he loved her
but never promised her
of his love
as he knew
how much deeply
she is in love
with him
and also he knew
he won't be able
to protect his promise
so he never took
the risk of telling her
how much he loves her

in this way
he says that
she will be less hurt,
if she gets to know
that he too loves her
she won't move on
and make her
own beautiful life

"let her be happy
without my love"
were his last words
for her innocent love
while
"i will always
cherish the love
i have for him"
were her last words
for his unknown love

she is in love with him
while he is not
he do care for her
while she cares the most

she loves to talk to him
while he have no time for her
she loves to listen to him
while he waits for her call
but will never tell her

he love it when she cares
but will tell her
that she is disturbing him
she understood him
while he never tried
to understand her

she don't want to miss him
even though
missing him was her fate
he is ignoring her
even though
he loves her so much
within his heart

he is hiding his love
for the sake of
her happiness
and
**she is forgetting him
for the sake of
his happiness

she called him
he said: don't disturb me,please???
she said: okay
again she called him
to talk to him
as she understood
what his heart said
along with his lips,
that is, while his lips said
don't disturb me,please???
his heart whispered
will you please disturb me???
i love to be disturbed by you

her problem is
she understand
more than
what he says
and he loves it
but not her

as the night becomes longer
my strength starts to weaken
my stomach becomes hungrier
and i soon start to break,
the sky seems like home
it's where i'm destined to be
i'm no longer strong
i can no longer fight,
as i pass by the mirror
ther stands a girl
no, she is not me
i don't know who she is to be,
my wrist is now scarred
so is my heart
my mind is now
full of horrible thoughts
i cannot escape
i cannot fight
this dark cloud
has taken over me,
i try to smile
but i do not mean it
the nights are hard
but the mornings are harder
waking up to be
someone i'm not,
i cannot feel
i cannot think
i'm now nothing
i've been fighting for way too long,
things have gotten worse
and this war is now
harder to fight
i was supposed to be happy
i was supposed to be free
but along the way to my destiny
something took over me
it was unexpected
i was not prepared
never did i think
i could feel like this way
it's a dark cold world
that i'm now living in
i fight for my life
to be back how it used to be
i can no longer remember
who i was before,
happiness was once me
but no longer it represents me,
i've fallen into
a never ending hole
so no matter,
how hard i fight
IT WILL NOT END
UNTIL IT FINALLY ENDS ME

you know???
for me
the words
"take care of you"
are so valuable
than the words
**"i love you"

I know that
If you knew
the pain
in waiting
you would
Never
let me wait
for you

love is a
waste of time
i want to
waste my time

i'm a girl
in love
with a guy
who wishes
that
the girl
didn't exist!

You say
You don't love me
then
why the hell
You kissed me so hard
that I got electric shock
???????

In everything you do
I can feel love
In everything you talk
I can feel love
But
I don't know why
You are not confessing
Your Love to me

I will be
missing you
this year too
but
not in tears
instead
it will be in joy

i know
you are gone forever
at least
kiss me in my dream!!

will you kiss me
in a full moon night
in your balcony
holding me tightly
while i search
for the rabbit
in the moon???

no matter how much i cry
no matter how much i shout
no matter how much i weep
no matter how much i love you
no matter how much i miss you
i know that you are never coming back
still
hoping against the truth
to let you know
how much i missed you
and how much you meant to me