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i had a thought. i ran out of my room, down the hallway, and into the bathroom. i wriggled out of my worn down, tie dye shirt. hopping up and down as i pull off my high-waisted jeans, pulling my pant leg with my foot as i trample the dark denim to the ground. i stand there naked, in front of the harsh, full length mirror. combing my fingers through my natural, wavy hair. i contort my face in disgust, cocking my head slightly to the side. i close my eyes, and take one deep breath in. when i open my eyes, the reflection staring back at me is a thin, natural beauty. Her smooth ivory skin glows in the silvery reflective glass. Her stomach is flat and toned. Her ******* lay on Her chest in perfect proportion to the rest of her petite frame. i run my fingers down the sides of my body. my palms trailing along, dipping and rising with the mounds beneath my skin. i close my eyes and open them again, this time taking my reflection for what it really is. i am fat. my skin is pink and spotted with freckles the colour of blood. my stomach hangs low, covering the part a man should see when i'm naked. my ******* are big. but not in the way you'd like them to be. they lay there, sort of lop-sided. hanging just above my ribs. Another place for fat to take over. the cuts on my thighs are hardly noticable next to all that fat i can see tears in the eyes of the reflection staring back at me, but i am numb. i thought correctly. i am fat. i am ugly. Nobody in their right mind would want to love me.
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Nov 13, 2012
Nov 13, 2012 at 6:18 PM UTC
the thought of being naked.
i had a thought. i ran out of my room, down the hallway, and into the bathroom. i wriggled out of my worn down, tie dye shirt. hopping up and down as i pull off my high-waisted jeans, pulling my pant leg with my foot as i trample the dark denim to the ground. i stand there naked, in front of the harsh, full length mirror. combing my fingers through my natural, wavy hair. i contort my face in disgust, cocking my head slightly to the side. i close my eyes, and take one deep breath in. when i open my eyes, the reflection staring back at me is a thin, natural beauty. Her smooth ivory skin glows in the silvery reflective glass. Her stomach is flat and toned. Her ******* lay on Her chest in perfect proportion to the rest of her petite frame. i run my fingers down the sides of my body. my palms trailing along, dipping and rising with the mounds beneath my skin. i close my eyes and open them again, this time taking my reflection for what it really is. i am fat. my skin is pink and spotted with freckles the colour of blood. my stomach hangs low, covering the part a man should see when i'm naked. my ******* are big. but not in the way you'd like them to be. they lay there, sort of lop-sided. hanging just above my ribs. Another place for fat to take over. the cuts on my thighs are hardly noticable next to all that fat i can see tears in the eyes of the reflection staring back at me, but i am numb. i thought correctly. i am fat. i am ugly. Nobody in their right mind would want to love me.
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I turned the corner, entering the Italian sculpture collection at Le Louvre, delighting in the smells and quiet sounds of the museum. I walked slowly down the creaking wood floored corridor, ignoring the Dirce, the Nymph and the Scorpion, till I came to Antonio Canova’s Psyche Revived by Cupid's Kiss. I gazed at it lazily, longingly, savoring its sensuality, love, and tenderness. It was beautiful, beyond belief, exquisite. It evoked so many emotions, to the point of being overwhelming. I stared at it, losing myself, in time and reverie, wishing I could love and be loved with such intensity. “It’s beautiful, “I heard a feminine whisper in my ear. I could feel the warmth of her breath on my neck. “Yes,” I replied, slowly, instinctively, coming out of my trance, and turning towards the voice. Our eyes met, locked, I couldn’t look away, as if bewitched, her incandescent blue eyes fathomless, tender, worldly, looking, seeing deep into my soul. I could feel her in me, like a new born kitten exploring every nook and cranny. It was slightly unnerving, knowing she could wander, at will, unfettered, and yet calming, even comforting. As I regained my sense, I recognized her and stared, incredulously, until she said, softly, sweetly, “je m’appelle Seraphine.”   She moved in a bit closer, cocking her head towards my right ear, and whispered, “It is my favorite, it's so tender and passionate, the way he holds her, kisses her, the way only a god could.” I noted her tone, the way she said it, with such confidence, as if she knew, from experience, what it was like, to be kissed, loved, by a god.   She gently pulled back a bit, looked me in the eyes, like a child looking at a puppy. She was beautiful, preternaturally beautiful, a paragon, goddess like. I just stared at her in awe. “I think we’ve seen each other around Paris”, she said softly, smiling, “and may have bumped into each other in the Metro.” “Yes, I think we have,” I replied, as she extended her right hand, as a queen would, to a knight. I didn’t know if I should  kneel and kiss her hand, or shake it. I took her hand in mine, it was soft, warm, moist. I could feel her youth, femininity, life in her hand. I shook it, gently, stopped, slightly released my grip, our hands slid apart, touching, sliding, caressing down our fingers, stopping ever so slightly at the tips, before releasing. The ecstasy of her touch. I longed for more. I heard her sigh, my eyes moved from her hand, to her lips, finally to her eyes. I smiled and said, almost in a whisper, “Je m’appelle Damien.”
