Some scream: "One more time"
Some are just happy to get off
The ride stops completely
Some decide to take the rollercoaster again
Some decide to take another
Some goes home

When I were a child I learned
Never leave an amusementpark
Before last man standing
- ev
Sep 2014 · 1.1k
Je t'aime
ev Sep 2014
Je veux ecriver une poème francaise
Parce que francais est le langue romantique
La France est le pays romantique
Les francais est les gens romantiques
Paris et la ville romantique
Je sais que c'est une grande cliché
Mais ce n'est pas
Paris
Je t'aime
Pour moi
C'est la France
Je t'aime
- ev

I want to write a french poem
Because is french is the romantic
language
France is the romantic country
Frenchmen is the romantic people
Paris is the romantic city
I know that it's a big cliche
But for me it isn't
Paris
I love you
For me
It's France
I love you
Sep 2014 · 744
Names
ev Sep 2014
Today I had forgot the name of one boy
A boy that I've cared about
It's in my belife*
That you can't truly move on from someone
Until you fall for someone new

I hope you never forget my name
And before you do
I hope you know
*You made me forget all the others
- ev
Sep 2014 · 411
Our reality
ev Sep 2014
I wake up by a text
I want to wake up by a kiss
My friends hear about you at lunch
My friends should met you and lunch
You text me when I study
You should distract me from study
I look at pictures of you when I get home
I want to take pictures of you in our home
I think about you before I sleep
I want to hold you when we sleep
You call me at night
You should slumber next to me at night
My beloved
You're my dreams
Be my reality
- ev
Sep 2014 · 414
Waiting
ev Sep 2014
Yesterday
I* were yours
Today
I'm yours
Tomorrow
I'll be yours
When are you *mine?
- ev
Sep 2014 · 388
Is wrong right?
ev Sep 2014
The feeling when I look up and catch you in a moment, staring at me. Although you always turn away your eyes, we both know that those hundredths of second was longer than any other hundredth seconds that ever existed. Until it happens again and this time even a bit longer. Trembling hands and scrutinizing eyes, you have to feel the same. It can't just be me, it can't just be me, it have to not just be me. I don't think it is, but we 're both too afraid to try. We know that it isn't right, you and I can never work and that's for everybody best.

How can something that doesn't work in either logic or practice
feel so right?
- ev
Sep 2014 · 815
The one
ev Sep 2014
They say that there are plenty of others
That I'll find someone new
Someone better for me
There are 7 bilion people in the world
So maybe if I look
I'd find thousands of other lovers

But the thing is simply
That I've never wanted thousands of different lovers
I've just wanted one
Please don't let me find thousands of other lovers
Please don't let me fall for anyone else
Please be my **one
- ev
Sep 2014 · 372
Words
ev Sep 2014
"I think I like you"
"I like you"
"I really like you"
"You're the best"
"I think I might be in love with you"
"I'm so in love with you"
"You're the best"
"I love you"

I know you say alot of words
I just wonder if you'll ever prove them
- ev
Sep 2014 · 628
Tomorrow
ev Sep 2014
The months has passed
The weeks has gone by
And the days has turned countless
Since I've felt your fingers sliding over my skin
Since I've been able to look you in the eyes
Since you been completely mine

Nothing can compare to being with you
Not just with words over a screen
Or voices over a phone
I want to hear you
See you
Feel you
Smell you

I don't mean that we need to talk
Or stare at each other all day long
Because just being near you
Whatever we might do
I want to be with you

I've waited a very long time
And tomorrow

I hope you'll be mine
- ev

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