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"tapioca" poems
oh honey **** pen and ink **** star warrior pretty little manga girl twinkle wisp with kung fu throwing stars and triple steel samurai sword that tear through others made of pink taffy and cherry juice fizz blood moving like lightening a flying gladiator with dripping sweet rice and tapioca milk shake ******* oh you would taste so good to drink out of a swirling sherbet punch bowl with big blow job star goldfish and hungry pink ***** lips octopus drooling sit on your face suckers oh, fighter of one-legged midgets the best part after a fresh **** victory **** to go down on them their loli pop ***** butter ***** beautiful springing through the top of your skull cause you can't get enough oh wow happy hello kitty ***** plump plops viscous before the coup de grâce as she twirls their chewing gum gizzards with her little swizzle tongue goo ga licious before placing what's left of their hose like glistening entrails around her throat like a pearl necklace only to get strangled with it by double **** UFO boy solar ******* hero of the universe so hard she spurts pineapple juice and *** donuts out of pucker pie **** **** banged cross eyed like little girl manga never felt so good addicted to cruel whipped with a hella wet noodle yes no yes no yes no yes pleazzz her big blue marble glass eyes binocular kaleidoscopes spring out on the floor and roll around turning into all seeing anti-gravity magnetized silver pin stripped spaceships peopled by evil omni ****** **** ***** screaming through eternity in search of cosmic tushi sushi ogling wiggling ballerina butts bubble gum for the eyeballs
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Mar 10, 2017
Mar 10, 2017 at 3:36 PM UTC
**** MANGA POETRY
oh honey **** pen and ink **** star warrior pretty little manga girl twinkle wisp with kung fu throwing stars and triple steel samurai sword that tear through others made of pink taffy and cherry juice fizz blood moving like lightening a flying gladiator with dripping sweet rice and tapioca milk shake ******* oh you would taste so good to drink out of a swirling sherbet punch bowl with big blow job star goldfish and hungry pink ***** lips octopus drooling sit on your face suckers oh, fighter of one-legged midgets the best part after a fresh **** victory **** to go down on them their loli pop ***** butter ***** beautiful springing through the top of your skull cause you can't get enough oh wow happy hello kitty ***** plump plops viscous before the coup de grâce as she twirls their chewing gum gizzards with her little swizzle tongue goo ga licious before placing what's left of their hose like glistening entrails around her throat like a pearl necklace only to get strangled with it by double **** UFO boy solar ******* hero of the universe so hard she spurts pineapple juice and *** donuts out of pucker pie **** **** banged cross eyed like little girl manga never felt so good addicted to cruel whipped with a hella wet noodle yes no yes no yes no yes pleazzz her big blue marble glass eyes binocular kaleidoscopes spring out on the floor and roll around turning into all seeing anti-gravity magnetized silver pin stripped spaceships peopled by evil omni ****** **** ***** screaming through eternity in search of cosmic tushi sushi ogling wiggling ballerina butts bubble gum for the eyeballs
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Donuts, o donuts, Wheat Flour Enriched Soybean, Palm and Cottonseed Oil Hydrogenated Vegetable Oil Partially Hydrogenated Cocoa Processed with Alkali, Sodium Acid Pyrophosphate Sodium Aluminum Phosphate Aluminum Sulfate Salt, Dextrose, Soy Lecithin, Guar Gum, Cellulose Gum, Tapioca Dextrin, Corn Dextrins, Mono Diglycerides, Citric Acid, Enzymes, Natural & Artificial colors & flavors Sorbic Acid and Sodium Propionate and Potassium Sorbate To Retain Freshness: Eat 'em up yum.