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Jul 6, 2019
Jul 6, 2019 at 3:48 PM UTC
Séraphine, Chapitre no 4, Le Louvre (vampire erotica)
I turned the corner, entering the Italian sculpture collection at Le Louvre, delighting in the smells and quiet sounds of the museum. I walked slowly down the creaking wood floored corridor, ignoring the Dirce, the Nymph and the Scorpion, till I came to Antonio Canova’s Psyche Revived by Cupid's Kiss. I gazed at it lazily, longingly, savoring its sensuality, love, and tenderness. It was beautiful, beyond belief, exquisite. It evoked so many emotions, to the point of being overwhelming. I stared at it, losing myself, in time and reverie, wishing I could love and be loved with such intensity. “It’s beautiful, “I heard a feminine whisper in my ear. I could feel the warmth of her breath on my neck. “Yes,” I replied, slowly, instinctively, coming out of my trance, and turning towards the voice. Our eyes met, locked, I couldn’t look away, as if bewitched, her incandescent blue eyes fathomless, tender, worldly, looking, seeing deep into my soul. I could feel her in me, like a new born kitten exploring every nook and cranny. It was slightly unnerving, knowing she could wander, at will, unfettered, and yet calming, even comforting. As I regained my sense, I recognized her and stared, incredulously, until she said, softly, sweetly, “je m’appelle Seraphine.”   She moved in a bit closer, cocking her head towards my right ear, and whispered, “It is my favorite, it's so tender and passionate, the way he holds her, kisses her, the way only a god could.” I noted her tone, the way she said it, with such confidence, as if she knew, from experience, what it was like, to be kissed, loved, by a god.   She gently pulled back a bit, looked me in the eyes, like a child looking at a puppy. She was beautiful, preternaturally beautiful, a paragon, goddess like. I just stared at her in awe. “I think we’ve seen each other around Paris”, she said softly, smiling, “and may have bumped into each other in the Metro.” “Yes, I think we have,” I replied, as she extended her right hand, as a queen would, to a knight. I didn’t know if I should  kneel and kiss her hand, or shake it. I took her hand in mine, it was soft, warm, moist. I could feel her youth, femininity, life in her hand. I shook it, gently, stopped, slightly released my grip, our hands slid apart, touching, sliding, caressing down our fingers, stopping ever so slightly at the tips, before releasing. The ecstasy of her touch. I longed for more. I heard her sigh, my eyes moved from her hand, to her lips, finally to her eyes. I smiled and said, almost in a whisper, “Je m’appelle Damien.”
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Someone undeserving of my devotion, ugly and beautiful, whispers that scratch up all my dreams, crazy glue, a strutting rooster, cocking its vibrant scarlet head back and forth, a wolf crooning into the night, only to eat me a minute later, an ornately decorated box, containing a demon of possession, a precious ******* up vinyl record, an expensive bugatti that everyone wants but no one can get, a snake, venomous, but protective of her eggs, really just scared, a lamppost that's tired of it's job.
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Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 3:22 PM UTC
Synonyms (for you)
1. Inhaling poison like it’s a sweet spring breeze, an antidote to the pounding heart and aching stomach empty of comfort or substance Meeting with pavement in a tiger’s crouch fingers float toward parted lips awaiting the taste of relief in the form of smouldering leaves. 2. One tentative epidermis approaches another tendons and ligaments straining, aching for contact attempting nonchalance in the lamplight privacy of early morning, cocking ears to detect voyeuristic insomniacs who would disturb the disorderly expressions of early experimentation. 3. White lady dusting the concrete path, sterile and unconfined laid new before careful feet making their way to shiny metal boxes bundled in seasonal expectations they trudge through stardust on their way to blood borne obligations, leaving behind careless tracks in ****** flesh 4. Blazing sun presses down on shoulders hunched behind compact table tops peddling penny prologues to unabashed strangers bartering unwanted pocket change for rejected trinkets haggling over half-dried finger paints and unfinished chess sets rescuing garish afghans from dusty closeted life.
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Oct 17, 2012
Oct 17, 2012 at 7:33 PM UTC
Concrete Drawbridge
Me and the crew riding around in the PT Cruiser. Soda oozin' out the cup like the one of Biggest Loser. Don't let the insults be spiky, like the shell of King Koopa. Goin' back and forth : we in the movie Looper. Be chill like the Buddha. Dude, uh, I think you dropped your burger. Electric surger blew up like the Time Warner merger. The inside of our place on fire ; The officer called us liars. Wanted to throw us in the manor on the Cliff of Briar. Yeah, it's an American Horror Story. Being profiled because of ethnicity, We're Mexican, see, But we're not gonna steal something worth $3.50. Looking at us like monsters of Loch Ness. Yeah, we may come from a pool of cess But you're simply too incredulous To think of a time other than 1955. You can ruin our lives And throw us in jail in the blink of an eye. Don't even need to find A shred of evidence to kick our behind. You feel like we're behind your back Cocking our guns with a slight click-clack. About to shoot them off with a ratatatat While we're caressing our "gang tats". But that's not how it is. You think we all give weapons to kids?
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Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 3:09 PM UTC
chicano channel
The room was clouded with wisps of smoke, the smell of cheep tobacco mixing with the foul fetter of Budweiser's. Heavy boots crowded the compact living room, some pacing on the floor, others resting on stools, and one certain pair standing on the couch. As the evening waned, their owners smoked and drank and composed. The fan droned on above the huddle of men, attempting to counter-act the thick, humid air and suffocating clouds of smoke. Likewise, the window hung open, a slight breeze entering in, attempting to remind the men that outside there was spring. However, not even the sweet smell of growing grass and greening pine trees could awaken the thinking mass of musicians. Under the soft whirring of the fan hummed a gentle strum of acoustic guitars, two were in sync, one was free to do what he pleased. At first the song was melancholy, an almost sickening minor protruding through the chords. However, the two guitars which played this mournful tune were soon over-ruled by the lone guitar, this guitar introducing an almost ****** tune, sweet with lively colors, walks in the park; moody with aromatic evenings spent in wild-flower fields and peaceful nights sitting by the river, fishing and playing Texas Hold'em for pennies. This strum of chords soon awakened the other musicians and as their ears perked up to the sound their eyes fell upon the man, the man with the boots that stood on the couch. As the groups' gaze circled onto the man, he finished with a lulling C sharp minor and pulled the smoldering cigarette from his mouth, cocking his head towards the men and smirking ever so slightly as he proclaimed in his proud, deep, southern accent, an eyebrow raising to mark their heedfulness, "And there, gentlemen, is true music."
