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The sterile smell that covers my hands like a snug glove became so familiar. The trip to the intensive care unit at the same **** hospital became repetitive, it was  like waking up in the morning and going to school....it became a traditional trip. each trip was followed with the sorrow, followed a darkness...the coldness and darkness that stretched over the hospital's interior snatched away laughs and cries and shoulders to cry on like the grim reaper. it came in like the plauge and there was just not turning back. and the worst part? the news, the messengers, were so mototoned.  no feeling. no emotion in the delivery of the news. its always a cold hearted "im sorry" with a side of "there gone". These highly paid messengers whom wear the white coat which should symbolize purity and angel like creatures, cover up their mistakes and sew up the secrets with "we did everything we could". but when they actually accompanied the road to nothingness. When they actually stuck the bullet in the wound, when they actually choked up and messed up-they punched in the wrong numbers to the wrong program causing it to shut down but we are all only human right. But the real tragedy passing the fact a lifes last grain of sand has fell to the other side of the hour glass, are the mourning humans whom still lurk in the shadows of the same **** gross hospital. Its as each time I enter the doors of the hospital, i enter the realm of death. Each time we enter death is delivered to us and each time we step into that same **** hospital the rain showers of despair and hurt, and confusion. All that is left now are the memories in-beaded in our minds and rest in the crevices of our hearts. All that lingers are those giggles and smiles and the past. All they left was a footprint..... in our hearts. And now we stand. Left with the sterile.meek.sound...and the coldness...of the same, **** hospital.
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Jan 11, 2014
Jan 11, 2014 at 1:17 PM UTC
the sterile meek sound
The sterile smell that covers my hands like a snug glove became so familiar. The trip to the intensive care unit at the same **** hospital became repetitive, it was  like waking up in the morning and going to school....it became a traditional trip. each trip was followed with the sorrow, followed a darkness...the coldness and darkness that stretched over the hospital's interior snatched away laughs and cries and shoulders to cry on like the grim reaper. it came in like the plauge and there was just not turning back. and the worst part? the news, the messengers, were so mototoned.  no feeling. no emotion in the delivery of the news. its always a cold hearted "im sorry" with a side of "there gone". These highly paid messengers whom wear the white coat which should symbolize purity and angel like creatures, cover up their mistakes and sew up the secrets with "we did everything we could". but when they actually accompanied the road to nothingness. When they actually stuck the bullet in the wound, when they actually choked up and messed up-they punched in the wrong numbers to the wrong program causing it to shut down but we are all only human right. But the real tragedy passing the fact a lifes last grain of sand has fell to the other side of the hour glass, are the mourning humans whom still lurk in the shadows of the same **** gross hospital. Its as each time I enter the doors of the hospital, i enter the realm of death. Each time we enter death is delivered to us and each time we step into that same **** hospital the rain showers of despair and hurt, and confusion. All that is left now are the memories in-beaded in our minds and rest in the crevices of our hearts. All that lingers are those giggles and smiles and the past. All they left was a footprint..... in our hearts. And now we stand. Left with the sterile.meek.sound...and the coldness...of the same, **** hospital.
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Her Heart Lay Heavy And Scarred In Her Ribcage, Her Bones Bleached From The Fluorescent Light, The Light Of The Examination Table Of Fate, Her Destiny Proding Her Endlessly, Searching For Something Which Lies So Special, On The Rough Skin Of Her Finger Tips, Demons Who Roam The Hallways Littered, With Industrial Blue Lockers, Hide In Every Corner--Waiting To Destroy Her, Their Yellowed Teeth Bared In Her Direction, A Pebble In A Gravel Pit--They Mean Nothing, She Scowls Back--Wires Zig Zagging Across Her Teeth, Muscles Squirming Underneath Her Skin, Scarred Skin--Menacingly Beautiful, Her Hard Working Heart Pounding In Her Head, Knuckles White With Frustration, The Bystanders Wait For The Duel, Eyes Raised Surreptitiously Underneath A Heavy Brow, Some Cry--Some Tingle With Anticipation, Then It Began, Her Brawl With Those Blackened Souls, Some Of The Bystanders Joined, Sinking Their Teeth Deep Into Tainted Flesh, Bruising Veins Infested With Plauge, Sacrificing Themselves For Her Her Heart Lay Heavy That Day My Friend, It Lay Heavy In Her Bleached--Cracked Ribs, Veins Tired From Lives Before, Yet She Still Roams This Very World
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Jan 11, 2013
Jan 11, 2013 at 8:59 AM UTC
Her Heart Lay Heavy
Tears stain pen to paper Blood stains mark old clothes Nights become quiet Void of answers I see emptyness plauge my life Enough please I just want to feel better again The internet, my twisted and faithful friend O' how this introverted nature depends on you! I search for him in all your words Each heart felt plea I find him, I find myself, I find you Instead of being alone I nestle into your heartache Reminds me that I, we, are not alone. Im so grateful not to be alone Thank you.
