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"hmph" poems
A yo Shawty, You is lookin fine, fine, fine Humph Like a crisp hundred dollar bill on da sidewalk Found between paychecks. Fine. Lookin like that Queen off in my dreams So I be real when I step to you Wussup, whut yo name is, whus yo phone number? A yo Shawty, If I gotta, I’m a steal you from somebody. I mean some ***** gon be ****** Cuz you gon be my special dish Shawty ya look good Got those legs that Mad David Ruffin not too proud to beg. I wann know whut’s behind those eyes that hypnotize. Whut’s in yo head? A yo Shawty, Is you gotta mind to go wit yo Fine, fine, fine, super fine *** I see you got class. Physical beauty surpass Named after a month cuz the thought of you last For mo days than the rains of Noah God couldn’t destroy this place ‘til he made yo face I’m down fo the chase let’s run dis race. A yo Shawty Yeah you Tongue ring and accessories Make me wanna catch yo disease I wanna inhale what you exhale Taste whut you smell My idea of Hell is you not by my side A yo Shawty I shall provide That fire fo you to ride I ain’t givin you no cheese But together we can make Swiss cheese, American and cheddar In memory of you no falsified lines That month befo summer and at de end of spring A yo Shawty Let’s get togever and do da right thing. Like a fat *** Spike Lee Joint Roll up dat bubonic sticky green chronic And let’s pull together Get close like crystal when we toast Every anniversary Cristol in the crystal We boast that I’m yours and you is mine A yo Shawty You lookin Fine, fine, fine. Hmph. Like a crisp hundred dollar bill on da sidewalk Found between paychecks. Fine.
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Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 9:46 AM UTC
A Yo Shawty
A yo Shawty, You is lookin fine, fine, fine Humph Like a crisp hundred dollar bill on da sidewalk Found between paychecks. Fine. Lookin like that Queen off in my dreams So I be real when I step to you Wussup, whut yo name is, whus yo phone number? A yo Shawty, If I gotta, I’m a steal you from somebody. I mean some ***** gon be ****** Cuz you gon be my special dish Shawty ya look good Got those legs that Mad David Ruffin not too proud to beg. I wann know whut’s behind those eyes that hypnotize. Whut’s in yo head? A yo Shawty, Is you gotta mind to go wit yo Fine, fine, fine, super fine *** I see you got class. Physical beauty surpass Named after a month cuz the thought of you last For mo days than the rains of Noah God couldn’t destroy this place ‘til he made yo face I’m down fo the chase let’s run dis race. A yo Shawty Yeah you Tongue ring and accessories Make me wanna catch yo disease I wanna inhale what you exhale Taste whut you smell My idea of Hell is you not by my side A yo Shawty I shall provide That fire fo you to ride I ain’t givin you no cheese But together we can make Swiss cheese, American and cheddar In memory of you no falsified lines That month befo summer and at de end of spring A yo Shawty Let’s get togever and do da right thing. Like a fat *** Spike Lee Joint Roll up dat bubonic sticky green chronic And let’s pull together Get close like crystal when we toast Every anniversary Cristol in the crystal We boast that I’m yours and you is mine A yo Shawty You lookin Fine, fine, fine. Hmph. Like a crisp hundred dollar bill on da sidewalk Found between paychecks. Fine.
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I have precisely not one but two stalkers, two malaise menaces in my hands. Well, not quite literally. Its all in my head, you see. They pervade my robust, iron clad, sheer willpower. Hmph, not really. The two little rascals, attractive ones at that, present themselves during frenzied times of scattered notes, inked fingers with frustration crashing in the air. Frustration grows ever-so-slightly when they efficaciously whisper to you, it will only be five minutes. They leech time off my circadian clock, inevitably painting black under my eyes. A pair of smooth-talking liars, the scourge of the Student Underworld. Their flamboyant, beguiling gestures of distractions, alas, it is far too much even for my mind. Even doctors cannot prescribe a medical concoction to rid me of these pests! Beware these criminals! They need to be obliterated, removed, pruned away from us, young innocent seedlings. I introduce you to... ughh... Mr & Mrs Procrastination.
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Dec 1, 2013
Dec 1, 2013 at 5:37 PM UTC
Mr & Mrs Procrastination
Plain brain game,       droopy eyes,         shaking thighs -     Why am I back here, again?       Great laughs -              ha, ha,                 ha -           peeing cycles increasing             to release             the awkward current                forming armies                of goose bumps            around my thoughts -      My Friday night         has just begun -               but it feels                 like last week's ****        Same tickling fear           tied in a knot,       as I seal my                        heart        with more dishonesty;          these distracted strangers      don't know any better,                              any better than me, anyway -       "Love is just a state of mind,           the heart knows better,"                              hmph -      intuition feeling           a tad under the weather -        Not good enough,           I should've known better..
