The pain

Inside my brain

Is slowly driving

Me insane

I still can’t see

What leads

The way

I might be leaving you

Today

Although I might be gone

Please know I won’t be long

We’ll meet again one day

I’m screaming

I’m crying

I feel like I’m dying

I feel like flying

To some other place

Where no one judged

Due to gender

Or race

Where ****** preference

Did not mean disgrace

Religion would be stupid

And looks would be gone

Money would be worthless

A perfect world,

Filled with hope?

Nope.

The scars on my heart

They seem so real

But maybe it’s less

Than what I feel

It’s been manifested

Into something more

It’s shot me down

Right in the core

Of my darkened heart

I feel so numb

I’m cold inside

I sit in bed

I sit and cry

I scream your name

Out to the sky

Save me now

Before I die

I want to drop

The pain that won’t stop

Because one day

It might **** me



I wish I was dead

Yet it’s all in my head

These demons inside

Are still me.

My mind is wasted

On disgrace and hate

My life moves

At a 100 mile rate

I want to find an exit

But the highway just goes on

My heart beats fast

And everything seems wrong

I’m a skinny little nothing

A failure at the least

I’m dead at the most

I couldn’t defeat the beast

Looking deep into your eyes

Makes me feel something inside

Showed you feelings

I meant to hide

My heart thumps deep

Into overdrive

Talk it out

And let me in

This is a war

I know we’ll win

And though our skin

Is oh so thin

We’ll work things out

And we’ll begin

The exorcism

Of your soul

I’ll **** the demons

I’ll pay the toll

I’ve been lost

For so long

Never to be found

Yet you’re still wrong

It’s not about you

Just about me

You think that I’m

Attention seeking

Yet I will never spill

My blood for you