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"casserole" poems
i. you took the clouds and dyed them, used droplets of food coloring so the sky would almost always look like it was in mid-sunset, aching for the moon. ii. tomato vines, tomato vines tangled on you and you are not even mine. iii. songs that stopped being beautiful after you left me iv. they named cottage cheese after the first place we watched the food network and pretended to make a casserole for our family of six.
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Sep 19, 2013
Sep 19, 2013 at 5:31 PM UTC
tomato vines
I started with my dress, The white one with the black flowery design. I added my black scarf, draping it Casually around my head, Trying to stop my thoughts from drifting To what I was dressing up for. I slipped on my sandals and then Slipped out the door, Not slamming it because that felt like An ending. I didn’t want another ending. Walking into the church, The temperature went up 50 degrees, And my anxiety went up 100. I shook hands with the extended family, Hugged your widow, And comforted your grandchildren. I made it through the opening liturgy, Your favorite hymn, and the obituary. I even stopped my tears from falling During your granddaughter’s touching eulogy, When she started sobbing up there on the altar. Afterwards, I sat through the meal, Everything tasting like cardboard in My mouth as the temperature kept increasing. Near the end of the night, When the church was clearing out, I went back to the food, Craving a final bite of cheesy potato casserole Before I could finally leave this night behind. Yet when I get there, The tray is cleaned out, And there is no more cheesy potato casserole. That’s when I finally break down and sob. I didn’t get that last bite of Cheesy potato casserole.
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Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 3:11 PM UTC
That Last Bite of Cheesy Potato Casserole
Thread. Pierce. Weave. Her leathered fingers pulling it though from one single taut line, until it forms a flowing tapestry of a quilt. She forgets. The mail. The laundry. The casserole that burned her house down. The threads are her memories that have been lost. Each one a moment, a place, a person. She forgets. Their names. These threads are the last she will weave. Family acts as thread. The quilt that catches her as she falls farther from herself into an image as faded as the last photo of her husband. Thread. Pierce. Weave. Thread Pierce Weave. She forgets. The quilt. The daughter finds it, and sees a half spelled out name. She forgets. Her name. The daughter brings her mother her memories. The daughter helps guiding her mother’s hand. Thread. Pierce. Weave. Thread. Pierce. Weave. Thread. Pierce. Weave. Threads become patches, patches from the cloth. Thread. Pierce. Weave. Thread. Pierce. Weave. Mother and daughter weave together an inheritance. The quilt is finished, a single name. She utters the name she has been trying to find. She remembers. Her Grandson.
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Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 4:10 PM UTC
Thread
Muffins in the oven Music in my headset Smells wafting through the house Egg and hash-brown casserole waiting to be made Silent people sleeping mere feet away. Today is a good day.
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Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 8:16 AM UTC
Today
I want that kinda love like the way Obama looks at Michelle I want that kinda love Like Cinderella in her happliy ever after fairytale I want that kinda love thats brings you Heaven in the mist of all hell I want that kinda love thats gonna be there for you at the lowest point in your life when you fail. I want that kinda love that if you start Looking into thier eyes you will be put under a spell I want that kind of love that Feeds your mind knowlege until you both feel Faded. I want That kinda of love that takes you high and gets your spirit Elevated I want That kinda of love that keeps you going and movatived. I want That kinda love where you keep on all your clothes but still be exposed like your naked. I want That kind of love thats scared Yes that kinda of love. I want that kinda love Fitting me like a cold hand to warm glove I want That kinda Love expressed through the lycis that Jill Scott sings, That kinda love of how much joy and life loves brings That kind of love Manifesting the many blessings That India Arie Compassionate kinda love That kindred Family soul kinda love That make soul glow, and your spirit Grow kinda love That poetic hip hop lauren Hill kinda love That Vivian and Uncle Phil, Jada and Will kinda love Yes That Kinda Love As it Washes away my pain and let me dance in your love like the Summer rain Kissed by a rose kinda love Let's Cherish the day as if were are lyrics to the music sung by Sade. Old school R&B; kinda of love That Smooth Jazz kem music kinda love That maxwell fortunate kinda love That Babyface Whip Appeal so I know its real kinda love That Cliff and Clair Huxtable Honorable and responsible Kind of love. That Unlimited, Unconditinal, Uncommon Kind of Love. That Purpose driven, On a Mission, Bringing The vision to fruition kinda love 1 Corinthians 13 kind of love You'll be My King and Ill be you Queen kinda of love That Hebrew Royalty Showing loyalty kinda love I want that nourish your soul like Grandmas Homemade Turkey and biscuits casserole kinda love. I want that Acts 6:3 kind of man with faith, prayer, and a plan. I want a God fearing man who genuinely understands. I want a Relationship like Boaz and Ruth, Taking the journey together living in the Truth I want a love that will fight for me just as Jocob did For Racheal and I promise I'll always be faithful. Let it be Pleasing to God's sight just as Leah But yet As wise As Solomon and The Queen of Sheba kinda love I want that 1 John 3:18 Kind of love That Unforseen kinda Love As we Build like Noah and Nehemiah, But Weep together like Jeremiah kinda of love I want that Serve like Sammuel And Pray like Daniel Kinda of love. That love me like Christ Kinda of Love. Yes That is my Kinda of love.