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Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 9:54 PM UTC
Comfort in Our Pain
Watching you leave Left me crumpled Broken and so alone Your in my viens And its like ice Nothing stays the same Nothing last forever Wishing and praying doesn't help Not when the bitter taste of tears Scar my tounge with their salty revenge What's left for me? What's left to breathe? When you were the air that kept me breathing Kept me seeing Your running through me Never leaving my head The record spinning , so numb and dead Theres no comfort in my bed There's no escape in the dark No way to avoid facing it all It sinks into my skin Leaving me shaking Fighting to remember to breathe And when the sleep does come The pain that fled for a blur of what seems like seconds Flood back inside in the day I cant keep you out You're like a plauge Whats left of my shattered heart But the worst pain of all is you don't even care
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Jun 23, 2013
Jun 23, 2013 at 5:21 AM UTC
Plague
Sometimes, when bad thoughts plauge my mind at night I shake my head in a rapid succession of movement my attempts to empty the excess Every night of my childhood I made a Vegas worthy deal with my father He took my worries at night and I took his He claimed us the biggest worriers on the earth Dubbed me queen of the Worry Wells before carefully placing a kiss on my forehead You see, forehead kisses were my fathers attempt to **** out the unseen youthful damage of a brain constantly panicked with worry Every night of my childhood my father left me with his suitcase of fears I was always too worried to open it
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Apr 9, 2012
Apr 9, 2012 at 2:49 AM UTC
eight.
I'm feeling low but that's not new I've been like this for a while now but i don't let anyone see not even you. the man who said i could tell anything to. if only that were true, When i come to you with tears in eyes are you really there? When im broken on the floor do you really care? No, you dont i know this because i've tried opened up my soul to you bared my wounds exposing my heart. i've come to you hands shaking eyes damp heart breaking and instead of holding me keeping me safe and helping me fight my demons like you said you would you push me away as though depression is a plauge like a simple hug or kind word could infect you and you'd be brought down to my point the point lower than the bottom of the ocean so as the blue encircles my heart and brims my eyes and leaves a pain worse than a bullet wound i hide trying to heal myself without your help it's nothing new I mean I did it before i met you
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May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 12:13 PM UTC
Hide
Eyes thick with prophecy Things only I can see Fire burning No ones learning The wind howls Straight from hell's bowels An unatural cold Watching death unfold Its spreading its dark cloak All clouded with smoke Simple subtraction A toxic attraction Flirting with death Savoring every breath We fear what we can't understand Fear and hate go hand in hand Demons rising Supernatural uprising Fear shall plauge the Earth And we shall give birth To hatred and fear Tainting all who are near Evil in all we see Only wishing to be free From paranoia rises insecurity A wish to return to obsecurity Evil in every glass of water Like lambs to the slaughter We shall turn on each other Brother against brother insanity shall rule Fear is an incindery fuel Ignition results in a chain reaction
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Jan 18, 2012
Jan 18, 2012 at 12:18 PM UTC
Fear
Oh how I’ve known this world of decay and tedium: A burnt world, peppered with the despair of human need. If only the withered trees may have the grace to accept our mistakes, The splendor of springtime may emerge from this bitter, toxic winter. But alas, after every blissful summer, and every majestic fall, a dead winter returns. ...Such is the nature of mankind
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Mar 9, 2011
Mar 9, 2011 at 6:09 AM UTC
Plauge.