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Jan 29, 2012
Jan 29, 2012 at 1:30 PM UTC
Shame Game
As a young child I wanted a right hand. one to ride with my vibe. a person I don’t mind to see me cry. i want a love so strong that it is a sin to the world eyes. i laugh you laugh...shhhhh!!! I can be corny at times. when one cries we are there to uplift, because love won’t let the inner die. you Guernica i Pablo Picasso you humbling shinning by my side tru love is what i’m looking for :) feel this............i bathe you in a fruit bath to wash away  the world stressful sin. i dry you off then rub you down with warm oil hmph !! let the magic begin :) then we make love like the world is going to end. just to wake up to see the sunrise again that was a young child who became a man still wanting that right hand Tru Love Is What I’m looking For :) as my old skool soul wraps around your heart. the piano sound dances with the wind because it has found the thing it’s been looking for. if i said it once i will say it again tru love is what i’m looking for :)
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Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 11:39 AM UTC
Tru Love
Namaz was less prayer and more about Standing beside Amma and mirroring her, When as a toddler I stood on the chataai Murmuring as she did, Bending down as she did, Resting my head on the floor And then waiting to come back up When she did, Some days I'd be so sleepy I'd sway on the mat, Only to be jolted up by an angry Hmph! from her side, Some days the patterns on the mat seemed like They were God's silhouette- something she always denied, Times of silently bonding with the Almighty and the Amma, Slowly faded into me deciding to pray solo, When the hour of maghrib coincided with a Mother-daughter tiff, And even when we stood praying side by side, I'd make it a point to not let our sajdas coincide, On the mat laying bare our rifts and divides. I wonder if Amma noticed me daydreaming during prayer, My musings whether God understood English, My requests to Him to make that crush like me back, My teenage self angrily bubbling at her obtrusions to my 'freedom' As she prayed and prayed for me. Years have passed, And how I'd love to synchronise again, The pace of our prayer, the length of our sajda, But the days, and this new house, Are now ridden with so much more clutter, That, though the chataai has stayed the same, There's not enough space to accommodate Both daughter and mother.
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Jan 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 at 10:47 AM UTC
The Praying Mat
*A Story of Scientology and the Mental Health System Connection SEEKER* Now I can hear you saying to yourselves, "So. You said you were smart. Why did you get involved with a crazy cult like Scientology?" Well. Two reasons. 1) I was raised an atheist (Humanist), but had a seeker's soul. I became very spiritual, like I said. I also had a desire to HELP people. Humanity. I still do. But because I had a godless upbringing I was left open to deception. And 2) I found a boyfriend. Or, I should say, he found me. One of Scientology's tried and true methods of recruitment. I had another friend, a ***** Jewish scientologist (yes, there can be that sort of thing, as you can be "any faith" and still be a scientologist... hmph!). She introduced us. I was impressed by two things. He was an instructor at the "Mission". And he could tell you things that seemed psychic. One of the procedures for impressing people to sign up for classes and "processing" was this. Doug would position you in a certain part of the room. He'd have his back to you. Then he'd tell you to walk away from him... then stop abruptly. **He'd be able to tell you when you stopped!** And he could do it every time! This really impressed me. Until I found out he looked into the reflective surface of a large glass covered poster that was on the wall! Lol! What a con artistic magician HE was! HA! I was totally gone over by the registrar (salesperson). She stuck to me like glue until she FINALLY figured out, Yes! I had NO MONEY! So I didn't get any training or processing. Which was a BIG part of why I stuck around. I didn't even read "Dianetics" by L Ron Hubbard. Doug told me a little about it. But most of his energy was expended trying to get in my pants... a fruitless endeavor to say the least! He was instrumental in getting me up to Phoenix for the fateful "Flag Orientation Tour". The recruitment campaign which would change my life forever... Where I signed my life over to Scientology's Sea Organization for the next BILLION YEARS.
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Mar 9, 2017
Mar 9, 2017 at 10:47 PM UTC
MADWOMAN ACROSS THE WATER (PART III)
*A Story of Scientology and the Mental Health System Connection SEEKER* Now I can hear you saying to yourselves, "So. You said you were smart. Why did you get involved with a crazy cult like Scientology?" Well. Two reasons. 1) I was raised an atheist (Humanist), but had a seeker's soul. I became very spiritual, like I said. I also had a desire to HELP people. Humanity. I still do. But because I had a godless upbringing I was left open to deception. And 2) I found a boyfriend. Or, I should say, he found me. One of Scientology's tried and true methods of recruitment. I had another friend, a ***** Jewish scientologist (yes, there can be that sort of thing, as you can be "any faith" and still be a scientologist... hmph!). She introduced us. I was impressed by two things. He was an instructor at the "Mission". And he could tell you things that seemed psychic. One of the procedures for impressing people to sign up for classes and "processing" was this. Doug would position you in a certain part of the room. He'd have his back to you. Then he'd tell you to walk away from him... then stop abruptly. **He'd be able to tell you when you stopped!** And he could do it every time! This really impressed me. Until I found out he looked into the reflective surface of a large glass covered poster that was on the wall! Lol! What a con artistic magician HE was! HA! I was totally gone over by the registrar (salesperson). She stuck to me like glue until she FINALLY figured out, Yes! I had NO MONEY! So I didn't get any training or processing. Which was a BIG part of why I stuck around. I didn't even read "Dianetics" by L Ron Hubbard. Doug told me a little about it. But most of his energy was expended trying to get in my pants... a fruitless endeavor to say the least! He was instrumental in getting me up to Phoenix for the fateful "Flag Orientation Tour". The recruitment campaign which would change my life forever... Where I signed my life over to Scientology's Sea Organization for the next BILLION YEARS.