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Mar 30, 2012
Mar 30, 2012 at 2:08 PM UTC
Donut Gems
when i want inspiration to write poetry i watch a heaving tempest of kisses they have a better flavor than cooking shows what's prettier than pretty pretty in pigtails shaking her delicious derriere whipped Soufflé? i'm kissing butter princess witchy ****  spread lickity splits eating her with a big wide **** eating grin like an open face dagwood whats more poetic than that hopeful glaring of Adonis's plumper in paradise filling Cleopatra's slathered meringue? ga-ga-ga-gag me, daddy merciless, pa-leazze fluttered big wet talking eyes like pools of blue honey getting it zigged zagged hard against a redraw mouth throttling fluted gullet while eager throat gasps a symphonic music of the spheres in relentless staccato chokes lovin her big devil **** splashing all gym built wonder-boy a litter of ****** and tongues licking pig greedy rapturous milkshake waterfalls whimpering mmmmmm oooh big daddy oh my ****** god pillar of colossus you Tunisian donut you pierce me like a spoon through summer guava who screams like that eating lunch but a half ate apricot? better than a football game I'd rather take her greek more fun than math or small talk preferable to a pat on the back at work or a ridged procession at a funeral oh beautiful dark fig squatting crotch candy bubbling tapioca *** queen of spun sugar ****  all pyrotechnics and fluttering sinews if you asked most do they watch **** they'd grow smug like a senator or punch you in the mouth outwardly high-minded refusing the blessing of a video **** parade of pirouetting vaginas and glistening areolas for the glory of the secret ************ ceremony the *** moralists only good for a secret ****** living their lives with passions submerged and nothing to confess except for guilty offerings as they wander through dreamland shopping malls wanting to know Victorias ***** little secret seduced but not caressed by a mouthpiece for castrated dreams
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Jun 5, 2018
Jun 5, 2018 at 4:05 PM UTC
****
when i want inspiration to write poetry i watch a heaving tempest of kisses they have a better flavor than cooking shows what's prettier than pretty pretty in pigtails shaking her delicious derriere whipped Soufflé? i'm kissing butter princess witchy ****  spread lickity splits eating her with a big wide **** eating grin like an open face dagwood whats more poetic than that hopeful glaring of Adonis's plumper in paradise filling Cleopatra's slathered meringue? ga-ga-ga-gag me, daddy merciless, pa-leazze fluttered big wet talking eyes like pools of blue honey getting it zigged zagged hard against a redraw mouth throttling fluted gullet while eager throat gasps a symphonic music of the spheres in relentless staccato chokes lovin her big devil **** splashing all gym built wonder-boy a litter of ****** and tongues licking pig greedy rapturous milkshake waterfalls whimpering mmmmmm oooh big daddy oh my ****** god pillar of colossus you Tunisian donut you pierce me like a spoon through summer guava who screams like that eating lunch but a half ate apricot? better than a football game I'd rather take her greek more fun than math or small talk preferable to a pat on the back at work or a ridged procession at a funeral oh beautiful dark fig squatting crotch candy bubbling tapioca *** queen of spun sugar ****  all pyrotechnics and fluttering sinews if you asked most do they watch **** they'd grow smug like a senator or punch you in the mouth outwardly high-minded refusing the blessing of a video **** parade of pirouetting vaginas and glistening areolas for the glory of the secret ************ ceremony the *** moralists only good for a secret ****** living their lives with passions submerged and nothing to confess except for guilty offerings as they wander through dreamland shopping malls wanting to know Victorias ***** little secret seduced but not caressed by a mouthpiece for castrated dreams
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Listening to the song ‘daddy, super daddy’, Worried and sad thinking about the father long gone, While reading the news of a father who killed his girl child by hitting her against the wall To some fathers and children A father and son didn't feel anything more than that. Remember uploading in Facebook, the news of the soaring price of tapioca in five star hotels The tsunami of saliva which the tender yellow tapioca Crowned by curry leaves and red chilly created, is in the throat. Today noon, After lots of news I am cooking tapioca raw A green bottle is nearby When the smell of cooking tapioca with salt hit the olfactory senses Father came You don’t have to be the Son of God to resurrect the dead Told Jesus that just the smell of cooking tapioca is enough Compound divided into patches, ashes, manure, Properly cut tapioca plants Mother rushing to get the rice gruel Between play and squabbles A lad is walking around with torn trousers, shirtless Tapioca, tapioca, tapioca Tapioca, tapioca, tapioca For sleeping, eating, hunger Faith, Tapioca, tapioca phoo For rice gruel, mid noon At twilight when hunger develops faith For last supper, Dried tapioca Lucky that one who was born after an enema Was not named ‘black sheep’ With a green chilly, raw In the shade of the green bottle When I touch the tapioca, Daddy is dancing Daddy Super daddy.
