SheWritesForYou: Poems

SheWritesForYou May 2020

And why do some of us suffer more ?
The pain
The tests
The sacrifices
The blood sheds
The tears
The promises
Why do some of has nothing to do about it?
Are we here in this world to be here in this exact place?
Or are we here by mistake?
The question remains so unclear
And we keep thinking again and again
In an endless cycle like it’s a time loop
A paradox which has no end, no solutions.
Supposedly we have to live with it
And die with it in our graves.

This is for the mental condition i have.

#unusual #life #death #suffering #ptsd #depression #mentalhealth

Dark Agony

SheWritesForYou Feb 2020

Dark Agony

I am in a continuous war
with my self inflicted depression
Which crawls under my skin
Tearing up every flesh of mine
Making me swallow the hard truth
that I don’t want to accept
Leaving me with nothing, but agony.

#agony #misery #sadness #life #anxiety

Distance Between

SheWritesForYou Apr 2020

Distance Between

Too stubborn to let go
Too hard to keep
Oh dear love
Don’t you bleed
And i hope one day
You too will let go of me.

#departure #time #phase #love #broken #glass #always

Ego wins

SheWritesForYou Oct 2020

Ego wins

Mirror mirror on the wall
Tell me how to make his ego fall
Break the barrier between us two
Teach him a lesson
But how should i do?

Does he really care
Or all these are a facade?
Oh mirror, oh tell me dear.

I feel like a broken glass
Shattered and broken
With his ego so tall
And my wounds tend to open

If he loves me he should express
Or leave me like he doesn’t care

With a heart so fragile
And a life full of woes
Tell me dear mirror
Where should i go?

Egotistical

#ego #love #pain #woe #desire #tension #sick #expectations #hurt

Hope is dangerous

SheWritesForYou Jun 2020

Hope is dangerous

A new dawn
A new hope
I’ve been doing well
With a light of rope

Holding on
Moving slow
Oh dear heart
You’ve got it, you know?

City lights
Dreams & Desires
But what is life
Without smiles & laughter

In search of light
I’ve come across fire
With ocean eyes
Just blue like sapphire

#hope #life #me #struggles

Ovaries

SheWritesForYou Feb 2020

Ovaries

Hey sickness
When will you go?
You’ve make me weak
And I can’t sing no more

Hey sickness
Why do i feel so low?
My organs are failing
When my poor soul died long ago

Oh sickness!
Have you got good intentions at all?
You give me all these pain
I’ve no energy left

Dear life
Now please spare me
Let me rest in peace
Inside the little heaven I’ve made.

#health #depression #anxiety #meds #hospital #hoplessness

Scrambled

SheWritesForYou Mar 2020

Scrambled

I have forgotten how to write
I am out of words
My heart feels heavy
And my soul is crumbling

I have been holding for too long
Too long to imagine
Shredded to pieces
I am left with nothing

I sit on my chair
And keep thinking
Why is this world so cruel?
And all the people of it?

When the night is dark
And my room is darker
I only call upon death
Which feels like my last partner

To have a heart
So soft and warm
You have to suffer
Until you’re dead and gone

#life #death #broken #heart #darkness

Set me free

SheWritesForYou Mar 2020

Set me free

Hello darkness, my old friend
I hoped you’d never come again
But here you are destroying me once again
Killing my soul, giving me pain.

Hey darkness, my dear friend
I know you always wanted me dead
Making me suffer, choking my throat
You make me cry like no one else

So now i give up to you and everyone
I only want rest
The eternal rest
Which will give me peace.

#suicidal #diary #finishing

She

SheWritesForYou Feb 2020

She

A beautiful girl with a broken smile
Everything she touched turned into life
She cared for her loved ones
And she cared for her friends
But in return all she got was pain

Her beauty so vibrant
Her skin so pale
Nobody understood
What’s her pain

She wandered around
In search of a light
But all she got was darkness
Which kept killing her until she died

#beautiful #life #skin #love #anxiety #depression #bipolar

Too little

SheWritesForYou Mar 2020

Too little

Sometimes life doesn’t give us any opportunity
To be how you wanna be
Sometimes it doesn’t let us feel
How we want to feel
But what i have realised is
We take life for granted
And forget about the things we already have
Let us learn to appreciate what we have
Until we lose it all

#realisation #life

Void

SheWritesForYou Oct 2020

Void

The sky seems dark today
The wind is aroused
The leaves seem to dangle along
With so much silence around

A sweet smell fills the air
With bittersweet memories of my share
And thoughts of you races my mind
As i sit and watch the melancholic sky

Feeling pity mother nature starts to cry
Showering me with relief and sigh
Isn’t it strange how the sound of rain
Brings you solace and sorrow?
The combination so bizarre
But yet so hollow

War

SheWritesForYou Feb 2020

War

I got this war on my mind
I can’t seem to be fine

Oh dear Lord please
Take me away
Oh dear God please
Set me free

In my head is a war
That doesn’t seem to stop
Just set me free dear lord
Remove the clouds that are so dark

Oh dear Lord please
Take me away
Oh dear God please
Set me free

#depression

Womanhood

SheWritesForYou Apr 2020

Womanhood

Hey dear women
Don’t you believe?
You’re not less than anyone
Because you bleed!
You are an epitome of abstract
With the universe in your body
And you’re the soul of the earth
Because you bring lives to feet
So never consider yourself any less
Than the men you see
You can also accomplish anything
That you desire to be
Keep your head high
And do what you need
Because we women are the entity
That this world will always need.

#women #feminist #girl #gender #equality #spreadlove

Yes to You

SheWritesForYou Oct 2020

Yes to You

Hey there stranger
My dearest one
Don't you know how precious you are to me?
Haven't you fathomed already?

You are the human version of sunshine
That sweeps my sleep away
The perfect beautiful lie
which I always want to hug around me

My dear Romeo
Haven't you already noticed?
How deeply I am in love with you
Don't you believe
When you see these lips trembling
Just to kiss yours?

So, come my love
Lets dive into each other
Forget the future and adore one another
Let's take the chances
And run away
To a place where you could love me always

#love #life #girl #sad #amore

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