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I got asked today "Why writing?" "What are you going to do with that?" Without a chance to answer I went within myself and asked myself those same questions. I figured out why and here's what as well. I want want to be a writer and a professor so that I can shape people's minds into a mold of clay so mushy and shapeless into something that will enable them to turn into anything they want. I want to write lines that keep people on the edge of their seat waiting to read the next line only to realize that they are on the last line of the final stanza. I want my students to read my poetry and say "wow this professor really knows his stuff" I want to be able to gain so much knowledge from my education that I will make minds tremble like earth quakes to create grand canyons within their undeveloped minds. I want to impact the world and leave something for it to learn from. Not just by those who are going to remember me but remembered by a piece of paper that other professors tell their students "write a critique on this and bring it in on monday." Don't you go telling me that "I'm wrong" that "I'm wasting my time" because at least I know where I'm going and what kind of mark on the page I want to leave behind. I tell you now all those that doubt that I'm going to get there. I will and all I have to do is show you. And all you have to do is believe in me, trust me, encourage me but do not put me down because you wait and see that I will become the man of my dreams because he's someone who's going to be someone you lean on to care for you and read when you're having a terrible day. I tell my fingers to type and they type I tell my fingers to write and they write I tell my fingers to wrap themselves around a writing utensil so they can create worlds of envy, of anger, of a beautiful existence that will make people cry. Now let me ask you. What will you do with your life. Who are you going to teach and why are you into what you're into?!? ANSWER ME THIS AND DO NOT RUNAWAY BEFORE I ANSWER. YOU COWARD. YOU with your double standards. Why do YOU want to teach? why aren't YOU doing what you've always dreamed of? Just cause of insecurities. Hmph. such a weak person and quick to influence. At least I know. oh I know and i'll show the world that I can do whatever it is what i want in the world.
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Dec 3, 2011
Dec 3, 2011 at 10:18 PM UTC
A Teachers Battle
I got asked today "Why writing?" "What are you going to do with that?" Without a chance to answer I went within myself and asked myself those same questions. I figured out why and here's what as well. I want want to be a writer and a professor so that I can shape people's minds into a mold of clay so mushy and shapeless into something that will enable them to turn into anything they want. I want to write lines that keep people on the edge of their seat waiting to read the next line only to realize that they are on the last line of the final stanza. I want my students to read my poetry and say "wow this professor really knows his stuff" I want to be able to gain so much knowledge from my education that I will make minds tremble like earth quakes to create grand canyons within their undeveloped minds. I want to impact the world and leave something for it to learn from. Not just by those who are going to remember me but remembered by a piece of paper that other professors tell their students "write a critique on this and bring it in on monday." Don't you go telling me that "I'm wrong" that "I'm wasting my time" because at least I know where I'm going and what kind of mark on the page I want to leave behind. I tell you now all those that doubt that I'm going to get there. I will and all I have to do is show you. And all you have to do is believe in me, trust me, encourage me but do not put me down because you wait and see that I will become the man of my dreams because he's someone who's going to be someone you lean on to care for you and read when you're having a terrible day. I tell my fingers to type and they type I tell my fingers to write and they write I tell my fingers to wrap themselves around a writing utensil so they can create worlds of envy, of anger, of a beautiful existence that will make people cry. Now let me ask you. What will you do with your life. Who are you going to teach and why are you into what you're into?!? ANSWER ME THIS AND DO NOT RUNAWAY BEFORE I ANSWER. YOU COWARD. YOU with your double standards. Why do YOU want to teach? why aren't YOU doing what you've always dreamed of? Just cause of insecurities. Hmph. such a weak person and quick to influence. At least I know. oh I know and i'll show the world that I can do whatever it is what i want in the world.
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a self inflicted self indulgent kind of pain and pleasure moment stuck between a whip and feather one is close but the other's better one would ask why do I bother maybe it's cause of an absent father truth be told i'm all the better with these instructions worn and weathered pick up your head and soak up all the rain lift up that chin and wash that pain away all can be fixed with soap and water even the pain of loveless daughters pick up your bags but throw your cares away
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Oct 5, 2012
Oct 5, 2012 at 11:39 PM UTC
hmph
I wonder who these bosses think they are, bossying me around like some kind of slave. Tea at 8,tea at 10,tea in between every break. Do they know the fatigue from the stairs? I sincerely doubt, not with their password controlled elevators. The other day one of those big men amused me. Mbu tell me Celia, why do u charge the same price even for people who take no sugar. I barely held bac insults and instead said, now if I were to charge according to how much sugar you take, I would charge those that take the price of quarter a kilo since I neither buy in spoons nor cups. And then for you that don't take sugar I would charge for the fuel used to boil the water. hmph, men!!