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Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 8:21 AM UTC
Super daddy
acting on a stage, she builds with each step, step,     step,         stepping, the floorboards trail behind her feet. they form from the soil, the earth breathing beneath, wooden planks sprouting between her toes. she sings in a voice strained and trained, her diaphragm strong and core rumbling in single breaths. her skin brushed with pigment, cheeks tinted rouge and lips scrubbed till pain, gold-dusted on her bones rays reflecting and blinding from her beauty. stomach she ***** in, twenty-four seven, always prim and proper, a perfect specimen of femininity, her blood flows in a viscosity unique only to the elite. fingers down but she lacks words to throw up, she's silent, an empty vessel, her lips meant to be a two-way gate but nothing flows either way. her skin sunkissed turmeric, her irises tapioca pearls, hair flowing and falling from her face toasted nori on the white rice her dress. daily rehearsals of sixteen odd years practicing lines; memorizing them, repeating internally, the stage she builds like a church her loves oppose to the act, but she builds an antidisestablishment forcing her audience of parishioners away from her.
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Aug 23, 2018
Aug 23, 2018 at 10:54 AM UTC
the actress
. Tapioca sky, feel the knife curve like a Moon-hook, wrenching a tourmaline **** into hallucinating gums, ritualised in immortal agony. Lemon clouds, see the portrait smile like a nightmare, feasting on famine entrails, of sacrificed words, scything off the tongue. © Pagan Paul (2017)
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Sep 15, 2017
Sep 15, 2017 at 6:00 PM UTC
Silenced
the stray kittens meeting at the red barn rolling on ***** of green and purple yarn pouncing on the tapioca scent of a catnip moon
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Feb 12, 2011
Feb 12, 2011 at 12:29 PM UTC
The Red Barn
you are there, in the kitchen of my dream at the stove making enchiladas and tapioca. you are probably one hundred and i think you might keel over, dropping your white head into the *** of yellow pudding. i wonder how you got so suddenly old and i so suddenly young when i can remember reading fairy tales buying you sugary breakfast cereals and letting you sleep in my bed even though you kick and also tell people the embarrassing things i say in my sleep. i am so hungry i want to eat it all and leave none for you but you say to wait to wait until my eyelashes turn into a million tiny butterflies and tickle my skin with their light wings. but i'm hungry now, i whine shoving past you pushing a hot tortilla between my teeth and swallowing greedily desperately before collapsing into a sea of blue tiles. i awake violently, your small foot at my chin. staring at me is a toenail painted blue. i stare back at it, into that tiny ocean.
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Apr 24, 2013
Apr 24, 2013 at 4:15 PM UTC
babysitting
I am; Partly shiny but mostly dull, kinda Bo Peep-ish, I'm into wool. I'm an errant bent penny of dubious worth, a fickle little tickle on the funny bone o' mirth. I am Tapioca pudding after Chicken coq au vin. And I am an iamb a gestalt of a man.
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Aug 20, 2012
Aug 20, 2012 at 3:22 PM UTC
"- Errrm; some iambs -"
Life is the prattle of an old lady. She squawks either too loudly or makes you crane to hear. as she sits rocking, her senile nonsense numbs your intelligence until you sit bleary- gaping at the air like the fattest fish in the aquarium. your every comment drowns in the mush of her tapioca voice. you sit uncomfortably in her fishbowl world of cottage cheese, faded floral print- lace doilies and contemplate your deft superiority as her denture clicks gnaw on your sanity. as soon as you think a vague plotline surfaces in her mumbling a new great aunt’s third cousin’s baby weaves its way into the conversation, and you are hopelessly thrown like a reused dryer sheet back into the colored load. occasionally you attempt to establish a connection between you and the venerable wrinkled smile but she mishears and begins another disconnected strain featuring Bobby, the lad turned soldier. but just as soon as you gain confidence that you know how to handle this doddery senior- she slams you with a small token of sage advice that shatters your naïve sphere with its mind-wrenching validity.
