"gonzalez" poems
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Knowledgehater Gonzalez
July 30, 2012 ·
Promises....
I hold u and wonder what
You'll be like when ur old
I can only promise u won't
Go hungry unloved or cold
But I can't promise ur life
Will not have pain or sorrow
But my blood, my liver, or bone
Marrow are all urs to borrow
Lol or keep but I can't promise
Ull feel accepted by peers
Can't promise u happiness
Or that u won't cry tears
I can promise to never
Steal a girl from u
But I can't promise what actions that
Other humans will do
I can promise to leave u money
My assets my ear and shoulder
But I can't promise to teach u much
But the basics when ur older
I can promise to clothe u
Or support u in ur arts
But I can't protect u from betrayal
Or a painful broken heart
I can give u all I have
And teach u all I know
But I don't have all the answers
To questions as u grow
I can't promise we won't fight
Or that u won't hear me cuss too
But I can promise that with all my heart
That I will always love u
I can promise to guide u the best
Way I know how to do
can u accept knowing i dont have to
understand u to love u
I can't promise that the boogeyman
In a way doesn't exist
But I can promise wutever demon
Haunts u, I will help u resist
I can't promise not to
Border being hypocritical to u
But it's only because I have seen what
A life of indulging can do
So I promise that I wont always tell
U wut u wanna hear
But I promise to only give my
Opinion then back off as u steer
Wutever u choose even if
It's not my favorite or i feel its not best
i will still support u if u want *******
to hold tight ur dress
cuz if that's wut u truly want
I will love u all the same
Cause ur my son no matter what u
Do or who it is u became
I promise to respect and remain
The friendship we grow to have
Just promise me you'll sympathize
when im strict ur all that i have
if u need someone to talk to
dont think u cant tell me ur sins
cause my love for u never ends like
a circle so dont keep me from things
in your life so i can help cuz
U were the one who saved my life
If ur life was an event on Facebook
I'd hit going! Comment and "like"
see how much I love u tyke?
so much I'd use a cheesy example to
Explain myself, cause looking dumb
Means nothing if it's for u
Cause I'll be the next John Q
I'd do whatever it takes
Cause that I can promise
But some things are not made
For me to be in control of and some
things are out of ur control too
But for what I can't promise I can
Promise I'll be there for u through
The pain it will bring,
And when my opera fat lady sings
I will die happy knowing I got to
Experience the most greatest thing
Which is being ur father
Cause it proved to all those that think
I wasn't capable of greatness
wrong Cause ur the greatest thing
I've ever done or I'll ever do
Next to being there for u
And I promise to do all I can do
If its possible to promise it to u
Promise to be honest with u
And to accept what I don't like
Cause in the end I'll love and support
Anything u chose to do in life
...I love u Juju
Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 12:22 AM UTC
If you Aspire to be successful and Dedicate yourself,
Then you will meet your Goals.
However, If you succeed
And fill yourself with Greed,
You are living a life full of Failure.
-Willie Rios-Gonzalez
Nov 10, 2018
Nov 10, 2018 at 3:35 PM UTC
this party sux.
the boy who invited me was my first boyfriend
in ninth grade and i still want to make-out on his parents water bed.
i shuffle out into the cold air, carbon-dioxide puffs visible as i exhale.
i make my way to the apartment complex where i used to *** cigarettes from Jeff
- floor 3, room 57, shaggy, enjoys Jose Gonzalez tunage.
laying on my favorite bench,
with my hair falling over the sides to the sidewalk covered in gum
that now looks as black as the cement roads,
i take a visual photograph
~ aesthetical phenomenon.
i save this stargaze.jpg into my file entitled,
‘show me something memorable when i get Aspergers’.
inside i hear shrill cheering and glasses clinking. it must be midnight, already.
a tingle of relief runs down my spine. i’d rather spend my first few minutes of the New Year focused on the one thing i put above most.
the universe and i have developed
interpersonal secrets, theories, stories, feelings, et cetera.
he knows everything about me. i know nothing of him.
Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 8:37 PM UTC
I may not always reply to messages. I may not always answer calls. I may not be on time. I may not say anything at all.
It isn't that I don't care. It isn't that I am unkind. It isn't that I am ignoring. It isn't that I have no time.
It is that I finding strength. It is that I'm healing. It is that I am fighting a fight. It is that I am always healing.
I am on a journey. I am searching within myself. I am quietly observing. I am always in caring.