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Feb 11, 2013
Feb 11, 2013 at 9:45 AM UTC
Rantings of a tea girl
The severity of the seriously scientific professoring of poetic licenses severing limbs and one's sanity to turn into a lackluster one dimensional word for word matter of fact, i.e. Flat. Now there is research and refined references like mad-haired alchemists having mixed two tinctures wrongly such liquids exploding whilst hypothesized unremarkable through their myopia faces intimate with the thickest book make out session with the obtuse... A bureau, hmph an organization dismissing the muses and the breath that we devour a study on the facets and romance with life written art works spoken odysseys magnanimous numbness of verb magic of lustrous *********** of star crossed tempests evermore a ravenous soul Poetry needs no bureau The heart is only a lonely hunter if love were not its prey to feel free and truly alive is the honest purpose of the written and spoken word of poetry of art of happiness dancing the night away in sonnet streets who do we endeavor to example when it is our own pen that must bleed the awful truths that needs combustion the foreplay of time / life whispering in italics beautifully breaking down laughter's tintinnabulations all the world all the life our Oyster... But seriously tho' what the dealio...? when I want to hear a fearless something soaked and sensual and real so good the words bleed rain beaus utter not the words not words but electricity inner watercolors murals from the emotions this art dreams intermingling touching prose of roses its scent a ghost thick in the recollection of farewells the experiences we parallel all in literary gusto somehow communication erected from **** tube boxes and artifice waves of wide webs the slang jive secret languages whined signs and pics depicts inflicts these times slays the joy and lovely words of tiding of wise sayings you say with Monet expressions your a lovely day ignite me the Beloved / the songs the sun a face of love a glow Do you feel me? lub dub lub dub the haiku sonnet odyssey poetry that is Life... Today's lesson - (seriously) go learn to fly a kite.
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Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 12:59 AM UTC
SERIOUSLY (Version 1-unedited)
The severity of the seriously scientific professoring of poetic licenses severing limbs and one's sanity to turn into a lackluster one dimensional word for word matter of fact, i.e. Flat. Now there is research and refined references like mad-haired alchemists having mixed two tinctures wrongly such liquids exploding whilst hypothesized unremarkable through their myopia faces intimate with the thickest book make out session with the obtuse... A bureau, hmph an organization dismissing the muses and the breath that we devour a study on the facets and romance with life written art works spoken odysseys magnanimous numbness of verb magic of lustrous *********** of star crossed tempests evermore a ravenous soul Poetry needs no bureau The heart is only a lonely hunter if love were not its prey to feel free and truly alive is the honest purpose of the written and spoken word of poetry of art of happiness dancing the night away in sonnet streets who do we endeavor to example when it is our own pen that must bleed the awful truths that needs combustion the foreplay of time / life whispering in italics beautifully breaking down laughter's tintinnabulations all the world all the life our Oyster... But seriously tho' what the dealio...? when I want to hear a fearless something soaked and sensual and real so good the words bleed rain beaus utter not the words not words but electricity inner watercolors murals from the emotions this art dreams intermingling touching prose of roses its scent a ghost thick in the recollection of farewells the experiences we parallel all in literary gusto somehow communication erected from **** tube boxes and artifice waves of wide webs the slang jive secret languages whined signs and pics depicts inflicts these times slays the joy and lovely words of tiding of wise sayings you say with Monet expressions your a lovely day ignite me the Beloved / the songs the sun a face of love a glow Do you feel me? lub dub lub dub the haiku sonnet odyssey poetry that is Life... Today's lesson - (seriously) go learn to fly a kite.
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did you tell her about me? of the pain i caused you? of my problems that you no longer wanted to fix? or of the ******* heart of yours i broke. did you tell her how i TRANSFERED for YOU left all MY friends to please YOU or did you tell her about the call at 4 A.M. because I had a nightmare and needed to talk to someone, to hear my best friend's voice tell me "it's okay olivia, it was just a dream" or how i asked you to send me sad things so that i would force myself to cry, because i hadn't cried in months and wanted to feel SOMETHING other than numb or how we stayed up until 3 A.M. in Germany trying to solve this unsolvable mess, and you cried and i cried. everything was so ****** up or all the red mango's i put on your doorstep as a peace offering. you knew me, but you didnt and that's something i still can't figure out you knew how to manipulate me into thinking it was the best choice for US. you loved using "us" but you never ******* encouraged me or made me feel PROUD I showed you my ****** poetry and you just "hmph-ed" you ******* HMPH-ED Awhile ago I felt like I was drowing. And I didn't want to come up and show my face to you, to my mom, to anyone who mattered you mattered to me, c. you mattered. but now, my priorities lie in gaining back everything you put away in a box that tiny little box you labeled branded with your name
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Jul 3, 2013
Jul 3, 2013 at 1:57 PM UTC
june 3
I am more than you know... but a little less than perceived... i've shadowed a soul and feigned what's seen the manifestation of blessings is a pain in me... but my heart's prayer is truly believed... As i enter this day... i've got my mind set... the death of my soul.... will be the growth of what's left... reality...hmph... i deny those thoughts... as my tongue rolls my battle's pre foguht.... The day progresses on my feet grow cold... as fear sets in the cold takes hold dragging this frost onward i approach my world... admonishments abound as she breaks me heart... shocked by her speech.... in my heart i decide... suicide of myself it what must be done.... as i surrender to darkness flame burns within... and just like that... i'm reborn again standing tall and strong... looking out at his world.... i approach and reach for her... a prayer to christ for all he's done.... he killed me off as a child a made a man from a son.... with my world at hand... forward we will press battle onward for love not a deceptive glory....