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Nov 21, 2013
Nov 21, 2013 at 9:10 PM UTC
Life is the Prattle of an old lady
One Sunday On one of our many births We must become the Pappa and Mamma of an ancient Nazrani tharavadu. I will go in the morning And return with A kilo of beef meat With bones Two kilos of tapioca And may be also a *** of toddy From the toddy tapper. While I slice the meat You will crush the coconut mix In the grinding stone. I will come, now and then, And wipe my face In the chatta and mundu Draped folds of yours. Go away you shameless man You will dub The slogan of a coy mistress. Meanwhile I’ll drum quick rhythms On your buttocks Graced With pleats. The kids will see You’ll repudiate, with your eyes With the sun Our bodies also will get warmer Drops of sweat Will make studs On your Nose. With the fold of My chequered mundu I will wipe them off. The sun will grow warmer The toddy inside Will simmer In our bodies An insatiable hunger will torment. The aroma of The beef curry with the coconut mix That you cooked Will drift into my nose. Unable to control the craving I will pick Tapioca pieces from it and eat. The hot bits will smolder my tongue. “You Glutton” You will then Whisper to my ears By the time I wash my hands and sit Calling out to the kids And you, to come for lunch The 12.30 bell will ring in the church. From that unexpected Sunday Which we spent Stingily We will set aside Some memories for the next creation. Trans: Shyma P
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Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 9:41 PM UTC
Sunday
I am sixteen, ⁣ walking down winnie in the middle of summer⁣ heat waving thick fingers in the air, taunting ⁣ I am wearing sweatpants and a hoodie ⁣ all my layers of self and self defeating comfort eating are not enough to cover me ⁣ I have the hood pulled over my hair ⁣ ***** too short, uncared for⁣ ⁣ I am carrying a novel, something cheap and badly written ⁣ a friend from school passes by me, waves, I turn away ⁣ pretend I don't see them ⁣ I stuff my hands in the soft pockets, grab a handful of hip meat, it feels like that scene in Lord of the Rings where juice runs down the chin of a false king⁣ ⁣ ⁣ I wear anxiety heavy around my face, I don't recognize myself without it⁣ but depression is not a word I can touch⁣ it doesn't fit me ⁣ it doesn't belong in my charismatic vocabulary ⁣ I don't know that I am drowning ⁣ ⁣ wet mouth smacking and finger tapping make me feel like my mind is an experimental horror film ⁣ how are small sounds so loud? ⁣ how do they crawl into my ear canal like an animorph alien? ⁣ I was always so afraid of those books ⁣ and the sounds outside of our tent when my brother read them to me ⁣ I am so afraid of everything ⁣ ⁣ I am sixteen ⁣ It's 98 degrees outside ⁣ and I am walking down the street in three layers of winter gear ⁣ and fear ⁣ and self hatred ⁣ and I cannot identify it ⁣ I don't know that I will be beautiful ⁣ I don't know that I already am ⁣ I don't know that my hands will pick wildflowers out of words ⁣ and that my life will be a practice of arranging bouquets for kitchen tables ⁣ I don't know that my hair will be long and easy to twirl around one finger, without thinking about the action ⁣ actions won't always feel like eyes watching me in and of themselves ⁣ ⁣ I don't know that I will pull on jeans without thinking about the way they don't lay flat against me ⁣ I don't know that curves can be custard on the tip of a finger, sweet and nostalgic tapioca, ⁣ gritty and dimpled and perfect for sundays⁣ and mine and plenty ⁣ and pretty ⁣ ⁣ I don't know that I will be beautiful ⁣ I don't know that I already am ⁣ ⁣
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Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 11:07 PM UTC
wildflowers