To you, don't think I am forgetting. To you, don't take it the wrong way. To you, know how much you mean. To you, sometimes I just can't say.
This is, how I live on a daily. This is, sorry for transgressions. This is just a glimpse. This is, my life struggle with depression.
This Is my confession...................
Copyright © Jose Gonzalez 4/18/2016
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 9:57 AM UTC
My Heart is parched and my Soul runs low of strength,
rumblings from within in hunger for Love.
I must ration myself as I journey alone,
keeping reserves of what I have to offer.
I carry seeds of love and devotion close to me,
so they are not grown in haste.
I store in carefulness of what is tucked away,
so not as to lose for what may be ahead.
Does that me beggarly? A poor soul to pity? Soured by bitter drink?
No, for I am wiser in knowing of my travels,
To wait for the feast, of The Harvest of Love, when it is time.
Copyright © Jose Gonzalez 2015
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 12:18 PM UTC
I weep for your loss my friend,
unimaginable the heartbreak that you feel.
My soul shakes to the grief that you are enduring,
as a moment of your life is a saddened one.
Know that you need not journey alone in this time,
as I am here to walk along the way in company.
For when it may feel as you can no longer walk on,
You can lean on me, supported, encouraged,
and as a friend in caring.
From my heart to yours, soul to soul,
I travel by your side, a Brother in arms.
Strength, Peace, and Love be with you!!
Copyright © Jose Gonzalez 1/11/2016
Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 12:43 PM UTC
Like an Amorphophallus titanum she has become. Desiring to be the queen of the garden, or dreaming to embellish the gardens of Japan. Sometimes pretending she’s dressed in pastels and sweetness. “Magnolia”, she cries to me, I can hear the pain in her words,I see her soft tears. I look down, There’s petals in the bathroom floor. I lick her lips, they taste like Desire, she desires me,I look at her brown eyes and I see how much she wants me, she wants me to be good to her, she wants me to make her feel beautiful again, I have failed her, I know I did. “I’m sorry” I ashamedly whispered still looking at her dark sad fire eyes.
By: Massiel Gonzalez
March 13,2019
Apr 8, 2019
Apr 8, 2019 at 1:53 AM UTC
was one of the first poets
to comment on my work
here on Hello Poetry.
He's a fantastic poet
and has been a friend.
I'm dedicating this poem to him.
*SHORES
i
rise
from
the
limpid
waves
aqua
and
sapphire
the
currents
drag
at
my
feet
i
have
stayed
on
the
other
shore
long
only
catching
glimpses
of
a
far
land
but
now
i
am
close
enough
to
see
its
sands
each
grain
a
diamond
sparkling
in
my
mind's
eye
the
sand
is
diamond
the
trees
emerald
the
sky
opal
yet
the
shores
i
left
behind
are
familiar
and
i've
stayed
there
a
little
while
are
there
familiar
faces
here
also?
the
waves
drag
then
i
see
Him
His
hand
beckons
on
the
shore
i'm
approaching
He
stands
before
a
multitude
of
other
faces
some
i
recognize
comfort
comes
and
acceptance
and
serenity
but
He
will
allow
me
time
time
to
say
goodbye*
Sep 25, 2015
Sep 25, 2015 at 11:19 AM UTC
Let me dream, fallen at the Angels feet. Let me rest, night filled by her image. Let me drift, within currents of her soul. Let me wander, searching in hopes of finding. Let me wake, new in day of being closer, finding the one!
Copyright © Jose Gonzalez 2016
Apr 15, 2016
Apr 15, 2016 at 11:27 AM UTC
I believe my life is outside with me
I believe my cherished is counting on me
I believe my other half is hiding
I believe my everything is laughing
I DONT believe she will figure me out though
I dont believe she will find me
I dont believe shes looking in the right places
I dont believe shes gonna find me... But im excited!
YOU KNOW WHY?
Im only playing hide and seek with my daughter! Lol
☝️Jose gonzalez
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 1:03 PM UTC
I still wake up in a panic
wondering where you are,
Not remembering til i think hard ....
oh ya she left me ...And it's hard
Cause seven years of waking up
From night terrors to u by my side
Is now the backdrop for a cruel
Joke when I forget u said bye
Some nights I actually deny
The fact inside my sick head
And tell myself ur in the bathroom
So I can go back to bed
Less poetic and more
Pathetic trust me I know
But withdrawl from love is the worst
Withdrawl &Trust; me i would know
But don't think I don't know
I'm better off with u travellin
So I'm either ******** plain
Stupid or really like the challengin'
I guess it's hard imaginin'
A day now that me u and Ju
Can ever sit down together and
After all we been through
That's sad but I know that
We can't even be friends now
Ur a pig headed chicken head with
horse powered madness of mad cow
A sheep who always follows
Temptation as ur wool is over
Ur eyes and even if not ur sights
Still obstructed til ur sober
but "oh baby baby it's
A wild world...