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Sep 12, 2009
Sep 12, 2009 at 4:15 PM UTC
untitled 2
Indeed, I can't believe it It's been almost two years Since we broke each other's hearts. Ah, indeed, two years ago you got down on one knee can you believe it? You and I? Were to be married? I scoff at the fact now; promising to never trust anyone as much like I did you. Looking back though, all I see was the good in us the good in you. It makes me smile now, instead of weep uncontrollably. Finally, after almost two years I feel at peace with your disappearance. I remember last year, calling you, crying, pleading. Stupid, stupid, stupid. But now, I look at the phone and roll my eyes whenever I have the brief thought. Usually after way too much to drink. Usually whiskey. I still am in shock. Two years? Impossible. That means, almost four years ago we met. Weird, isn't it? I wonder if you think of me with disdain, or disgust, or sadness, or happiness. To be honest, I'm not sure if I ever wish to know how you feel of me. The reason I write this, well, I had a dream of you. As usual, I write my poetry due to dreams why not? In my dream, I ran after you trying to talk to you and you ran away from me, not unusual really. You finally let me talk to you, you invited me into your home showed me pictures of your girlfriend (do you have one? I don't know) showed me your success and I just smiled I was so happy for you. a feeling I haven't ever felt for you since we separated. Happiness for your happiness. Hmph, what a concept. and when I awoke, I realized I had finally accepted your absence. Finally. I was free from your ******* Free from my desire to ever be with you again. Finally. Free. Free to be free! I went outside of my tent (I was camping at the time of my dream) did yoga in a field full of wildflowers kissed the air worshipped the warmth of the sun and let you go. Finally. Free. Finally. Almost two years later. Goodbye.
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May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 2:31 PM UTC
Almost Two Years
Indeed, I can't believe it It's been almost two years Since we broke each other's hearts. Ah, indeed, two years ago you got down on one knee can you believe it? You and I? Were to be married? I scoff at the fact now; promising to never trust anyone as much like I did you. Looking back though, all I see was the good in us the good in you. It makes me smile now, instead of weep uncontrollably. Finally, after almost two years I feel at peace with your disappearance. I remember last year, calling you, crying, pleading. Stupid, stupid, stupid. But now, I look at the phone and roll my eyes whenever I have the brief thought. Usually after way too much to drink. Usually whiskey. I still am in shock. Two years? Impossible. That means, almost four years ago we met. Weird, isn't it? I wonder if you think of me with disdain, or disgust, or sadness, or happiness. To be honest, I'm not sure if I ever wish to know how you feel of me. The reason I write this, well, I had a dream of you. As usual, I write my poetry due to dreams why not? In my dream, I ran after you trying to talk to you and you ran away from me, not unusual really. You finally let me talk to you, you invited me into your home showed me pictures of your girlfriend (do you have one? I don't know) showed me your success and I just smiled I was so happy for you. a feeling I haven't ever felt for you since we separated. Happiness for your happiness. Hmph, what a concept. and when I awoke, I realized I had finally accepted your absence. Finally. I was free from your ******* Free from my desire to ever be with you again. Finally. Free. Free to be free! I went outside of my tent (I was camping at the time of my dream) did yoga in a field full of wildflowers kissed the air worshipped the warmth of the sun and let you go. Finally. Free. Finally. Almost two years later. Goodbye.