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Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 12:02 PM UTC
Musicians
The room was clouded with wisps of smoke, the smell of cheep tobacco mixing with the foul fetter of Budweiser's. Heavy boots crowded the compact living room, some pacing on the floor, others resting on stools, and one certain pair standing on the couch. As the evening waned, their owners smoked and drank and composed. The fan droned on above the huddle of men, attempting to counter-act the thick, humid air and suffocating clouds of smoke. Likewise, the window hung open, a slight breeze entering in, attempting to remind the men that outside there was spring. However, not even the sweet smell of growing grass and greening pine trees could awaken the thinking mass of musicians. Under the soft whirring of the fan hummed a gentle strum of acoustic guitars, two were in sync, one was free to do what he pleased. At first the song was melancholy, an almost sickening minor protruding through the chords. However, the two guitars which played this mournful tune were soon over-ruled by the lone guitar, this guitar introducing an almost ****** tune, sweet with lively colors, walks in the park; moody with aromatic evenings spent in wild-flower fields and peaceful nights sitting by the river, fishing and playing Texas Hold'em for pennies. This strum of chords soon awakened the other musicians and as their ears perked up to the sound their eyes fell upon the man, the man with the boots that stood on the couch. As the groups' gaze circled onto the man, he finished with a lulling C sharp minor and pulled the smoldering cigarette from his mouth, cocking his head towards the men and smirking ever so slightly as he proclaimed in his proud, deep, southern accent, an eyebrow raising to mark their heedfulness, "And there, gentlemen, is true music."
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Stamped, I said; don't you dare let go of my hand. Until the day my breath and your hair turn silver. Holding my jugular, I let you watch me undress daily My love for you was bulletproof, but you're the one who shot me What you don't know, is you missed the cavity I romanticised the cocking and pulling nightly, murdering beauty. I ran away from home, to sleep in a manger I ran from a man, a man I never knew Same genes, same jeans. Denim was my choice, and yours. Rotten, like and old pair. Chromosomes. I lay on your thick neck The weight of a field mouse, tiny bones, pulled, curled in the straw, invisible to everyone but you Your shoes always faced upwards Walking the line where the barbed wire tore your chest Your heart was a runway, our family horse, chocks away Twelve stitches, those same twelve stitches in my mother's neck, at twelve years old, Twelve years on and it's taking thirteen to heal I learnt how to pick locks at eight years old, A lost boy in the body of a girl, skin of a thistle, no **** Purple and armoured A chameleon soul, belonging to no one No compass due north, a ***** needle She said; 'Baby, you're like cyanide, and I liked you for that.' I believe in madness Holding your breath for sixty seconds, because you can Like a bird flying into a windscreen voluntarily Throw me into it, If i'm going, i'm going, Pull me down harder, bind my ankles to make a tail Hit me harder, hit me until I find it acceptable to hit back, No halves, of the halves that halve us in half I'm all
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Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 11:46 AM UTC
***** Needle
Stamped, I said; don't you dare let go of my hand. Until the day my breath and your hair turn silver. Holding my jugular, I let you watch me undress daily My love for you was bulletproof, but you're the one who shot me What you don't know, is you missed the cavity I romanticised the cocking and pulling nightly, murdering beauty. I ran away from home, to sleep in a manger I ran from a man, a man I never knew Same genes, same jeans. Denim was my choice, and yours. Rotten, like and old pair. Chromosomes. I lay on your thick neck The weight of a field mouse, tiny bones, pulled, curled in the straw, invisible to everyone but you Your shoes always faced upwards Walking the line where the barbed wire tore your chest Your heart was a runway, our family horse, chocks away Twelve stitches, those same twelve stitches in my mother's neck, at twelve years old, Twelve years on and it's taking thirteen to heal I learnt how to pick locks at eight years old, A lost boy in the body of a girl, skin of a thistle, no **** Purple and armoured A chameleon soul, belonging to no one No compass due north, a ***** needle She said; 'Baby, you're like cyanide, and I liked you for that.' I believe in madness Holding your breath for sixty seconds, because you can Like a bird flying into a windscreen voluntarily Throw me into it, If i'm going, i'm going, Pull me down harder, bind my ankles to make a tail Hit me harder, hit me until I find it acceptable to hit back, No halves, of the halves that halve us in half I'm all
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They nickel and dime me So money can't find me While debt keeps climbing With inconvenient timing A note reading foreclosure Spells my doom As a realtor's brochure Sells my room Poverty looms Over my head As everything is taken Even the bread And what I use to bake it They come with a gun Demanding that I run They tell me I can't stay here Police presence engenders fear So this place I once held dear Will no longer be near And the bank Maintains rank Over the poor Locking the door So I hit the floor Hatred in my core I adopt an attitude Of eat or be eaten This simple platitude Will get me beaten Money isn't that hard to make If that's all you're trying to do Yet they take all they can take Like they've got something to prove They don't mind Separating bees from the hive Power is control money buys So the rich are seen as wise Even if they're destroying the world Forcing families from their homes And now the rocks they hurl Are delivered by drones From lethality to loans We're stripped to the bone And feel all alone On a planet of exploitation It's tough to live the full duration When we're stuck at a bus station Called placation Where the wealthy do what they want Because they have money to flaunt Giving them status and power To build their ivory tower By evicting delinquents And bombing huts A dog-like sequence We're treated like mutts The cumulus accumulate Usurping heaven's gate Creating a second rate Decrepit estate For us to deflate Into a state Of hate And wait For a mate To feel great So our slate Has low weight But once it gets late We ask for a rebate We run for the frivolous But that fun is insidious And it's slowly killing us From emptiness filling us We withdraw into shells Of similar mundane hells Until the bank comes knocking Then into the streets we're flocking While they're progress blocking And pistol cocking We kneel and worship them Begging for mercy They're the problem's stem Yet we wear their jersey Which is absolute insanity But money controls humanity