It's hard to get by
just Upon a smile girl"
And I may miss u and still
I love u but I hate u equally
And u can visit ur son still just
because u can't have him legally
&Take; him for the night don't
mean U should write him off
And make him suffer for choices
u made resulting in u now not
Being able to take him
when the **** will u awaken
How many hearts must u be breakin
He shouldn't be feeling Forsaken
So whenever ur done vacation
At Club prescription Med
Maybe u should come Visit ur son
Before u overdose and are dead
But I said what I said I'd say
Plus more so ill walk away
From this poem like u did the
Home we built for 7years but hey
U were never very sentimental
Just very mental I guess
But I'm never far if u truly need
me just look in a mirror at ur chest
"Your on my heart just like a tattoo"
- Jordan sparks-
-Knowledge "hater" Gonzalez-
Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 10:26 PM UTC
Battle tested, never resting, my heart has the scars to show. Armor cracked, sword has dulled, even in the sun, they no longer shine. Horse long gone, feet raw and swollen, yet always at the ready to go.
King in the making, ready to fight, no need to wear a crown. Taking to the fields, army of one, if must to defend it all. A knight of Heart, love to the end, even when laid to rest in ground.
A Knight in always Shining Armor? or a Knight Who Fights in Battle to the end?
Copyright © Jose Gonzalez
Apr 15, 2016
Apr 15, 2016 at 11:32 AM UTC
Abolish my soul to the firey morbid collision u call ur heart,
I dont reject the presence of lust and attraction to honor you my lady,
Filth and fire are standard to acomplish the tradegy we both deserve.
Feels so good!.
☝️Jose gonzalez
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 12:48 PM UTC
Im gulity of IG watching you,
Wishing i could talk to you.
Its funny i know nothing about the person in pics,
But i gotta say one thing if i may insist.
Ur smile is crippling in aspects of pain,
It feels to me whenever ur hurt...it rains.
Those eyes of gravity can pull on my pride,
But with no hesitation id go for the ride.
I open my eyes as i ascend to you,
Find myself being more then a friend to you.
☝️Jose gonzalez.
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 11:48 AM UTC
How I miss the Siren's song,
as I lay castaway at sands meeting of ocean.
To hear again the melody that draws my very soul,
into waters of peace and endless beauty.
In the stillness of day and night,
of the glimmer of sun or moon,
I still look, listen, and wait for the song that has enchanted me once before......
Copyright © Jose Gonzalez 2015
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 12:21 PM UTC
Her mind intrigues and provokes thoughts of The Heavens and The Universe.
Her Heart inspires unconditional love and innocence, being born again before her.
Her Soul makes one stilled in awe of her Radiance, ready to worship of her warmth.
Her Beauty captures me in wide eyed wonderment as if with new eyes always.
Her Body is a sculpture that an artist would run his hands, in admiration of her being.
She is like Art, inspiring, appreciated, loved, and that moves men in deep meaning.
A vision of a classic work of Art by The great Art Masters of history,
I see her depths and complexities, her workings and meanings, envisioning all that she is, within the gallery of my Soul.
I am an observer of Her......... Truly Beautiful.
Copyright © Jose Gonzalez 2014
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 12:10 PM UTC
I still gaze upon the ocean of distance,
sometimes lost in the voice that carries upon the waters.
wishing to whisper a song of heart,
to be carried upon the winds to her ears in the night.
I still stop upon these shores in deep thoughts,
then looking skyward, willing a shooting star to where she is,
in hopes that she will see, to know, it is a part of me I send!!
Copyright © Jose Gonzalez 1/11/2016
Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 4:17 AM UTC
Oh how I wish to draw you near,
to bite your lip and feel you tremble in my arms.
To whisper things of us in your ear,
and set us free from all our places of harms.
If I could only start this moment here with you,
we would have a whole new world together instead of being apart.
I'd look deep in your eyes, it's then you'd realize,
just how far down this feeling goes.
We'd breathe each other in, hands pressed into skin,
no longer scared to wherever this goes.