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I am in a Illusion Floating in and out I drift into my heart and see who I really love Brothers, mom, Sister can’t lie that special ex that brought me out of darkness came to mind. Man I love that girl to death. But then swiftly the pain of the world creeped upon me. Showing me all that I have lost. Do I wanna live when the pain out weights the love that I have in my heart. I let go hoping this is the end of the road. I always believed in my heart I wanted to die like a soldier.   Pain in my body turn to pleasure. My soul drifts away... I think I see the flames of hell. Oh **** I guess it may exist...  hmph!! I did what I did, so Imma face it like a man. I’m incorporeal I keep moving seeing the flow that’s traveling me back in time. My childhood quick glimpse... I took a dip. Dinosaur Tyrannosaurus Styracosaurus Megalodon I can see thee Traveling this flow on the rhythm of time. I travel to a time where nothing existed. Only the earth Am I in a grave My heart cold I am alone Are we microbes Traveling this flow on the rhythm of time. I’m in space its a natural mystic vibe The stars Flow by me next the sun I’m a drift “ oh **** its a black pit ” I enter the pit I’m being crushed Gravity is crushing me It’s It’s all around me. I can’t escape... I let go As it crush me from my feet to my dome. This is the end I’m 23 It was fun while it lasted I’m dead I’m gone The young man who lost his love. Gave up in the mind, and his heart cried. I started to long this ending. I’m numb to pain i wanna love I can see the light again. I am an illusion floating in and out Traveling this flow on the rhythm of time I wake up nevermind I’m alive The lone wolf has risen
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Nov 2, 2019
Nov 2, 2019 at 7:50 PM UTC
My Illusion
I am in a Illusion Floating in and out I drift into my heart and see who I really love Brothers, mom, Sister can’t lie that special ex that brought me out of darkness came to mind. Man I love that girl to death. But then swiftly the pain of the world creeped upon me. Showing me all that I have lost. Do I wanna live when the pain out weights the love that I have in my heart. I let go hoping this is the end of the road. I always believed in my heart I wanted to die like a soldier.   Pain in my body turn to pleasure. My soul drifts away... I think I see the flames of hell. Oh **** I guess it may exist...  hmph!! I did what I did, so Imma face it like a man. I’m incorporeal I keep moving seeing the flow that’s traveling me back in time. My childhood quick glimpse... I took a dip. Dinosaur Tyrannosaurus Styracosaurus Megalodon I can see thee Traveling this flow on the rhythm of time. I travel to a time where nothing existed. Only the earth Am I in a grave My heart cold I am alone Are we microbes Traveling this flow on the rhythm of time. I’m in space its a natural mystic vibe The stars Flow by me next the sun I’m a drift “ oh **** its a black pit ” I enter the pit I’m being crushed Gravity is crushing me It’s It’s all around me. I can’t escape... I let go As it crush me from my feet to my dome. This is the end I’m 23 It was fun while it lasted I’m dead I’m gone The young man who lost his love. Gave up in the mind, and his heart cried. I started to long this ending. I’m numb to pain i wanna love I can see the light again. I am an illusion floating in and out Traveling this flow on the rhythm of time I wake up nevermind I’m alive The lone wolf has risen
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some moments can only be described as "aha" paired with a deep sigh of relief or "hmph" followed by a whimper of distress precious memories of time that can only seem to be reciprocated with a guttural noise "mmmmm" as she falls into the arms of another who loves her "aaeehhhhh" as ice water satisfies thirst by the noon July sun moans in childbirth, yelps of fear, grunts of rage, whines between tears swoosh as the end draws near words run they leave just like everyone else and yet, I ponder with words: wordless beauty
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Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 3:13 PM UTC
kerplunk
i began to smile as the very breath leaves my body. my eyes role back. my body goes numb. i shake.. as you stand there with tear stained cheeks.... i cant tell what you feel.. or if youre even going to help me. but im gone.. and i now realize where i stood with yoou.... /:
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Oct 20, 2011
Oct 20, 2011 at 7:11 PM UTC
hmph.... /:
Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring! "Ugh..." Ring! Ring! "Zzhuh? Whafuck?" Ring! Rin- "AHEM, HMPH, ...hello?..." "Hey, Jus?" "Yeah man, who's this?" "Uhh... How've you been? You okay?" "Yeah sure man, I was sleeping but whatever. Who the hell is this?" "..." "Dude, don't waste my time man I'm going back to sleep." "...Wait Justin! ...It's your dad! I just-" "What?... Dad?... Really?" "Yeah! I finally foun-" SLAM Zzzzzzz...
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Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 5:33 PM UTC
Untitled
I have no idea what you're talking about go away ... leave me alone I don't want to do that I don't want to hear it hmph .. he's got some nerve trying to twist my mind I'll let him have it alright if that's what he wants... hmm.... yeahhhh... that's exactly what I'll do WHACK! ahhhhhh.. I feel so much better now good night!
