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Eric Jan 2019
Alone with a dark breeze.
Comes the truthful freeze.
Sounds of molecules.
Rubbing against each other.
With every vanishing step.
It's coming down hard now.
I can feel the weight all around.
As I look up ,
Passing through the snowflakes.
As if I was falling.
And still have yet to be found.
Really,
Where am I ?
I've lived here a long time,
Yet I'm lost, and I want to cry.
But why?
Because I've been crushed by
The sky.
The weight of my world.
Quickly unfurled
Now I'm just buying time.
  But I'm broke and that's it ,
And I have no ambition left,
In my pocket.
I'd turn them inside out.
Still get lint.
Can you imagine the extent,
I have to go just to forget .
The life I had ,
Before I learned to sit.
To think about it.
I try so hard to erase those memories.
But that's just like getting rid of
Me.
I'm already gone, a empty shell.
Not traveling for long.
It's my life in a nutshell.
And the ending to this song.
Eric Jan 2019
I forget...I jump..
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thump!! ...I forgot.
Eric Jan 2019
A room with a quiet light .
A space lit but very dim.
It's dust I see .
Apon the drapes , upon the tables.
It's past full of sin.
A step in , and the floors creak.
As window blows out , cold air seeps in.
Just waiting for that thunderstorm to begin.
Quiet was the feeling , so afraid to look up .
The ceiling on fire , filling one cup.
Hot and steaming across the room .
Stood a cup of tea half gone.
And that song ...
What song ...
Quiet wind it's gone .
Now music plays and there's a battle won .
A celebration of happiness beyond.
Sudden lights go out , dark prevails.
And screaming puts a knife to your throat.
Can't say no more, the quiet wind becomes a wail.
It's cold now and I need my coat .
To walk the world away from that room .
I have failed to see what I made my tomb.
Eric Jan 2019
Morning brings , a sunshine that sings . As it may lift us brighter then normal days . Ice upon the ground to reflect our ways . Salt to melt past's bitter taste . Lets not forget how unique you are , just like the falling snowflakes . Keep changing everyone's life with your smile , thats all it takes . There's nothing better then not wearing a mask and traveling with the fakes .a smile is all it takes.
Eric Jan 2019
Is there a sun, within this void?
Is there real memories?
A part of me once seen.
Shown through the darkness.
So easily amused.
So easily oppressed.
The lack of social connection.
The lack of warming affection.
Someone out there, for the days of rain.
To make happiness arise, even through
Pain.
Eric Jan 2019
You should never doubt how special you are to this world . Never pay mind to world's hurt . When your world is your own.  Let peace be within you , an you in peace . Let positive thought become positive energy. And give that freely to every energy you meet .
Eric Jan 2019
"I believe we’re a field of energy, dancing for itself. And I don’t care."
“There is no me. There are just things happening, and there are clusters of tetrahedrons moving around together"
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