I am sixteen, ⁣ walking down winnie in the middle of summer⁣ heat waving thick fingers in the air, taunting ⁣ I am wearing sweatpants and a hoodie ⁣ all my layers of self and self defeating comfort eating are not enough to cover me ⁣ I have the hood pulled over my hair ⁣ ***** too short, uncared for⁣ ⁣ I am carrying a novel, something cheap and badly written ⁣ a friend from school passes by me, waves, I turn away ⁣ pretend I don't see them ⁣ I stuff my hands in the soft pockets, grab a handful of hip meat, it feels like that scene in Lord of the Rings where juice runs down the chin of a false king⁣ ⁣ ⁣ I wear anxiety heavy around my face, I don't recognize myself without it⁣ but depression is not a word I can touch⁣ it doesn't fit me ⁣ it doesn't belong in my charismatic vocabulary ⁣ I don't know that I am drowning ⁣ ⁣ wet mouth smacking and finger tapping make me feel like my mind is an experimental horror film ⁣ how are small sounds so loud? ⁣ how do they crawl into my ear canal like an animorph alien? ⁣ I was always so afraid of those books ⁣ and the sounds outside of our tent when my brother read them to me ⁣ I am so afraid of everything ⁣ ⁣ I am sixteen ⁣ It's 98 degrees outside ⁣ and I am walking down the street in three layers of winter gear ⁣ and fear ⁣ and self hatred ⁣ and I cannot identify it ⁣ I don't know that I will be beautiful ⁣ I don't know that I already am ⁣ I don't know that my hands will pick wildflowers out of words ⁣ and that my life will be a practice of arranging bouquets for kitchen tables ⁣ I don't know that my hair will be long and easy to twirl around one finger, without thinking about the action ⁣ actions won't always feel like eyes watching me in and of themselves ⁣ ⁣ I don't know that I will pull on jeans without thinking about the way they don't lay flat against me ⁣ I don't know that curves can be custard on the tip of a finger, sweet and nostalgic tapioca, ⁣ gritty and dimpled and perfect for sundays⁣ and mine and plenty ⁣ and pretty ⁣ ⁣ I don't know that I will be beautiful ⁣ I don't know that I already am ⁣ ⁣
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the very sound of her voice somewhere between a warm summer rain and inside a blue crystal jar smooth translucent, atmospheric like soft **** swelling roses   tender touches yet separated by oceans her voice like hot tote swaying me feeling the contoured interiors of soul's ache a bending ridge pole hearts break open pouring voluptuous milk like a tapioca its beads bulging blood bells drink **** lick eat drown if you can we speak rocks in the throat hello, how are you im choking on desire fine she says i want to **** you we start with a phone kiss mmmuuuhhhaaaaa yes, she says take me open me up pour me into your mouth soak yourself in me show me your raw hunger i will eat your dark edges I'm shaking apart with tenderness may i touch your **** yes, she says her ***** like wet silk can beauty bring tears mouths touch tentatively at first and then mouths eat mouths eat mouths and tongues become fiends cherry red pugilists bites excite I'm in the mood to bleed for her eyes smiling radiant and souls rapture hearts dissemble and fuse at a braking point from long hard years of vibrant abundance denied trying to hold together on broken wheels now finding warm mud to go bare foot in to slide in up-leaping between the toes to love you in to roll around with you in like fat little piggies playing in butter to fill you with slippery kisses in and voluptuous caresses that even our dreams can not apprehend skin to skin soul to soul **** to **** so eager fire engine red tongues licking tears beautiful ******* to bury my face in like baby eating cup cakes making us whole we continents apart from each other having never met wow wow wow yet alive again what a phone call we say good night sleep my love later later tomorrow oh yes have to go love you more soon please yes oh yes kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss then stillness a cornucopia of emptiness hollow husk tomorrow may be we will give each other phone again and the land will turn fertile green once more kissing holding talking ***** ***** ***** happy in loves fire salvation and the heart ever resounding like tintinnabulating bells
