"urgh" poems
. what's the difference between
thieves, and magicians?
not much...
both have quick hands...
and an awake,
yet asleep public communal
presence...
the thief has a public of
the victim,
and the c.c.t.v. "stage"...
the magician?
has a public of the crowd,
and the "dajjal" stage of
a camera replenishing
a concept of:
not enough public...
thieves and magicians are
bedfellows...
you allow one to flourish...
the antithesis will come
along, and in an indiscriminate
fashion...
allow the "magic" / "thieving"
to take place...
what is a magician,
a public figure... compared...
to a thief?
i can't see the difference...
the audience was fooled
by the magician...
the individual was fooled
by the thief...
are they... so much unlike
each other?
magicians can own
a theater stage...
thieves, sometimes... just sometimes...
own the, basic...
pointlessness of english
c.c.t.v. mechanics,
to make police officers make:
a follow-up investigation...
oh, but i have genius
interrogation practices...
no one wants to listen to...
like 10 hours straights of listening
to stefan molyneux...
or 48 hours, sleep deprived...
listening to BBC 24 hour news reels...
that **** could crack anyone...
what the americans did to the Iraqis?
last time i heard...
they blasted the slayer oeuvre
down headphones into their ears...
Americans... feeding conquered
Iraqis with a slayer oeuvre?
BRAVO! BRAVO! ENCORE!
and didn't the encore come?
******* retards...
crows feeding seagull chicks
with sinew and
regurgitated scavenger meat!
if only they played them some
Bach...
i'm pretty sure...
the Iraqis would still be left...
disorientated...
but the American army "interrogators"...
ha ha!
played them the slayer oeuvre!
WEE-TARDS!
anyone... and i mean anyone:
will relieve themselves as being
"tortured": doubly charged up,
and ready to ingest hyper-coffee
in the form of the Luftwaffe tactic
of ingesting amphetamines
(pervitin) -
night-raids... the londoonoirnischt
blitz, sloth krieg...
ya ya yawn...
urgh... burp...
and always... those poncy -
english, gay, aristocratic men...
and their... psychotropic women...
so what's the difference between
a common thief...
and a spectacle magician?
one "owns" cctv footage,
the other owns a stage...
yet both share a: quicksilver
take on, what cannot be
interpreted in either handwriting
or stenography...
hmm...
can't be sure whether
both could be considered legal.
Jul 31, 2018
Jul 31, 2018 at 12:16 AM UTC
My life will not revolve
around another man
no good for me
I deserve a kind hearted man
who buys me flowers
chocolates
hearts and vanilla ice cream
I deserve to be able
to cut myself
off
without glances
whispers
looks
He should know how I work
how I think and
feel
because he thinks
the same
I should not have
to fight myself
to stay
away
It should
be
easier
No.
I’m lying
is this what
love
feels like?
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 9:02 AM UTC
I just hope that all of this living will be worth something in the end
K R W
Jan 6, 2016
Jan 6, 2016 at 6:27 PM UTC
I wish that one day I will
write words
that would pierce hearts
and seem as if
they were woven with magic
touch lives
and come alive
I wish inspiration
would come as easily
as a bee is drawn to honey
I wish
urgh
asdfghjkl
I (hate) poetry.
Jan 5, 2013
Jan 5, 2013 at 6:56 AM UTC
Its raining here and I couldn't help but think about you, even though I know you hate the rain.
I always laughed at that, at how different we both were, at how much you used to hate the things I loved.
I hadn't thought about you at all this week. but as I heard the spatter of raindrops against my window and your voice,unbidden,rang through my mind like a bell chime. again and again, saying “urgh, i hate the rain.”
Isn't it weird? When that one thing you hate the most becomes that one thing to remind someone of you. I find it infinitely sad and infinitely funny at the same time. It makes me both; happy and sad. Making me want to laugh and cry at the same time,because that’s what you did to me. You made me lose my balance.
I used to think that, I could keep my sentiments restrained; You showed me that nobody could control their emotions. You showed me that opposites go really good together. You showed me an "us". You showed me the kind of love that could either raise the world to its full glory or burn it down to ashes.
