Jaxey

Jaxey Jan 2019

Irony

some
                                        things
in

l i f e

are
                        easier
                                                   to

u n d e r s t a n d


when
left

m i s u n d e r s t o o d

Try the understand the misunderstood

#understanding #miracles #irony #trust #love #misunderstood #pain #confusion

Jaxey Jan 2019

Loss

The most painful experience
Isn't losing someone
It's the moment you realize
You've lost yourself
- Elena Gilbert

One of my favorite quotes of all time. If you haven't watched The Vampire Diaries do it now.

#loss #help #death #sad #grief #pain #depression #vampire #show #quote

Jaxey Jan 2019

Hero

You were that person
In my story
That everyone else
Saw as the villain
The **** in the garden
Full of roses
But I saw you as a hero
Because what nobody else realized
Was that the weeds
You had planted
Were just your
Broken attempts
Of making something
Bloom

You were my hero that was everybody elses villain

#hero #villain #love #desperation #try #attempts #sad #heart #weeds #garden

Jaxey Jan 2019

Little things

A rainy day
A dead rose
That picture on the wall
My little sisters test
Hanging on the fridge
The project I used to stall
My Polaroid camera
A broken mug
My mom's excuse of fun
A walk outside
A kitty in my lap
The trophies I forgot I won
A forgotten poem
A silent scream
A whisper of the untold true
Little things
Little dreams
All ending with you

You were my untold story

#you #dreams #love #littlethings #pretty #simple #little #things #happy #aesthetic

Jaxey Dec 2018

Tears

The only thing worse
Than the broken feeling
That you will never be able to stop crying

Is the undeniable pain
Trapped inside you
When you can't even seem to start

Why can't I cry?

#tears #cry #depression #pain #help #drying #sad #trapped #broken

Jaxey Dec 2018

Lie

I hated my exes
Because they were always lying
When they said they loved me
But then again
So was I

I would say that I loved myself, but that would be a lie

#depression #love #heartbreak #selflove #hate #lies #lie

Jaxey Dec 2018

Him

You were a face of November
A face that burned through my mind
As I griped my phone with a shaky hand
And heavy defeat
I read our conversation
Splattered with the words
Of my most recent confession
And wondered
What I had said
To leave me
With wet hands
And another reminder
That I will never be good enough

This is based on recent events that happened with me and a boy that I am still utterly and hopelessly in love with and how he rejected me. And yet even though it causes me so much pain to even look at him, I can't help but be drawn back to him. If you have any advice on how to fill an empty heart, I'm all ears <3

#depression #heartbroken #defeat #loss #love #sad #boy #him