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Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 6:49 PM UTC
Granny's Issues
Dear Self , Sometimes I Wonder What It Would Really Be Like If I Really Took The Time To Love You .. If I Gave You A Chance Instead Of Ripping You Apart Piece By Piece Every Chance You Get .. I Allow So Much To Happen That I Probably Had Control Of .. I Beat You Up For The Hurt That You Had Nothing To Do With But Yet I Expect You To Be Happy Even When You Not .. You Can't Even Allow Anyone Into Your Live Without Living In Your Pass .. Sometimes I Wonder If Your Heart Is Filled With Hatred And Pain Because You Once Love The Unloved Or Is It Someone That Wasn't Good For You Because Your Scared To Trust And To Believe In Something That You Think Or Even Thought Was Real .. But I Just Can't Love When I Don't Know How My Heart Grew Ice Around It .. But I Can't Even Want Or Hope For Someone To Love Me Or Be In My Life When I Can't Even Love And Trust Myself .. Hmph Ain't That Twisted Up ? I Just Want The Unknown For Myself To Conquer What People Said I Wouldn't Conquer But I Have To Gave Myself The Respect That I Deserve Before I Ask Of That From Someone Else.. I Wonder What Life Would Be Like ... I Blamed You For Not Letting The Pain Stop ... But Really The Pain Stopped But You Can Still Feel The Pain Even When It's Over , Because Believe It Or Not You Overcame It .. Now Do Me This Favor Brianna ? Smile Look Into What Your Future Holds In The Palm Of Your Very Own Hands .. Hmph Not That Simple Huh See You Have To See It Or You Will Never See It, Meaning It Will Never Come To Pass But See I Believed In You Even When Others Didn't I Knew You Could Do When You Thought That You Couldn't Do . When Those People Left I Stayed Here But You Over Looked Me , "But Now That You Let You Shine Through You It Has Become Much Easier For Things To Happen For You Saids The Lord." Now Shine Brianna Like I Taught You To Shine .. Walk Like I Taught You To Walk Brianna .. Speak What I Told You To Speak Brianna .. Because That What Makes You Who I Told You To Be .. My Child ☺️
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Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 6:48 PM UTC
The Talk
Dear Self , Sometimes I Wonder What It Would Really Be Like If I Really Took The Time To Love You .. If I Gave You A Chance Instead Of Ripping You Apart Piece By Piece Every Chance You Get .. I Allow So Much To Happen That I Probably Had Control Of .. I Beat You Up For The Hurt That You Had Nothing To Do With But Yet I Expect You To Be Happy Even When You Not .. You Can't Even Allow Anyone Into Your Live Without Living In Your Pass .. Sometimes I Wonder If Your Heart Is Filled With Hatred And Pain Because You Once Love The Unloved Or Is It Someone That Wasn't Good For You Because Your Scared To Trust And To Believe In Something That You Think Or Even Thought Was Real .. But I Just Can't Love When I Don't Know How My Heart Grew Ice Around It .. But I Can't Even Want Or Hope For Someone To Love Me Or Be In My Life When I Can't Even Love And Trust Myself .. Hmph Ain't That Twisted Up ? I Just Want The Unknown For Myself To Conquer What People Said I Wouldn't Conquer But I Have To Gave Myself The Respect That I Deserve Before I Ask Of That From Someone Else.. I Wonder What Life Would Be Like ... I Blamed You For Not Letting The Pain Stop ... But Really The Pain Stopped But You Can Still Feel The Pain Even When It's Over , Because Believe It Or Not You Overcame It .. Now Do Me This Favor Brianna ? Smile Look Into What Your Future Holds In The Palm Of Your Very Own Hands .. Hmph Not That Simple Huh See You Have To See It Or You Will Never See It, Meaning It Will Never Come To Pass But See I Believed In You Even When Others Didn't I Knew You Could Do When You Thought That You Couldn't Do . When Those People Left I Stayed Here But You Over Looked Me , "But Now That You Let You Shine Through You It Has Become Much Easier For Things To Happen For You Saids The Lord." Now Shine Brianna Like I Taught You To Shine .. Walk Like I Taught You To Walk Brianna .. Speak What I Told You To Speak Brianna .. Because That What Makes You Who I Told You To Be .. My Child ☺️
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Suddenly my eyes are open I can't move what is it I am supposed to do? Heavy Breathing (Gasp) Am I Dying? I struggle to move (Hmph) Is someone sitting on me? I move my eyes Total Darkness I hear footsteps My breathing gets heavier. I pray The Our Father. I can move I can breath But I know I am not alone.