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Jan 16, 2017
Jan 16, 2017 at 8:05 PM UTC
"Kinda Love"
I want that kinda love like the way Obama looks at Michelle I want that kinda love Like Cinderella in her happliy ever after fairytale I want that kinda love thats brings you Heaven in the mist of all hell I want that kinda love thats gonna be there for you at the lowest point in your life when you fail. I want that kinda love that if you start Looking into thier eyes you will be put under a spell I want that kind of love that Feeds your mind knowlege until you both feel Faded. I want That kinda of love that takes you high and gets your spirit Elevated I want That kinda of love that keeps you going and movatived. I want That kinda love where you keep on all your clothes but still be exposed like your naked. I want That kind of love thats scared Yes that kinda of love. I want that kinda love Fitting me like a cold hand to warm glove I want That kinda Love expressed through the lycis that Jill Scott sings, That kinda love of how much joy and life loves brings That kind of love Manifesting the many blessings That India Arie Compassionate kinda love That kindred Family soul kinda love That make soul glow, and your spirit Grow kinda love That poetic hip hop lauren Hill kinda love That Vivian and Uncle Phil, Jada and Will kinda love Yes That Kinda Love As it Washes away my pain and let me dance in your love like the Summer rain Kissed by a rose kinda love Let's Cherish the day as if were are lyrics to the music sung by Sade. Old school R&B; kinda of love That Smooth Jazz kem music kinda love That maxwell fortunate kinda love That Babyface Whip Appeal so I know its real kinda love That Cliff and Clair Huxtable Honorable and responsible Kind of love. That Unlimited, Unconditinal, Uncommon Kind of Love. That Purpose driven, On a Mission, Bringing The vision to fruition kinda love 1 Corinthians 13 kind of love You'll be My King and Ill be you Queen kinda of love That Hebrew Royalty Showing loyalty kinda love I want that nourish your soul like Grandmas Homemade Turkey and biscuits casserole kinda love. I want that Acts 6:3 kind of man with faith, prayer, and a plan. I want a God fearing man who genuinely understands. I want a Relationship like Boaz and Ruth, Taking the journey together living in the Truth I want a love that will fight for me just as Jocob did For Racheal and I promise I'll always be faithful. Let it be Pleasing to God's sight just as Leah But yet As wise As Solomon and The Queen of Sheba kinda love I want that 1 John 3:18 Kind of love That Unforseen kinda Love As we Build like Noah and Nehemiah, But Weep together like Jeremiah kinda of love I want that Serve like Sammuel And Pray like Daniel Kinda of love. That love me like Christ Kinda of Love. Yes That is my Kinda of love.
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so it begins when it begins blasé grass serrates past herds of carabao dreaming anxiously of the day's toil; the countryman stilts through mounted in gray mountain with dippers, casserole, mirrors with imprints of ******** clad women and women who are (really ******** clad) ready for bathing work, collections of red days and even tenderly the ***** sing attenuated songs of rooming-houses — the crunch of basil over the afternoon. waft of a pasture's death my eyes well up rivers and ponds of elation. dog days, feral nights limp behind rusted kennels and makeshift asylums there is nothing left of the world (this small world that only rises when bellows of festivities harangue the many streets bending in them, the curve) men moving from neck to neck of bottles — (in the north there is only four corners of bottle: gin, pristine brook; in the Visayas is the redolent Vino Kulafu of the same potency) plucked out of the vermilion and on benched careening on half-painted gates crooning Sinatra gets stabbed, bloodied on the floor, named after elegies; native chicken held upside down and beheaded as many blacker days stifled; what do you make out of this? carabaos, equines, hens line up the slaughterhouse behind the TODA; you know a fine day when it happens — breaking eggs against the lip of the kaldero. crumbled archaic sensurround, barrage of simmer round the clock cycling before the child wakes and wails to suckle our mothers, faster than repose of milbrightlions of stars falling asleep to silent radios, leaving windows open revisited by the eve of cold.