If you could only know, if you only felt how I feel,
you'd understand what it is that I see.
Kisses pressing on your skin,
following every part like dew on a rose.
Our hands clasped ever so tight,
feeling the beats of our hearts grow.
There'd be no other way, words we don't have to say,
just intertwining into the unknown.
My only wish would be,
for this and you to know!
I know, I know, I know, these feelings will just lay still,
floating in the well of my silenced heart.
I'd show, I'd show, I'd show, how much you mean to me,
if I didn't keep it in the dark.
Will it ever end, with no means to begin,
and no way to let it out?
All the times you've been near, I've shaken in my fears,
yearning all the time for you.
Wanting, desiring, time keeps expiring,
why did this have to be? Loving and yearning,
our souls are set burning, oh God please set me, free!
As I'm only left,
behind to walk in the shadows of love.
Copyright © Jose Gonzalez 9.21.2018
Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 3:08 PM UTC
Wednesday, 14th of February 2018, 7.00pm,
" breaking news, a mass-shooting happened today in Florida, American authorities are calling this the worst school shooting in U.S.A's history "
6 minutes and 20 seconds,
That's all it took,
17 confirmed dead,
15 injured,
Countless more lives ruined,
All in under 10 minutes,
No parent should ever have to hug their child,
So tight,
Just because it might be the last time they'll ever say goodbye,
No kid should ever have to be afraid of their school hallway,
Or be afraid of who's standing in the classroom doorway,
No kid should ever wonder if this day will be their last,
And no parent should ever have to bury their kid,
Six feet out of their reach,
So this is for Scott,
And for Alyssa,
For Martin,
And for Nicholas,
Not forgetting Aaron,
This goes to Chris,
And Luke,
For Cara,
And for Gina,
Joaquin and Alaina,
Meadow, Helena, and Alex,
Carmen and Peter,
You are all in our hearts,
Let's face it,
The Floridian community of Douglas,
Will never go back to " normal "
So, Washington? Trump?
Riddle us this?
When is this going to be added to your list of " proud American traditions "?
There are too many heavy hearts,
Too many dark days,
Too much chaos and confusion,
For this to be swept under the carpet again,
Just like the last time,
We aren't even a quarter of the way into 2018,
Yet there has been over 30 mass-shootings since the beginning of January,
So here's to the people who aren't accepting the truth,
Who are too " confused " to realize what's going on,
For the people who haven't woken up to the fact,
That there were unidentified bodies,
Sitting cold in that school for over 24-hours,
And do not tell me I am too young to know what I'm talking to you about,
I stand alongside Emma Gonzalez, and the hundreds of young people across the globe,
This isn't just for our lives,
This is for everyone's lives,
Since when did " don't shoot nice people " become such a controversial statement?
Since when did school safety become a debatable, two-sided matter?
So I will join my fellow marchers,
And yell loudly and unapologetically,
Until they hear our voices,
In the words of Emma Gonzalez,
Adults like it when we have strong test scores,
But not when we have strong opinions,
We are Marching For Our Lives,
And this is our legacy.
Feb 14, 2019
Feb 14, 2019 at 8:16 AM UTC
looking for a cause.
whether it be raising money for cancer
or
ending the stigma around mental illness.
Looking for some home.
if it's at Joann's
or
if it's at briarpatch
Looking for a good song.
down the line- jose gonzalez
incoherent love songs- p.s eliot
17- youth lagoon
And lastly, looking for addiction.
alcohol
marijuana
cigarettes
adderall
Jan 11, 2018
Jan 11, 2018 at 8:11 AM UTC
Im looking for a women who can grace my heart.
Talks about LOVE, CULTURE, andSCIENCE even about ART.
Ponder we may about everyday.
looking at the lights in the sky which are too far away.
Understanding eachother with life learning speech.
But beside my own heart together we breach.
In all hopes of an ending in which we can share.
Together well stand with our hands in the air!.
☝️Jose gonzalez.
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 11:45 AM UTC
I WANT:
Someone who can tare down buildings with me.
Someone who will rebuild them with me too.
Someone who cries when not sad.
Someone that smiles when not happy.
Someone who makes you dream without sleeping.
Someone who is strong without muscles.
Someone who is talking about me right now.
Someone who wants me forever.
Someone who doesnt. (lol)
Someone who can hurt without saying a word.
Someone who can heal without touching.
☝️Jose gonzalez.
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 11:38 AM UTC