Wasting war Untouched soils, set to rott by a plauge of men A million miles away Where the sun sets on hills ill never see. And the light touches faces ill never meet The light bends a diffrent way, Shells raining down upon your feet Dismay Devils steal life and spirits reclaim bones In the war you left me, to fight Protecting forign homes
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Feb 29, 2016
Feb 29, 2016 at 6:17 AM UTC
Untitled
at first i shake a little and i try to hold it together but then panic strikes. and i pull myself apart at the seams and when you stich me back together, i cant help but whimper because the pin you use is blunt and it hurts more to be sttiched together then it does to be pulled apart but then i panic, and now im screaming your name in fits blasphemous fits of agous whaling i cant breathe the demons of my mind are sitting on my chest while I sleep And I toss and i turn but i cant wake up from this night mare because in reality i was never asleep ive been sitting here the whole time wide awake in my dream state terrified to do anything other then breathe and Christ thats harder then it sounds you have no idea what its like when tears roll down my cheeks like tidal waves i wish i could drown in anxiety makes me a slave, its lachy, its ***** my fear takes me by the throat and makes sure to stare me down as he squeezes my addictions rolll over me like a sandcastle at high tide im bound to fall so please dont you dare tell me to "just breathe" everything wont be allright so long as you dont realise that i am suffering more then a fit of asthma , i am dieing more then a little inside my crystal glass core gets trod on more and more often by the demons that plauge me panic is so much more lethal then cyanide ad so much easyer to obtain
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Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 7:04 AM UTC
PANIC
Let me inspire you. I want my voice to crash waves in your head. I want my eyes to shine like the night sky. I want them to remind you of all the things that could've been and everything that is I want you to notice the red in my hair Secret glances. I want you to see the warm smoke from my mouth on a cold day The way I talk when I'm tired. Let me inspire you. Let my ideas spark voices and stories in your head Let my quiet demeanor make you picture my thoughts Let my smile plauge your mind. Let my stories succumb to background music in your own. Talk to me late at night Pull quotes from our altercations. Notice me. Notice the bandages always wrapped around my fingers Notice when I tug my ears. Notice how I encourage my hair into my face. Notice the way I walk The way I stumble over my feet The way I stumble over my words The way I stumble over compliments The way I stumble over you. Will you pay attention where no one else has? Don't make me a wallflower I want to be the rose on your dinner table. Your coffee in the morning. Your warm blankets I want to be cared about. I want you to miss me. I want to be noticed.
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Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 1:21 AM UTC
Notice Me (your inspiration?)
It tooks so long to realise To see it how it is with your eyes It started but never stoped The cycle continuing as more people adopt. A down-ward-spiral A poisonous plauge A spiteful tittle It makes you beg. It starts with toxic ideals And young innocents it steals Then it lasts for generations Staying with people's fixation Its almost like.. recreation. "I went through this, so can you" "I fought a war, you can too" "Get off your *** and be what I do" "You're as worthless as the gum on my shoe" And so continues the cycle of abuse Until someone sees the nature of this noose After torturous thoughts relentlantly pursues And the cycle of broken homes and tourcherd souls, ends And health becoming the new trend.
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Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 6:08 PM UTC
Cycles
iv been giving up and feeling  tired from all this wadeing into my past for answers But, Im getting really ******* sick of the why. And the how. And I need to feel the now. been hiding out like a ***** keep your self out of the equation lest I spread this plauge of sadness and shame I look my self in the face and say 'Do it, or die. These are your options' Strangely it gives me strength to ask my self if I really want to die. And if the answer is no well, "Buck it the **** up honey and get it done." I wanna be stronger now I wanna me meaner now I wanna be all those girl bands I tirelessly hunted down I had dreams and a drive once I can have them again just watch me try to stop me
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Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 7:32 PM UTC
a vague and meaningless combination of words and sounds
Welcome to the age of insanity The age of the plauge. Home of the sorrow The pain Being the rejected being the unwanted The Pain It hurts, don’t you feel it? It makes it easy to say goodbye I just want to end it all. Bring it to an end. Just set me free. We are the outcast, we stand tall. Acars on our wrist and pain in our hearts. We lock arms together we stand, we fight. We will not say goodbye! We will rise, we will win the fight! You’re not alone you are one of many join us, don’t say goodbye We love you... Don't end it all live on stand up breath Baby put down your knife please don’t bleed beautiful lay down the pills Don’t let go break that mirror You’re beautiful raise your middle finger to the sky and scream, **** you!" And always remember you’re not alone! We love you!