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Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 10:24 PM UTC
Plaridelius
so it begins when it begins blasé grass serrates past herds of carabao dreaming anxiously of the day's toil; the countryman stilts through mounted in gray mountain with dippers, casserole, mirrors with imprints of ******** clad women and women who are (really ******** clad) ready for bathing work, collections of red days and even tenderly the ***** sing attenuated songs of rooming-houses — the crunch of basil over the afternoon. waft of a pasture's death my eyes well up rivers and ponds of elation. dog days, feral nights limp behind rusted kennels and makeshift asylums there is nothing left of the world (this small world that only rises when bellows of festivities harangue the many streets bending in them, the curve) men moving from neck to neck of bottles — (in the north there is only four corners of bottle: gin, pristine brook; in the Visayas is the redolent Vino Kulafu of the same potency) plucked out of the vermilion and on benched careening on half-painted gates crooning Sinatra gets stabbed, bloodied on the floor, named after elegies; native chicken held upside down and beheaded as many blacker days stifled; what do you make out of this? carabaos, equines, hens line up the slaughterhouse behind the TODA; you know a fine day when it happens — breaking eggs against the lip of the kaldero. crumbled archaic sensurround, barrage of simmer round the clock cycling before the child wakes and wails to suckle our mothers, faster than repose of milbrightlions of stars falling asleep to silent radios, leaving windows open revisited by the eve of cold.
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Be afraid. The breakdown of civilization is at the hands of our well-meaning, overly thrifty, spoon-wielding mothers. Be very afraid. They are entranced by spices and covering condiments, pepper and powder, onion and garlic galore. Gingerly they add cumin and dill, cinnamon, nutmeg or cloves with thyme to add sage and curry, parsley, paprika and allspice. Their casseroles become zombie food as the dead reanimates. These cheese-added monsters, hungry for mystery-meat, render brains to mush and bind our bowels. They stiffen our gait with numbness and nausea until we are rendered victims of another pepto-pandemic. And in the night of the living dead, feeding us salt in a casserole apocalypse, we panicked victims become the casseroles we consume. Now paralyzed in fear by the light of the open refrigerator.
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Dec 15, 2011
Dec 15, 2011 at 1:00 PM UTC
In a Casserole Apocalypse
I’m thinking of a place With a monkey and a sled A brand new jar of cottage cheese Just resting on the bed An envelope with butterflies Upon the stamp it wears And a basement sitting at the top Of someone else’s stairs ~ A very special place Where the beach is at your door And multicolored tangerines Will help you mop the floor A casserole with tuna In a bowl of cocoa beans Where a question is an answer Or at least that’s what it seems ~ A place where you will notice That the sun it always shines And toaster ovens tick away Below the shuttered blinds Jeopardy is on the tube Wherever you may go Antiques shuffle down the street As every road will show ~ When you are in this special place A trolley will say hi A weeping willow sings a song As it forgets to cry Hibiscus on the front porch Welcome all who do drop in The price it has been lowered As the morning comes again ~ You’ll see while in this special place A necklace on a whale And smiles at the dollar store They always are on sale A seagull and a crescent moon Now share the skies above But most of all while in this place You’ll see that you are loved ~ You will learn this special place It lives within my heart To offer you a haven When we find we are apart A sanctuary nestled deep That forever will be true For here within this special place I always will love you
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Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 7:15 AM UTC
A Special Place
There’s a place of perfect simmer where the flame runs just so high, never quite to boiling over, neither still a tepid bath.    At least that’s what you insisted to me in your frustration at my inability to find a soft place to land between pulses of ecstasy and re-heated casserole.    Even still you love me like a whirlwind loves the dust, gathering it in by picking it up, steadying it's spin by collecting debris.    I thought we would make a respectable tornado, together, instead I find myself breaking loose from your gentleness and destroying homes, alone.    If only the weather could tell us whether we were headed for perfection or destruction.    If only the *** I stir could be a crystal ball. If only I could love you as much as I do.