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Jun 3, 2018
Jun 3, 2018 at 12:57 AM UTC
Foreclosure
They nickel and dime me So money can't find me While debt keeps climbing With inconvenient timing A note reading foreclosure Spells my doom As a realtor's brochure Sells my room Poverty looms Over my head As everything is taken Even the bread And what I use to bake it They come with a gun Demanding that I run They tell me I can't stay here Police presence engenders fear So this place I once held dear Will no longer be near And the bank Maintains rank Over the poor Locking the door So I hit the floor Hatred in my core I adopt an attitude Of eat or be eaten This simple platitude Will get me beaten Money isn't that hard to make If that's all you're trying to do Yet they take all they can take Like they've got something to prove They don't mind Separating bees from the hive Power is control money buys So the rich are seen as wise Even if they're destroying the world Forcing families from their homes And now the rocks they hurl Are delivered by drones From lethality to loans We're stripped to the bone And feel all alone On a planet of exploitation It's tough to live the full duration When we're stuck at a bus station Called placation Where the wealthy do what they want Because they have money to flaunt Giving them status and power To build their ivory tower By evicting delinquents And bombing huts A dog-like sequence We're treated like mutts The cumulus accumulate Usurping heaven's gate Creating a second rate Decrepit estate For us to deflate Into a state Of hate And wait For a mate To feel great So our slate Has low weight But once it gets late We ask for a rebate We run for the frivolous But that fun is insidious And it's slowly killing us From emptiness filling us We withdraw into shells Of similar mundane hells Until the bank comes knocking Then into the streets we're flocking While they're progress blocking And pistol cocking We kneel and worship them Begging for mercy They're the problem's stem Yet we wear their jersey Which is absolute insanity But money controls humanity
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As they tie the white blindfold On my eyes They line up the FIRING Line see if I do not stand brave **** **** **** cocking of rifles* Are explosions in my ears Fearless I hold Your picture in hand and take the Bullets Crainial Spatail gasps Lungs collapsing My last thoughts hinge on your White ******* as my tounge finds The gunmetal taste of skin Your haunting laugh Screaming in frequencies Unheard mere mortals I reach the throne room of the gods With a knife hidden in my boot *Did you think I would forget? Your scent still hangs on me Electrical I squeeze out each last Drop of Malice upon a silent hotel room Even though the news on mute taunts me With polite smiles reminiscent of your taut hello A year I spend standing in the rain Trying to wash the scent of you from my skin Your taste on my lips Leaving corpses Hollow in your wake The Forked Tongue she spills Poison in my wine each time I turn towards the candle  light Until one night I caught her in my Bed You have no Idea for what you ask Until at once you understand I take your hand Like the moth I rip the wings from your back You twitch and ****** on waves of pain as I bring you ever closer to the flame Your thorax structure spasms of ecstasy Won't you light me up? As the beast gives rise Parting porcelain thighs divine I find god's stash of ***** tapes in the closet When I was searching for A reason not to empty the Entire clip into my chest Each bullet carved With your name in Perfect Cursive I break into your house while you are out with your new boyfriend And I lie on your bed that we used to lie in I cradle the pistol in my pocket I keep reaching down to feel As if I have forgotten it Flicking the safety Off On Off On Off On Off On Off On Off On Off On **** Chambering the first Nine millimeter Hollowpoint   As I hear your front door open And you flick The porch light on Bathing the moonlit yard In artificial light The Roses red I spent my last $12 dollars on Wilt on the kitchen counter While in the hall you kiss his neck and Unzip his name-brand jeans Leading him to your bedroom door
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Mar 19, 2013
Mar 19, 2013 at 10:54 PM UTC
Screamed poetry
As they tie the white blindfold On my eyes They line up the FIRING Line see if I do not stand brave **** **** **** cocking of rifles* Are explosions in my ears Fearless I hold Your picture in hand and take the Bullets Crainial Spatail gasps Lungs collapsing My last thoughts hinge on your White ******* as my tounge finds The gunmetal taste of skin Your haunting laugh Screaming in frequencies Unheard mere mortals I reach the throne room of the gods With a knife hidden in my boot *Did you think I would forget? Your scent still hangs on me Electrical I squeeze out each last Drop of Malice upon a silent hotel room Even though the news on mute taunts me With polite smiles reminiscent of your taut hello A year I spend standing in the rain Trying to wash the scent of you from my skin Your taste on my lips Leaving corpses Hollow in your wake The Forked Tongue she spills Poison in my wine each time I turn towards the candle  light Until one night I caught her in my Bed You have no Idea for what you ask Until at once you understand I take your hand Like the moth I rip the wings from your back You twitch and ****** on waves of pain as I bring you ever closer to the flame Your thorax structure spasms of ecstasy Won't you light me up? As the beast gives rise Parting porcelain thighs divine I find god's stash of ***** tapes in the closet When I was searching for A reason not to empty the Entire clip into my chest Each bullet carved With your name in Perfect Cursive I break into your house while you are out with your new boyfriend And I lie on your bed that we used to lie in I cradle the pistol in my pocket I keep reaching down to feel As if I have forgotten it Flicking the safety Off On Off On Off On Off On Off On Off On Off On **** Chambering the first Nine millimeter Hollowpoint   As I hear your front door open And you flick The porch light on Bathing the moonlit yard In artificial light The Roses red I spent my last $12 dollars on Wilt on the kitchen counter While in the hall you kiss his neck and Unzip his name-brand jeans Leading him to your bedroom door