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Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 9:47 PM UTC
Goodbye (Song written by me)
plauge-ridden robbers cut through the lonesome night and its shallow starshine
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Sep 15, 2019
Sep 15, 2019 at 11:09 PM UTC
Untitled
If I die of the Plauge I would want to be remembered Not as a victim But as a healthy And happy If I die of Ebola I would want to be remembered Not as a victim But as a beautiful And diligent girl Who created art. If I die of rabies I would want to be remembered Not as an aggressive victim But someone Who brings compassion And kindness.
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Dec 4, 2018
Dec 4, 2018 at 1:40 PM UTC
Disease
Like a festering burrowing worm I took root Deep in your mind where you reject the truth Bending and breaking your soul evermore Demonizing all the saints you adore Riveting cracks that I lay down your spine Tingling wisdom you think so divine Murderous words that you think cannot guide Youre in your own way and still you are mine I was the plauge that had ravaged the lands of your mind This ****** is mine I'm swallowing time Consuming what's mine Holy demonic the darkest of light Angels of mercy that free you from life You cannot **** till your demon is known Facing yourself and now where do you go The sun and the moon and the planets that move Puppets on strings as you dance to their tune Always neglecting the infinite soul Wishing to listen and do as your told Tell me to help and I offer my hand Only grip tight till the moment you stand Now you are moving your feet on the ground Follow your path and the truth will be found Whispering sins that you've long left untold Now your emerging a sight to behold Beauty and blessing but you've just begun The faceless are laughing when you hold your tongue Who are the voices that refuel your doubt Where is the evil that brought forth your drought Carrying on you may search the abyss There's nothing to find you think somethings amiss Nothing to gain and nothing to lose To only one person your faith you must prove I've given a gift that I've given myself And tell unto you I did not need this help Begging and crying you seek me for more Lessons on trying can be such a bore Tell me what's wrong Why don't you tell me? I already know Then that sets you free You wish to become, a much better you So who do you lean on when you cannot move I am just not a main part of your strength Will nor the hammer will leave me unbent I burdened my sin and I tortured my soul All in the end just to see I am whole All of my secrets you think I have told All of my secrets to me are unknown Where is the wisdom I've gifted myself Where is the God you think spared me the belt Where is the power you seek here on Earth When you're alone and buried in dirt I say that you have it You ask me then where I say that you have it You freeze and you stare I say you beg God's and spirits divine To come down to earth and give you their time They gave us all gifts we seal in our minds I'm certain of yours but you're longing for mine I say you are broken I say you are fine I say you are lonely Now make up your mind I say you're not perfect But surely you've grown Now prove to yourself that you sit on the throne
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Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 3:19 AM UTC
Growing Pains
Like a festering burrowing worm I took root Deep in your mind where you reject the truth Bending and breaking your soul evermore Demonizing all the saints you adore Riveting cracks that I lay down your spine Tingling wisdom you think so divine Murderous words that you think cannot guide Youre in your own way and still you are mine I was the plauge that had ravaged the lands of your mind This ****** is mine I'm swallowing time Consuming what's mine Holy demonic the darkest of light Angels of mercy that free you from life You cannot **** till your demon is known Facing yourself and now where do you go The sun and the moon and the planets that move Puppets on strings as you dance to their tune Always neglecting the infinite soul Wishing to listen and do as your told Tell me to help and I offer my hand Only grip tight till the moment you stand Now you are moving your feet on the ground Follow your path and the truth will be found Whispering sins that you've long left untold Now your emerging a sight to behold Beauty and blessing but you've just begun The faceless are laughing when you hold your tongue Who are the voices that refuel your doubt Where is the evil that brought forth your drought Carrying on you may search the abyss There's nothing to find you think somethings amiss Nothing to gain and nothing to lose To only one person your faith you must prove I've given a gift that I've given myself And tell unto you I did not need this help Begging and crying you seek me for more Lessons on trying can be such a bore Tell me what's wrong Why don't you tell me? I already know Then that sets you free You wish to become, a much better you So who do you lean on when you cannot move I am just not a main part of your strength Will nor the hammer will