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Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 1:17 PM UTC
My Nights (S.P)
H... the word I can't say because every time I try to say the word H... I stutter and stop because when I try to say it I can't even think my mouth goes numb from me getting to caught up in this stupid word H... Hmph who needs it not me I don't need this pitiful word H... I never need it but I try to say it H... I just try... H... H... H... What is wrong with me.? H... Is just a saying H... Is just something you say to someone who's made you mad but you don't ever mean it... H... Is something you would say to your parents when they won't let you go to a party or date a girl H... Something I have to agree to disagree with it gets me every time I will say I have to H... Something myself I totally do not like myself one bit H... Is a strong word... But that's okay because we use it in everyday life H... I can't H... It right I can't H... A word I can't even say right... Although I can't H... The word I can mildly dislike it We can all go with out H...in life we all make mistakes some make more than others but it's not right to H... For the mistakes they have made For all mistakes ive made people look to me and H... I can't stand them for the H... They give me it is hard to cope in a world of H.. For it makes use feel dark deep down hiding the H.. We feel for others I just.. I just... I just don't... I JUST CANT STAND THE FACT OF THIS WORD H... THE WORLD CAN TAKE MY H... AND PUT IT ASIDE H... H... Why do we have to H... Why can't we just have peace and love why is H... The only thing we think about is the constant H..... we feel for this world yea I said it this world this world is filled with constant H... We as people are full of ourselves relying on H... To satisfy our lives But as I stand here I try and try again to say the word i cannot udder H... H... H... H... Why can't i say it? I AM STARTING TO FEEL H.... I AM JUst not okay with the H... I am feeling right now.... Oh I see what is happening I am feeling it the word the H... I feel from the word H... But I will walk on and leave that word alone for a bit.. Well that's a lie and I'm sorry I am trying to stop and get rid of all my H... For that STUPID WORD H... how do I stop it how do I say this stupid word how do I say H... I just want to say it only if it means saying it once how do I say H... I am starting to H... This word Did I ever mention my problem with the dumb things people do? I just H... The stupid things they do... Oh yes now you probably think I H... People no I just H... The stupid things they do I H... It very much so I can't stand it at all and yes going back to this people H... The stupid things I do i can say I am different from the rest yes I may be dumb I may be annoying I may be me but that gives no one the right to H... Me for being who I am... Its so dumb to live in a world that judges you for who you are I H... This place I ******* H... IT GOD **** IT WHY CANT I SAY IT H... H... (ahhhhh) H... H... H... I don't know what to do it kills me that I am the only one who can't say this word... I am afraid of this word I can't stand to hear it so as I go on and on I live in fear that I may one day say the word and when that day comes I will run I don't know where but I will *** from the H... I see and as I run I will H... Myself for all my life I will never forgive myself for saying this word.. If we didn't have H... We would would all live in peace, if we didn't have H... We would have no war, we have to see H... In our lives or we will all not survive... As you see no one is truly happy... Not even me I am sometimes depressed but... ...but we can't live life with H... All our lives ... This word H... Means feel intense or passionate dislike for (someone or something). So as you see you you can H... But you just can't H... Something that loves you... Because of you h... The one who loves you, you just... ... You just Hate yourself...
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Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 11:10 AM UTC
H...
H... the word I can't say because every time I try to say the word H... I stutter and stop because when I try to say it I can't even think my mouth goes numb from me getting to caught up in this stupid word H... Hmph who needs it not me I don't need this pitiful word H... I never need it but I try to say it H... I just try... H... H... H... What is wrong with me.? H... Is just a saying H... Is just something you say to someone who's made you mad but you don't ever mean it... H... Is something you would say to your parents when they won't let you go to a party or date a girl H... Something I have to agree to disagree with it gets me every time I will say I have to H... Something myself I totally do not like myself one bit H... Is a strong word... But that's okay because we use it in everyday life H... I can't H... It right I can't H... A word I can't even say right... Although I can't H... The word I can mildly dislike it We can all go with out H...in life we all make mistakes some make more than others but it's not right to H... For the mistakes they have made For all mistakes ive made people look to me and H... I can't stand them for the H... They give me it is hard to cope in a world of H.. For it makes use feel dark deep down hiding the H.. We feel for others I just.. I just... I just don't... I JUST CANT STAND THE FACT OF THIS WORD H... THE WORLD CAN TAKE MY H... AND PUT IT ASIDE H... H... Why do we have to H... Why can't we just have peace and love why is H... The only thing we think about is the constant H..... we feel for this world yea I said it this world this world is filled with constant H... We as people are full of ourselves relying on H... To satisfy our lives But as I stand here I try and try again to say the word i cannot udder H... H... H... H... Why can't i say it? I AM STARTING TO FEEL H.... I AM JUst not okay with the H... I am feeling right now.... Oh I see what is happening I am feeling it the word the H... I feel from the word H... But I will walk on and leave that word alone for a bit.. Well that's a lie and I'm sorry I am trying to stop and get rid of all my H... For that STUPID WORD H... how do I stop it how do I say this stupid word how do I say H... I just want to say it only if it means saying it once how do I say H... I am starting to H... This word Did I ever mention my problem with the dumb things people do? I just H... The stupid things they do... Oh yes now you probably think I H... People no I just H... The stupid things they do I H... It very much so I can't stand it at all and yes going back to this people H... The stupid things I do i can say I am different from the rest yes I may be dumb I may be annoying I may be me but that gives no one the right to H... Me for being who I am... Its so dumb to live in a world that judges you for who you are I H... This place I ******* H... IT GOD **** IT WHY CANT I SAY IT H... H... (ahhhhh) H... H... H... I don't know what to do it kills me that I am the only one who can't say this word... I am afraid of this word I can't stand to hear it so as I go on and on I live in fear that I may one day say the word and when that day comes I will run I don't know where but I will *** from the H... I see and as I run I will H... Myself for all my life I will never forgive myself for saying this word.. If we didn't have H... We would would all live in peace, if we didn't have H... We would have no war, we have to see H... In our lives or we will all not survive... As you see no one is truly happy... Not even me I am sometimes depressed but... ...but we can't live life with H... All our lives ... This word H... Means feel intense or passionate dislike for (someone or something). So as you see you you can H... But you just can't H... Something that loves you... Because of you h... The one who loves you, you just... ... You just Hate yourself...
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