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" its all ******** she mouthed cocking a drunken head and lighting a broken cigarette I looked her up,                          up,                              up, and down again. "Between just us as friends it'll be fine just fine in the-" "I know." as she looked away she showed me soft grace a wrinkled nose and tired eyes posture of those patron saints I poured out two gins taking both she smiled both gone not a single sip saved. "You're beautiful" I mumbled and she smirked. Made upward movement taking a lucky she brought fire up to the tip. Lips pursed together tongue pushing spit around the dirt at my feet. When we were done she lay back arching those fluttered eyes aching muscles the auburn curls her smile as i played our sighs together. Petting heavy heavy as the world sitting on my worried head.
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Oct 7, 2013
Oct 7, 2013 at 9:19 PM UTC
********
It sat there, as still as the dead, waiting. It had to keep very still; it was listening, waiting for the right feeling. It checked, cocking its head to the side. Nothing yet. If it could huff, it would have. It had been there all day yesterday and all night. Waiting. It shook its head; the sun would surely be out soon. It suddenly felt a bit insecure – would all this work, this art it had worked so hard to build, be for nothing? It shifted its spindly legs; it was getting uncomfortable just waiting. It stretched them out long, then retracted them once again. It was still listening; still waiting. How much time had passed? A minute? Two? An hour? It wished it could tell time. Yet, it acknowledged, it didn’t need to. It could make art, and it could eat and it could walk. That was enough it really needed, in the end. It admired its artwork this time – really admired it, with its sweeping symmetry and complex patterns. It had simply outdone itself. It felt quite proud, and might’ve rubbed its legs together for joy, if it had not been for the small vibration it felt. It paused. It titled its head left, maybe it could hear more that way. Nothing. No; wait. There was something…yes! It licked its lips. Quickly and with so much joy it could hardly contain itself, it scrambled up from its position between the apex of the leaning wooden shovel and the wooden wall of the little shack. It felt the vibrations more furtively now, and that just made it crawl all the faster. It scurried until it finally reached its prey. Once, it almost felt sorry for the poor thing. But that once had been long ago, and now, it knew the wickedness of the world all too well. It had to take every chance it got when it came to spinning. It approached the buzzing creature with compassion. It spoke in hushed tones as it slowly wound the fly in its silk – a soft lullaby of peace and serenity. The fly seemed to like this, for it yawned and almost drifted asleep. Slowly, so very slowly, the fly’s multi-lensed eyes drifted closed, a calmness coursing through its body. Suddenly, the fly's eyes burst wide open. Oh, the taste! What a delicacy this was, oh what wonderful juice! It lost itself in a haze of crimson. Nearly torn apart in ecstasy, it smiled, teeth glowing with what little moonlight there was. The fly stared back at it, aghast and eyes filled with cold, dead fear. This was its favorite part. Dinner.
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Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 3:25 PM UTC
La Araña
It sat there, as still as the dead, waiting. It had to keep very still; it was listening, waiting for the right feeling. It checked, cocking its head to the side. Nothing yet. If it could huff, it would have. It had been there all day yesterday and all night. Waiting. It shook its head; the sun would surely be out soon. It suddenly felt a bit insecure – would all this work, this art it had worked so hard to build, be for nothing? It shifted its spindly legs; it was getting uncomfortable just waiting. It stretched them out long, then retracted them once again. It was still listening; still waiting. How much time had passed? A minute? Two? An hour? It wished it could tell time. Yet, it acknowledged, it didn’t need to. It could make art, and it could eat and it could walk. That was enough it really needed, in the end. It admired its artwork this time – really admired it, with its sweeping symmetry and complex patterns. It had simply outdone itself. It felt quite proud, and might’ve rubbed its legs together for joy, if it had not been for the small vibration it felt. It paused. It titled its head left, maybe it could hear more that way. Nothing. No; wait. There was something…yes! It licked its lips. Quickly and with so much joy it could hardly contain itself, it scrambled up from its position between the apex of the leaning wooden shovel and the wooden wall of the little shack. It felt the vibrations more furtively now, and that just made it crawl all the faster. It scurried until it finally reached its prey. Once, it almost felt sorry for the poor thing. But that once had been long ago, and now, it knew the wickedness of the world all too well. It had to take every chance it got when it came to spinning. It approached the buzzing creature with compassion. It spoke in hushed tones as it slowly wound the fly in its silk – a soft lullaby of peace and serenity. The fly seemed to like this, for it yawned and almost drifted asleep. Slowly, so very slowly, the fly’s multi-lensed eyes drifted closed, a calmness coursing through its body. Suddenly, the fly's eyes burst wide open. Oh, the taste! What a delicacy this was, oh what wonderful juice! It lost itself in a haze of crimson. Nearly torn apart in ecstasy, it smiled, teeth glowing with what little moonlight there was. The fly stared back at it, aghast and eyes filled with cold, dead fear. This was its favorite part. Dinner.