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Sep 10, 2016
Sep 10, 2016 at 4:20 PM UTC
Giving Phone
the very sound of her voice somewhere between a warm summer rain and inside a blue crystal jar smooth translucent, atmospheric like soft **** swelling roses   tender touches yet separated by oceans her voice like hot tote swaying me feeling the contoured interiors of soul's ache a bending ridge pole hearts break open pouring voluptuous milk like a tapioca its beads bulging blood bells drink **** lick eat drown if you can we speak rocks in the throat hello, how are you im choking on desire fine she says i want to **** you we start with a phone kiss mmmuuuhhhaaaaa yes, she says take me open me up pour me into your mouth soak yourself in me show me your raw hunger i will eat your dark edges I'm shaking apart with tenderness may i touch your **** yes, she says her ***** like wet silk can beauty bring tears mouths touch tentatively at first and then mouths eat mouths eat mouths and tongues become fiends cherry red pugilists bites excite I'm in the mood to bleed for her eyes smiling radiant and souls rapture hearts dissemble and fuse at a braking point from long hard years of vibrant abundance denied trying to hold together on broken wheels now finding warm mud to go bare foot in to slide in up-leaping between the toes to love you in to roll around with you in like fat little piggies playing in butter to fill you with slippery kisses in and voluptuous caresses that even our dreams can not apprehend skin to skin soul to soul **** to **** so eager fire engine red tongues licking tears beautiful ******* to bury my face in like baby eating cup cakes making us whole we continents apart from each other having never met wow wow wow yet alive again what a phone call we say good night sleep my love later later tomorrow oh yes have to go love you more soon please yes oh yes kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss then stillness a cornucopia of emptiness hollow husk tomorrow may be we will give each other phone again and the land will turn fertile green once more kissing holding talking ***** ***** ***** happy in loves fire salvation and the heart ever resounding like tintinnabulating bells
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to define love. You'll be baffled bewildered & broken by the end. The cynical ones will laugh, say it's dead, overused and cliche. Why try write what Whitman, Dickinson, Frost & Shakespeare have already covered? The romantic ones will wax on for hours describing inner & outer beauty compared to anything that strikes their eye. Why can't you see it's everywhere? The hip ones will scare you, take a **** & describe some detailed carnal fantasy involving tapioca & a talking ***** named Pony. Ask a lawyer, they could tell you the legal definition. Ask your parents, they will tell you something trite about seeing it through. Ask little kids for an adorably wise response. Ask a dog as it's ******* your leg. Ask a scientist, they will describe the chemical reactions in the brain. Ask a prisoner, they will tell you it's something they miss. But never ask a poet to define love. Your brain will hurt, half your day gone & you'll be left heart broken by the end.
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Dec 7, 2012
Dec 7, 2012 at 9:57 AM UTC
Never ask a poet
And just like that, the sun sets on the last golden, cresting wave of summer. Standing on your porch and clinging to you, not wanting to let go of these memories. Tapioca and folklore, drive-ins and sing-alongs, green dresses and sail boats on a lake. The heavy gates slowly shutting, and now, we move onward. Towards applications and last years while clinging to our gray film childhoods, and your pleas to "stay here". May our love be passed on.