You showed me that there was a war inside each of us and that we had to fight it. You trained me, taught me how to fight the raging battle between the two sides of my own soul.
And then the war came and I was smack in the middle of it, where you taught me to be. And I was on the battle ground, wounded, bleeding -- dying, loosing. And I looked back at you for help. I looked back. And never found you there. You were never there.
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 11:06 AM UTC
urgh
i'm so stressed
my pile of work used to be so small
just a few things
but it grew
and grew
and grew
it may fall on me
when I thought it wouldn't get bigger,
it did
it's still growing
it will never end
its been two weeks
I haven't made a dent
my pile of work will never end
Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 10:17 PM UTC
WHY AM I EVEN ******* ALIVE?!
I can't do it anymore, I can't I can't...
Urgh! The breakdowns, I DONT DESERVE THIS
I am nothing
I dont exist
I mean nothing
I dont matter
I get nothing
I dont care
Please help me, what do I do
I dont know anymore
Im a mistake, a ***** up
Useless
Pathetic
Good for nothing
Everything I do is wrong, when I'm upset I get called angry
When I try to defend my sadness I'm just angry
I speak and it doesn't matter, why would it
Don't I matter
How I feel
It doesnt feel like it
Im not the only one
I did it too
Im wrong
Stop doing this
Stop doing that
You dont do this
You do that
I CANT I CANT I CANT
MY HEAD it SpiNs
pLeASe sTOp the MaDNesS
Jun 16, 2016
Jun 16, 2016 at 4:34 AM UTC
Hello? ... Hello? ... Oh!
It works! It works!
AHH, MY PLAN!
It FINALLY works!
Hello there, reader!
Its nice to meet you!
Finally, my bridge works.
Hi! My name is Blue.
Me and my friends-
Oops.. My friends and I,
Will tell you GREAT stories
And they'll blow your MIND!
Yellow's ones are the best,
Moral and heart.
Black's ones are scary,
Any day, I'll take a pass.
In fact, Black is logical.
Terrifyingly precise.
And Red ... Urgh, Red,
We don't fit, Red and I.
Okay, so anyway,
My stories are nice?
Let's say they're creative,
Adventurous, in my eyes.
So now that I'm done,
This is my good bye.
I hope to meet you
In another special time.
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 11:15 AM UTC
I read once that when we meet our soul mate we feel calm.
At peace, at home.
And I think that makes sense, I have always been an empty road, a drifting sea.
And to find land, that would be my sou mate.
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 10:43 PM UTC
Ok, let me get this straight..
actually no.
I don't want it straight..
straight never went .. straight
to what it's supposed to lead to
Let me get this curved?
maybe that would help
then again..
curved is straight with a dent
what if I have multiple
d n s
e t
Then let me get this dented?
ups and downs?
urgh... de ja vu...
Let me get this...
now..
that's more like it ...
Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 4:23 AM UTC
5h30: First Alarm. Snooze. Urgh. Bed.
7h00: Awake. Running late. Hustle.
7h40:
Traffic selfie. To long distance friends. Smile.
8h05:
Work. Cheeky wink from work wife. "You look great"
12h00: Lunch. Rooftop Carpark The View.
17h30: Late afternoon coffee. Gym. Motivated.
19h30: Home. Dinner. Stuffed.
22h00: Bed. Find something to be Grateful for.
Apr 21, 2018
Apr 21, 2018 at 6:27 PM UTC
"Hello? Yes? Are you-"
Hang up
What?
Hang up!
No!
Shut up,
Sit down,
Don't talk.
Uhh...
"Never mind,
Sorry to bother,
I'll just,
Leave..."
What the hell,
Anxiety?!
Just looking out,
For what might happen,
If you stumble or stutter,
What would they think? Imagine!
But if you do this,
Every time I talk,
I won't have anyone,
To help me out!
"Hey, we're having a party,
Wanna come over and have fun?"
"That would be great- "
NO!
WAIT!
"But... Err, I have some work,
That needs to be done"
Again, really?
Now what may the problem be?
It's just, so many people!
So much danger!
Urgh, I hate you Anxiety.
Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 10:10 AM UTC