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So, it’s three in the morning and a man in a gorilla suit is running across my lawn. Quigley runs figure-eights—yapping, yelping. The light in McKevitt’s window flickers on then off—he doesn’t see this **** stumbling and slopping about the dark yard, pulling at the plush love handles of his unwieldy suit—its zipper just visible in blue moonlight. He’s trying not to step on the little black dog nipping at his paw. I pace at the window hoping he will leave. I pace some more and fumble at the nightstand for a cigarette. I beat my chest to scare this thing away and though I feel foolish, I grunt. I grunt and expect him to listen to reason— he doesn’t and collapses near the shed. Quigley watches him—curiously cocking his head. He licks the rubber face with his pink tongue thinking this monkey’s me—not well at all and sopped in booze. I get under the cold sheet. I toss. I turn. I curse the ****** ape well into morning. I hit snooze until I’m sure he’s gone. This has been going on for weeks I beat my chest and show my teeth. I pace the dark room—smoking, grumbling. I consider buying a bigger dog, a bigger gun. I send him death threats, then love notes. Nothing works— I can’t shake this monkey from my back. So excuse me for calling at this odd hour to howl about my primate problem—the chimp on my shoulder. or maybe a bonobo? (you know, the one that made life with me so hard.) In any case, he’s my problem now and tonight he’s knocking at the door
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May 10, 2010
May 10, 2010 at 8:05 AM UTC
Primates
So, it’s three in the morning and a man in a gorilla suit is running across my lawn. Quigley runs figure-eights—yapping, yelping. The light in McKevitt’s window flickers on then off—he doesn’t see this **** stumbling and slopping about the dark yard, pulling at the plush love handles of his unwieldy suit—its zipper just visible in blue moonlight. He’s trying not to step on the little black dog nipping at his paw. I pace at the window hoping he will leave. I pace some more and fumble at the nightstand for a cigarette. I beat my chest to scare this thing away and though I feel foolish, I grunt. I grunt and expect him to listen to reason— he doesn’t and collapses near the shed. Quigley watches him—curiously cocking his head. He licks the rubber face with his pink tongue thinking this monkey’s me—not well at all and sopped in booze. I get under the cold sheet. I toss. I turn. I curse the ****** ape well into morning. I hit snooze until I’m sure he’s gone. This has been going on for weeks I beat my chest and show my teeth. I pace the dark room—smoking, grumbling. I consider buying a bigger dog, a bigger gun. I send him death threats, then love notes. Nothing works— I can’t shake this monkey from my back. So excuse me for calling at this odd hour to howl about my primate problem—the chimp on my shoulder. or maybe a bonobo? (you know, the one that made life with me so hard.) In any case, he’s my problem now and tonight he’s knocking at the door
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A paradox in itself But then I saw her there across the room through flocks and flocks of 'beautiful' silly seagulls --               frivolously flocking,                                             pecking at the shiniest trash that flutters by Only to swallow pass flock, peck again -------------------------------------------------------------- She intrigued my mind    through the eye I saw her beak was flat                                y no craning,                   crooning neck                                   l                                            and could not f for she had no wings ... maybe we do not care to fly! -------------------------------------------------------------- Like the Red Sea She-Moses split through the flock to me, beakless surrounded by chronically cocking faces all but one,                                                                       all alone She had been                                                     too ------------------------------------------------------------- Now next to me                                                                                                       No wandering eye could care in soundless conversation proclaimed we                        are together as one we surely gleamed as gold too bright for gulls to see               ...Mastur-consolation? ------------------------------------------------------------- And so it's true we were                   alone                                together perfect paradoxical bliss
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Jan 6, 2013
Jan 6, 2013 at 6:58 PM UTC
Alone Together~
A paradox in itself But then I saw her there across the room through flocks and flocks of 'beautiful' silly seagulls --               frivolously flocking,                                             pecking at the shiniest trash that flutters by Only to swallow pass flock, peck again -------------------------------------------------------------- She intrigued my mind    through the eye I saw her beak was flat                                y no craning,                   crooning neck                                   l                                            and could not f for she had no wings ... maybe we do not care to fly! -------------------------------------------------------------- Like the Red Sea She-Moses split through the flock to me, beakless surrounded by chronically cocking faces all but one,                                                                       all alone She had been                                                     too ------------------------------------------------------------- Now next to me                                                                                                       No wandering eye could care in soundless conversation proclaimed we                        are together as one we surely gleamed as gold too bright for gulls to see               ...Mastur-consolation? ------------------------------------------------------------- And so it's true we were                   alone                                together perfect paradoxical bliss
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There is for everything under heaven a time, And mine has come, And mine has been, And mine has become history, And so now time for something new, For someone new, Someone with whom to enjoy The benefit of all the lessons learned With me, Someone fresh and unsullied By our mistakes And our cocking up, The rows and the stupid misunderstandings, A bright new future in Those sunny uplands we oft discussed, Those painful conversations We both hated to perceive the truth of Have come home at last to roost, For everything under heaven A time comes, For everything and everyone A time also leaves, So now I am left, Now I am alone, As perhaps Indeed Should be.