leave me unbent I burdened my sin and I tortured my soul All in the end just to see I am whole All of my secrets you think I have told All of my secrets to me are unknown Where is the wisdom I've gifted myself Where is the God you think spared me the belt Where is the power you seek here on Earth When you're alone and buried in dirt I say that you have it You ask me then where I say that you have it You freeze and you stare I say you beg God's and spirits divine To come down to earth and give you their time They gave us all gifts we seal in our minds I'm certain of yours but you're longing for mine I say you are broken I say you are fine I say you are lonely Now make up your mind I say you're not perfect But surely you've grown Now prove to yourself that you sit on the throne
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I seem to have this problem with me, That everytime I go out, I always find myself in a dark alley, A disgusting piece of s*it stinking of ***** and *** A very sad character with a dark twisted reality, One who can't be able to return to normality. As everyday I wander this restless streets of grey, Trying my hardest to not let my body sway, Walking the cobbled sidewalk in a funny way, Talking and yelling to random people "Hey!" Trying to reach them as they parted away. For I looked like a plauge walking restlessly, In no certain path but leading to Misery, Singing songs with a bittersweet melody, A tortured bird in a cage of depravity, Crying out hoping to gain Sympathy. But as the Mother shines her rays on me, I see myself in a moment of Clarity, A sad man full of Sorrow and Agony, Of Regrets and Broken Dreams of Vanity, The very reasons that caused me my own Frailty. Tears run down my cheeks in self pity, My heart bursting to its full capacity, I wailed letting go of my own sanity, Trekking a path to doom like a Calamity, The Moon shining down as I bring out the monster in me.
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Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 1:28 PM UTC
Moonshine
It must be me!!! It cant be them!! For I am the one, left alone! They go and dine and play! Inviting, to each other, to be together! They close a door! In more ways than one! a wink, a smile and a secret nod All coleauges in glee!! For the lone one to see!! At first they pass me by! Coat in hand, so I might not see!! Now the coat is on!! They are off, but not in a whisper! No mention of an invite!! Talking straight through one! As if they are a forgotten ghost! With looks that carry a hidden message Fearful, I must carry the plauge I am left to sit!!! To be alone!!!! I coleauge I am not !! Maybe a pest! Or even better a  dreaded Foe No need to hide I say!!! I can understand!! I might be different!!!   So no need to hide!! I shall be pushed aside!! And Its really ok! There are no tears to be had!!! Its really not that sad!!! If I left they would be glad!!! When I fell, no one was sad When I left to meet that knife No one mentioned my strife!!! For no one noticed, I had left! So the feelings, felt Need not have meaning here! For they are busy, with each other! So It remains best! So please do not hide On my simple account! For it must be me! Barry B.
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Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 3:14 PM UTC
It must be me!!!
What is with today's world when everyone feels like everybody's nothing, because magazines and television plauge so many minds daily. Theres fire and ice everywhere you look, but its far more Noticeable within each of us longing to put our spark out. No one goes to the mirror anymore to smile, "There's the reflection I admire so much." Though they should all of us are so beautiful. It's gotten so bad that driving past the high school I saw a cathartic scarecrow just waiting to influence more of us to be like her. What is with today's world that we can't be satisfied just by being ourselves? Why must they make us feel so small when we know that we are truly amazing.
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Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 9:09 AM UTC
The Fire Within
Sleeping at dusk An eyeless black husk As mist swirls around She drops to the ground Her head is getting further and further from her skull But away is the only place she has to go. The sky's turning white Her hands feel so warm She needs to get out Decisions lie torn They lie on the ground soeroundong Her figure. The baiege plauge will cause, Her to pull on the trigger.
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Apr 30, 2020
Apr 30, 2020 at 5:21 PM UTC
~Quarantine~
Questions haunt my mind and plauge my soul Why did she do it? Did she ever care? Does she regret it? "You're crazy" she said Her memories burn the skin like steaming iron Branding me as the psychotic fool The broken heart must sing one last song they say But what if it wanted to yell and shout until the world's ears bled passionate blood? What if I still loved her? Would I still be the insane one? -Dominguez 2018
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Jun 16, 2018
Jun 16, 2018 at 10:06 AM UTC
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