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Jan 10, 2021
Jan 10, 2021 at 11:11 AM UTC
to summer 2020
I once had a friend whose great-grandfather was a partner of J.P. Morgan. My friend had grown up in the Upper East Side of Manhattan. He was a good man, and you wouldn't have known he was heir to a vast fortune, except for his anamnestic autos. In fact, he eschewed the affected life. He was an organic farmer outside of Lawrence, Kansas. I mean he really was a farmer. He was up at 6 and drove a tractor til sunset. He and I would get together from time to time eating tapioca pudding at Denny's and, of course, chatting. The one idiosyncrasy that gave away his untold wealth was anamnestic autos. To the side of his modest farm house was a field within which were old antique cars spread out as if they were cattle, but they were not. There was an Alpha Romeo, a Horsch, a Lamborghini, a Maserati, and a Ferrari. My friend would get an impulse to buy a certain antique car, and because he had the money, he'd buy it. But then after enjoying it for a time, he literally put it out to pasture. The scene reminded me of a painting by Salvador Dali. He never talked about his fortune, but he often ordered a second tapioca pudding. TOD HOWARD HAWKS
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Sep 10, 2020
Sep 10, 2020 at 6:16 PM UTC
ANAMNESTIC AUTOS
When I was 7, I thought I was the luckiest person in the world Because I found two four-leaf clovers on the same day So I made a wish, to know how my story would end And this year has shown me that I am god ****** lucky. Lucky in a second-chance, Once-in-a-lifetime miracle sort of way That makes my fingertips tingle every time I think about it Lucky in a breath-taking, tear-inducing way that makes me hold my friends and family tight behind my closed eyes Lucky in a not-everyone-is-this-lucky realization That forces me to line up my blessings on the countertop and count them, Then count them again. I am lucky, that when I decided to take myself out of this world I fell onto the hugs and clasped hands of People who would move continents Just so I'd have someplace stable to stand. I was fortunate that the nurse on suicide watch in my hospital room Asked me to call her Ellie and let me cry on her shoulder during games of checkers. I thought it was auspicious that the mental hospital served tapioca pudding that tasted just like my dad's, Bringing memories of cold nights and warm smiles. It was even favorable that I threw up before I got to the emergency room Because the doctor looked me in the eyes and said "If all that had stayed in your stomach, You would be...not standing here right now" It was reassuring that he didn't say the word "dead" to my face. I am lucky, not only to be here, but To want to be here, to want to breathe this moment Because once you've spent time in the darkness It's hard to come back to the light Now 7 year old me knows I'm lucky enough My story will not end in darkness.
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Jul 10, 2015
Jul 10, 2015 at 9:16 PM UTC
Lucky
When I was 7, I thought I was the luckiest person in the world Because I found two four-leaf clovers on the same day So I made a wish, to know how my story would end And this year has shown me that I am god ****** lucky. Lucky in a second-chance, Once-in-a-lifetime miracle sort of way That makes my fingertips tingle every time I think about it Lucky in a breath-taking, tear-inducing way that makes me hold my friends and family tight behind my closed eyes Lucky in a not-everyone-is-this-lucky realization That forces me to line up my blessings on the countertop and count them, Then count them again. I am lucky, that when I decided to take myself out of this world I fell onto the hugs and clasped hands of People who would move continents Just so I'd have someplace stable to stand. I was fortunate that the nurse on suicide watch in my hospital room Asked me to call her Ellie and let me cry on her shoulder during games of checkers. I thought it was auspicious that the mental hospital served tapioca pudding that tasted just like my dad's, Bringing memories of cold nights and warm smiles. It was even favorable that I threw up before I got to the emergency room Because the doctor looked me in the eyes and said "If all that had stayed in your stomach, You would be...not standing here right now" It was reassuring that he didn't say the word "dead" to my face. I am lucky, not only to be here, but To want to be here, to want to breathe this moment Because once you've spent time in the darkness It's hard to come back to the light Now 7 year old me knows I'm lucky enough My story will not end in darkness.
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Down in the garden where moonlight doesn't reach, the water is boiling with embracing couples. Slithering and submerging, surfacing, sinking again in their alligator rolls, legs pushing, touching others and veering away. Not yet Beltane but the drive is strong and urgent, they meet once a year in this fecund rite, old hands and new. How long they seem to stay beneath the water, skimming the bottom where smooth newts bide their time gliding in lithe figures of eight. Back on the surface throaty voiced princes, hands spread upon their lover's shoulder, stare into space at either side and sigh all hours of the night. Tomorrow in warm sunlight they will spread, replete upon their tapioca pillows dotted with new life.