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Jul 16, 2022
Jul 16, 2022 at 10:41 AM UTC
Time
Well, my fault, your fault, their fault, his fault, her fault The fault line runs through us all Rubbing off here and there, shattering the unshattered Creating curved corners, wobbly lines, pointing toward Leaning posts for us to ponder, procrastinate... Perhaps cocking a leg to listen and learn Or be bullied down the chorus of blame Well....if they hadn't done that.... Or if I'd just said or done that..... Would things have been different? The edges neat and tidy... To see what's coming round all the corners The unshattered, negating seven years bad luck So keep the straight and narrow Refuse to open the boxes and look into the unlooked 'Control' will be your friend, sticking rigidly by you side But what about the alt...alternative...the delete....acceptance??? Will your blindfold mar your pathway to living Missing the signpost at the fork in the road.....
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Aug 7, 2012
Aug 7, 2012 at 8:14 AM UTC
Whose fault...anyway
*Rain pattered on all roofs And Cattle clattered their hoofs The locals gathered in groups Cocking guns ready to shoot Thinking that probably the brutes Had once again returned to loot*
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Aug 17, 2015
Aug 17, 2015 at 7:58 AM UTC
RUSTLERS
i. one ground to another runs itself rock and rock in the unclosed pebbles of dirt open to aching at the wire your father fixes for free in the canceled warning of crow made gauze for blacktops poured not wholly over a woman- she a belt buckle drunk pocked full the called back joy of a pop gun. ii. over glass I go with my milk bottle feet to church after church past mirrors sick and doctored. iii. needs hisself a dog he does the speechless boy drawn mother to his own mute breast - so he clicks the roach of his tongue makes a hole with the hole in his sock makes tunnel sounds. iv. my aunt’s ear like a deformed thumb. my aunt dreaming she says for two. my aunt changing her mind, her mind a mid-bread knife. v. soldiers able to turn in the throat a chicken bone straight. vi. for muscles: jaw down nightly the door of a stove, jaw it up, and salute. vii. tiny cups cured with sugar cubes and stilled with steam taken from a skinned train-born pig, a train of blackest fur. viii. about ladders and war, about the devil- a man stands on his hands in three feet of water. about god- marco. marco. ix. the blue dolls and the gray dolls and the care with which the chosen choose cloth and after all of it some meat colored cloth. x. water knows your lips, and mine; takes our mouths on faith. xi. *top teeth on the skin of an apple. top teeth mine. a test of joy, joy’s age. mama stepping on a scale holding my brother. mama putting him down, cocking her head, picking him up. asking for a towel. asking nicely be a good brother. the towel, hot from bread, sick with ants. heavy my mouth with sorry sorry. my slapped mouth, my loved love. mama’s hands back from hell. dish soap mama hands uncut by the hair long had by my head.*
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Jul 5, 2012
Jul 5, 2012 at 9:23 AM UTC
the hard living of clones
i. one ground to another runs itself rock and rock in the unclosed pebbles of dirt open to aching at the wire your father fixes for free in the canceled warning of crow made gauze for blacktops poured not wholly over a woman- she a belt buckle drunk pocked full the called back joy of a pop gun. ii. over glass I go with my milk bottle feet to church after church past mirrors sick and doctored. iii. needs hisself a dog he does the speechless boy drawn mother to his own mute breast - so he clicks the roach of his tongue makes a hole with the hole in his sock makes tunnel sounds. iv. my aunt’s ear like a deformed thumb. my aunt dreaming she says for two. my aunt changing her mind, her mind a mid-bread knife. v. soldiers able to turn in the throat a chicken bone straight. vi. for muscles: jaw down nightly the door of a stove, jaw it up, and salute. vii. tiny cups cured with sugar cubes and stilled with steam taken from a skinned train-born pig, a train of blackest fur. viii. about ladders and war, about the devil- a man stands on his hands in three feet of water. about god- marco. marco. ix. the blue dolls and the gray dolls and the care with which the chosen choose cloth and after all of it some meat colored cloth. x. water knows your lips, and mine; takes our mouths on faith. xi. *top teeth on the skin of an apple. top teeth mine. a test of joy, joy’s age. mama stepping on a scale holding my brother. mama putting him down, cocking her head, picking him up. asking for a towel. asking nicely be a good brother. the towel, hot from bread, sick with ants. heavy my mouth with sorry sorry. my slapped mouth, my loved love. mama’s hands back from hell. dish soap mama hands uncut by the hair long had by my head.*
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Atop the frail ego she mounts her merciless machine gun with which she mows down any speckle of personality that dares flicker amongst her immediate surroundings, until only her presence alone can remain untarnished and unfettered by sadistic, sardonically summarized ridicule, luminous and majestically radiating with solitary supremacy. Oh, the splendorous grandeur of self-indicted superiority, the rush of power and authority from diminishing another's essence with ruthless categorical association, the incomparable ecstasy of using their own positive attributes as their rudimentary flaws. Viscerally volatile, the cocking of the mocking gun's hammer is to be recognized as the phrase "You're just trying to be______". This is critical, for all too well she knows to a certainty that at the most essential level, one is only simply trying to be. And when you attack a person's will to try, their will to be, then you are taking aim at the one vital aspect of their existence which they hold any discernible dominion over: their character. The slaying is heinous and orgasmically fulfilling, for how can the perennial, separatist worship of Self be indulged in among so many of these "others"? But oh how exhausting it must be, the perpetually cyclic nature of the task. How can she ***** a light that doesn't exude from a distant source, but is a brother beam of the source they share? How does she extinguish the reflection of a flame off the water? Like fireflies on summer nights they disappear only to reappear again, somewhere else, reminding her of the irrevocable, irreducible power of being born and reborn again in the new moment. The self-aware ******** audacious enough to love themselves. How much of it do they really think they can withstand? Reload.
