I love you.

I don’t know who you are,
but I know you’re reading this.
I know it hurts and I know that it feels endless.
I know “hurts” is the wrong word, because you’re dying.
You feel like you already died.
Because you can’t accept that you’re living,
Because living is hell.

I won’t tell you it’ll get better.
I won’t tell you you’ll be alright.
Because you may never be better,
You may never be alright.

What I will say,

Is that I know what you’re going through
And that I love you for it.

Is that you are infinitely beautiful,
No matter what others say or how they look at you.

Is that your value is greater than the entire universe.

Is that you are the strongest person I know,
Because no one has ever fought as hard as you have.

Is that I would die for your happiness,
Because it kills me to see you suffer.

Don’t give up,
Even if you already have.
Because You are the reason that I’m alive.

Love,
A Survivor like you.

The birth of a new love is like...
An explosion of emotions, exposed in the eyes of the beholder.
We hold nothing back as we take in the blossoming potential.
I long to look in your eyes and see my future.
See the beauties that are going to be explored.
We'll live in each other's promises and behold the destiny placed on our lives.
I see the unspeakable things when I vision your heart, held in place by our Creator.
He intricately detailed our future and has made sure we don't miss each other in this life.
How I look forward to holding your hands... examining every detail of who you are.
It's beautiful what love can do.
The unseen parts of your soul will be laid bare as I live the rest of my life loving you.
I promise to love you, through better or worse and promise to treat as the king you are.
Let the waiting not distract me, in this wait my heart is being molded to hold your love only.
And for a few months, I look forward to my belly being home to our offspring, blessings from God beautifully and wonderfully made.

This morning I picked up my phone and texted you
Hey babe
You text back that night
Hey love how are you
I text back a half hour later
Im doing wonderful, how are you?
You text back the next morning
Im doing okay, hows your day going babe?
I text back a half hour later
Its sort of busy, but productive.
You dont reply
You text me two days later.
Hey love how are you
Is this our relatonship?
Is this all there is?
Is this all there ever is?
Im sorry
I want more
I need more
I deserve more

The ***
Fresh with action
Your flesh
flush with passion
Our bodies
Hot off of reaction
In need
Seeking satisfaction
Reaching for the skies
Our bodies
Climaxing
Started from a text
From that I felt your vibe
The way you touched me
Made me want you
Not just part of you
But yours truly
Wear your body like my jewelry
on all of me
You and me in harmony for
forever plus eternity
I’m feeling you
You feeling
me