hey,
just to
let you
know
that
you are
just
impossible
to resist

only you
and
your eyes
could
spread
butterfly
in my
stomach

I
almost
Forgot
to
wish
my
valentine
on
this
valentines
day
purpo­sely

i never imagined
that i could
get a chance
to hear
your hearts beat,
because
you have mine
with you
but finally
i'm so happy
that i got to hear
the sound
how our hearts
together beats....!

Love me
or
hate me
because
it's none of
my business
and my business
is to love you
unconditionally
and
I'm doing it
perfectly

i'm breaking
i can't be fixed
i'm missing
but i wont be missed

still shaking
from what i fear
i can't let you in
so, don't come near

i guess you are right
i'm way too difficult
& i'm fighting a battle
that i will never win

i have so many flaws
i don't know where to start
from my messed up hair
to my messed up heart

so, what's the point
to continue this fight??
when my restless days
turn into restless nights

this life hasn't been fair
i can finally say
that nobody care
& it hurts like hell

At least once
in my life
I want
A narrow road
with
an empty path,
A long distance walk,
Holding your arms,
kissing your lips
in between,
talking about
how crazy I am
to love you endlessly
would be enough
for my soul
to rest in peace

sorry....!!
i know that
you miss me,
but
i don't want
to cause trouble
to you
as i promised you
that
you won't have
a single problem
caused by me

You know
the feeling
when a stranger
becomes a friend???
You will learn more from him
he will teach you
some lessons
of your life

I'm still stuck
At the moment
where those
Wonderful
Lips
Of
Yours
suddenly
Touched
Mine
And
Slowly
Started
To
Make
My veins
Feel
Cold

How crazy my life is???

At First
I loved you
Like nothing,
You were there all day
Running through my mind
And I have gone through
Trillions of tears
Falling from my eye
All yearning for You...
But
You never felt my pain
You just ignored
The fact that
You Love me
And said
You never gonna love me

And then
Suddenly one day
You disappeared
From my lonely life
and surprisingly
I didn't cry for you
Instead I consoled my self
That I didn't lose anything
In my life,
And if there's anyone
to lose Because of this,
It's none other than
But
Deep inside my heart
I secretly hoped
For you to come back to me

And finally
After two months
Of your disappearance
You came back to me,
I didn't knew
What to say or what to do
You were completely
A changed person,
You said that
You are coming
To see me,
Then  I felt that
You really missed me,
You wanted me to choose
The colour of your shirt
That you are going to wear
When you are coming to see me,
Then I felt you need me,
You asked what I want
From you, so that you could buy it
And come when you are coming
To see me,
Then I felt that
You really love me

This is not so you
I knew the person
I loved very well
He had gone
And this same person
Who came back
Was completely different....

If I were the girl
Who loved you crazily
I would have cried
And might have said
Those hurting words
"I love you"
But
Your ignorance have
Changed me completely
That I don't know
What to do
That you are here
And I don't want
To utter those cupid words
As I'm not ready
For another heart break
Because
I couldn't find any valid piece
Of my heart
The first and the last time
You chartered and chopped it

Late night calls
Long romantic messages
His half sleepy voice
That heart melting conversation
That never ending little fight
That moment
When he let go of his ego
A sudden change
In his tone and voice
That melts me into nothing
The love that is hidden
Deep in his heart
Which he doesn't
Want me to know
yet I feel
The warmth of his love

is that
we search
for true love
in others
without knowing
that
true love exist
within ourselves

I will prefer a guy
who is mostly depressed
and tortured by his own mind
over a hot good looking guy,
who is revolving in daddy's dollar
for I know that
Atleast he won't
Make me feel depressed
and
he will be known
of how to make
a tortured soul happy
And
for the first time in forever
I will experience
the never ending love

those eyes....!!!!!
i look deep into them
and see such warmth
and genuine love
and find myself
wanting to dive in
& never come up
to the surface
let me just
live in those
pools of blue
and stay close
so very close to you,

your heart....!!!!!
it's beating rhythm
mesmerizes me
makes me want to dance
setting this soul of mine free
and then your smile
the joyful delight
it gives to me

no wonder i die to feel
the wonderful moments of you
the whole of you,
your smile.....,
your look.....,
your beating heart.....
makes me want more of you
  is that okay???

please....!!!-- will you
grant me your favour??
will you please stay
in my life
FOREVER???

Today
when I saw you
I just closed my eyes
but there I saw you
just like the way
I saw you for
the first time

I know you are angry
my little princess
I am really sorry
please let me invade you
it's not just like other love,
I really really love you
and
I couldn't resist
those dreams of you

those sweet moments
you took to care about me
I would love to have
those moments
all my life

yeah darling
we talked a little
but my life is
fully filled
with your words

those photographs we took
I'm saving them
as precious as they are
to show our
grand children
and
let them know
how we met

please.......!!!!
Don't shatter
my dream

Those
Late night
Phone calls
And
Super silent
Conversations
Are Still
Running through
My mind...!!!!

Please
Help me
Forget those
Phone calls
And
Conversations...

I saw you
then
I adored you
then
I loved you
then
I missed you
then
I yearned for you
And now
I'm scared
because
I feel like
I'm starting
to hate you

It's true that
I'm forgetting
But
it's only you
that I'm
forgetting
not
your memories

make me
your wife
or
get rid of
my life

they said
every love story
has an end,
a happy one
or
a sad one
well
i don't know
why
only my love  story
has an
unknown
ending....

i'm still
figuring out
whether
it's  an ending
or not
if so
is it a happy one?
or a sad one?