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Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 7:06 PM UTC
Frog Princes
i. To catch a boy in the wake of summer Leave out a cup Brimming with melon-colored milk tea and tapioca Make sure to capture his smile When he spills some on the counter When it is still warm on the cheeks And independence has yet to be fully realized You catch a boy by offering him the futon Night after night after night after night You don’t think to ask your mom and He doesn’t seem to mind the basement stench But you overcompensate with your words anyway You’re good at that Kesha plays like a hymn in the cathedral Of his boyfriend’s second car But you catch a boy with the menthol sound Of Cavetown at dusk in your hole of a bedroom And he sits on the bed and watches you paint As his notifications are piling up with passive-aggressive texts Summer tastes like lemon and cough drops
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Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 1:57 AM UTC
this is the beginning.
Mountains bliss What shades of Morning glory Deep-blue bouquets Fire-red blossoms Tell their story In this tapioca air Spiraling through This gentle gorge Tumbling down This smooth ridge Shall witness These shades of glory
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Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 12:41 AM UTC
These Shades of Glory
It is 1:15 am. I am sitting here and my *** is numb. It is the only part of me, thankfully, that has lost feeling. Everything else is loud, ringing, stinging, and singing. My pants are unbuttoned. I believe in small liberations. In approximately, five minutes I won't be wearing pants. I believe in big freedom. My frontal lobe feels like warm tapioca pudding. I would not be surprised if it oozed out my nose. I am one who takes things as them come, even brain pudding leaking from my nasal cavities. I am also one who shouts a lot, cries a lot, and smiles wildly and at every possible opportunity. Settling is not on my schedule and at this point, neither is sleep.
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Jul 15, 2013
Jul 15, 2013 at 2:22 AM UTC
1:15 am.
There is a forest Not even sun is permitted there I had my eyes on the place Even before I was born I knew You would come That’s why I saved that garland Made in childhood With the leaves of tapioca Till now. In that temple Inside the forest I want to Put it on your neck (I always forget To ask If I can take your neck home For a day I will ask this time) I needn’t remind you About the weight Of a thali Plated with gold Do I ? Heavy hearted I am. translator - Shyma P
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Jan 25, 2016
Jan 25, 2016 at 1:06 AM UTC
Letters to violet - 13
Please me____ (In) the- in -crowd You lose me (Out) the- out Fury   never works out with Gary_____ Don't ugly goose me No pretty, please me  so deceiving Whole entire City is leaving Hot fun summer in the city A curse like a bad omen such a pity___ Face me Camelian Stan the evil man To the ugliest Fight at the Grecian slam Huncheback of Notre Dame The Pompeii fire flame Ugly ducking tamed Modern Video-game Chavez Fizz Roz Heading towards The Planetarium Pretty tragic Ending up in a sanitarium ((Magic))** Strikingly matched Twin of topaz The Solarium Jazz Going to Saratoga Song Sara Smiles But travels all the way To Minnesota So drained Rotto Rooter At the Polaris Mall Christopher Columbus Clockwork on a bus Oh! Ohio red roaster Never pretty at the Bull's eye Rodeo Rodeo drive* Devil and Domino Virgo meeting Hugo Taurus The Pluto Bull of lotto Gina eating Italian Alfredo Mudpack stinks Frank and Dino Sammy the Rat pack Moms Baking soda Dominque Mystique Trapeze Doing Yoga Please without the pretty Bo ditty Feeling gitty Not to be flattered So bloated fatter Role Gotta give Beauty beast wider On Fox Five Harley Quinn rider Arizona Eating Tapioca Life is a ***** not a beach diet Never do we pray Pretty please to preach
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May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 5:58 PM UTC
Never Pretty Please
Enjoys peaches, pudding Pies, tapioca, But often sups on beef.
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Apr 1, 2017
Apr 1, 2017 at 2:20 PM UTC
Bilinguist's Cunulingus (10w)