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Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 8:53 AM UTC
Identity Theft
Atop the frail ego she mounts her merciless machine gun with which she mows down any speckle of personality that dares flicker amongst her immediate surroundings, until only her presence alone can remain untarnished and unfettered by sadistic, sardonically summarized ridicule, luminous and majestically radiating with solitary supremacy. Oh, the splendorous grandeur of self-indicted superiority, the rush of power and authority from diminishing another's essence with ruthless categorical association, the incomparable ecstasy of using their own positive attributes as their rudimentary flaws. Viscerally volatile, the cocking of the mocking gun's hammer is to be recognized as the phrase "You're just trying to be______". This is critical, for all too well she knows to a certainty that at the most essential level, one is only simply trying to be. And when you attack a person's will to try, their will to be, then you are taking aim at the one vital aspect of their existence which they hold any discernible dominion over: their character. The slaying is heinous and orgasmically fulfilling, for how can the perennial, separatist worship of Self be indulged in among so many of these "others"? But oh how exhausting it must be, the perpetually cyclic nature of the task. How can she ***** a light that doesn't exude from a distant source, but is a brother beam of the source they share? How does she extinguish the reflection of a flame off the water? Like fireflies on summer nights they disappear only to reappear again, somewhere else, reminding her of the irrevocable, irreducible power of being born and reborn again in the new moment. The self-aware ******** audacious enough to love themselves. How much of it do they really think they can withstand? Reload.
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This is the time this is the place to erase a trace of the human race and not to spare them a moment of grace burning like the mace- in their eye but who'll hear their cry the moment before they die bake their brains like ms. lovelette's meat pies it might sound a little shocking hearing 9's cocking bag over your face while my music's rocking people laughing and mocking as you get your eyes pulled out we laugh while you shout you know i'm about to freakout and let your body rot in the nuclear fallout **** the nations i'll leave you shaken like a haitian bombing radio stations me plus you equals X solve the equation X is death X is death X is death
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Aug 13, 2014
Aug 13, 2014 at 12:33 AM UTC
X'd Out
“It’s all ******** She mouthed cocking a drunken head and lighting a broken cigarette.                                 up,                           up,   I looked her up,         and down again.       "Between just us us friends it'll be fine just fine in the-" "I know." As she looked away she showed me soft grace a wrinkled nose and tired eyes posture of those patron saints. I poured out two gins taking both she smiled. Both gone She saved not a single, sip. "You're beautiful" I mumbled and she smirked. Made upward movement taking a lucky she brought fire up to the tip. Lips pursed together tongue pushing spit out toward and around the dirt at my fumbling feet. When we were done, the smoke clinging to those auburn curls. She lay back arching. Those fluttered eyes, drove my aching muscles, reaching for her open smile, as, with slippery digits I played our sighs together. Petting heavy heavy as the world sitting on my worried head. Watch it crack under pressure The gory puddle of my expressions in her lap.
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Oct 20, 2013
Oct 20, 2013 at 2:24 PM UTC
******** Rework A.K.A. It Would Make Things Too Complicated
Once upon a time, there was a rose, that grew, on the moon. One morning, it was dawn break, and it was in bloom. The petals had uncurled, an aromatic scent lingered out, and for some reason, one curious little mind, woke up much too early, to find this scent, in their nose. Only to find the moon, in the sky, bright and full, and a rose scent, all around. Cocking their head, they just knew, that this didn’t make sense! It was morning, not night, and why, oh why, would the moon, smell of a bouquet, of roses, and not a handful, of stardust? This mystery, must be solved, they pondered, but how? A ladder maybe? One really, really tall? Made of twigs, and branches, tied together, hastily? No, that’s silly, it’s just the, moon. There can’t be, a rose, on there, but they smell it. Maybe if they wait, and stay up, just a little bit, too late. Do you think, the moon, might be in, a lake? Get a boat, a couple of paddles, and you’ll get a whiff of it, I promise.
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Dec 5, 2023
Dec 5, 2023 at 12:13 PM UTC
Rose Moon in Bloom
She stands there, simply, cocking her head like a dog. She doesn’t understand the glare of your eyes or the dip of the corners of your mouth. She is innocent, staring at her Converse, toes turned in, hips jutted out. She twiddles her thumbs, pulls at her shirt, just so her eyes don’t have to meet yours. You take her in your arms, but she pushes you away, taking with her the perfume smell of gardenias that you miss.
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Jan 23, 2013
Jan 23, 2013 at 4:15 PM UTC
What You Miss
Moon so full and Look so lonely but oh So beautifully bright Tonight. Oh, look! A dragon Breathing fire Going to eat you. Now it is a Woman's face Going to kiss you. Alone again, Not a clouds Around you. Not even The winds Blowing. Not a sound of Airplane in Site. Not even the Last trip train Horns tonight. Or the usual Cars speed up Their tires. Not even the Dogs barking or Roasters cocking. You've been Up early Tonight. What Are you Thinking?
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Oct 4, 2016
Oct 4, 2016 at 6:01 AM UTC
Black Moon