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Jun 29, 2014
Jun 29, 2014 at 2:09 AM UTC
A Dichotomous Love
The things you find when you leave your husband, are not the things you think you'll find. A missing earring, a couple of quarters, a dime, a nickel and three pennies all stuck behind the makeup. Those are the things you're happy to see. Those are the safe things. The things that make you think, "oh, well it's a good thing I'm finally cleaning out this cupboard." But then, then you stop. Because you aren't just cleaning up. It's not spring, this isn't a cleaning rampage. This is packing. This is leaving. This is the hardest thing you've ever had to do and no one is there for you. This isn't anyone else's battle to fight. It's a long time coming, 6 years of tears. 6 years of laughing. it's the laughing that made you stay. All the conversations about being so unhappy. All the friends who have said "Well, if he really makes you that unhappy why don't you leave?" As if the difference between happy and unhappy is as easy as I want it to be. Like hopscotch. Because what if it's all true? What if the reason you're unhappy is because you are "An embarrassment as a wife? Who can't cook. Who can't clean. Who dropped out of school. Who barely has a job. You're embarrassed 'cause I'm yelling? How do you think I feel?" If all that is true then leaving won't make you happy. Leaving isn't going to change anything but your address, marital status and financial situation. Leaving won't solve the problem, staying will. Staying, there's no way in hell you're staying. You might have a snowballs chance out there but in here you're already dead. Slowly every time you remember it isn't true. I can cook, pasta, casserole, chocolate chip cookies and stir fry. I make bacon and eggs, pancakes and waffles, coffee and cigarettes. I can clean, vacuum the house, throw all the q-tips away that are left on the counter, pick up dishes that are not mine all over the house, but if not wanting to be a maid means failure I'll take it. I'm going back to school, I'm not a good student, college is scary but I'm tackling those demons. I have a job, I'm a nanny, I'm helping raise someone else's kid because I think that's worth while. I am not embarrassed by myself. I like who I am. YOU cannot take that away from me. So I'm going to leave, for fear of more scars and just because the scars don't show doesn't mean they aren't there. Because the things you find when you leave aren't found in the make-up cupboard.
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Sep 6, 2013
Sep 6, 2013 at 9:32 AM UTC
the things you find
The things you find when you leave your husband, are not the things you think you'll find. A missing earring, a couple of quarters, a dime, a nickel and three pennies all stuck behind the makeup. Those are the things you're happy to see. Those are the safe things. The things that make you think, "oh, well it's a good thing I'm finally cleaning out this cupboard." But then, then you stop. Because you aren't just cleaning up. It's not spring, this isn't a cleaning rampage. This is packing. This is leaving. This is the hardest thing you've ever had to do and no one is there for you. This isn't anyone else's battle to fight. It's a long time coming, 6 years of tears. 6 years of laughing. it's the laughing that made you stay. All the conversations about being so unhappy. All the friends who have said "Well, if he really makes you that unhappy why don't you leave?" As if the difference between happy and unhappy is as easy as I want it to be. Like hopscotch. Because what if it's all true? What if the reason you're unhappy is because you are "An embarrassment as a wife? Who can't cook. Who can't clean. Who dropped out of school. Who barely has a job. You're embarrassed 'cause I'm yelling? How do you think I feel?" If all that is true then leaving won't make you happy. Leaving isn't going to change anything but your address, marital status and financial situation. Leaving won't solve the problem, staying will. Staying, there's no way in hell you're staying. You might have a snowballs chance out there but in here you're already dead. Slowly every time you remember it isn't true. I can cook, pasta, casserole, chocolate chip cookies and stir fry. I make bacon and eggs, pancakes and waffles, coffee and cigarettes. I can clean, vacuum the house, throw all the q-tips away that are left on the counter, pick up dishes that are not mine all over the house, but if not wanting to be a maid means failure I'll take it. I'm going back to school, I'm not a good student, college is scary but I'm tackling those demons. I have a job, I'm a nanny, I'm helping raise someone else's kid because I think that's worth while. I am not embarrassed by myself. I like who I am. YOU cannot take that away from me. So I'm going to leave, for fear of more scars and just because the scars don't show doesn't mean they aren't there. Because the things you find when you leave aren't found in the make-up cupboard.
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We strolled up And down The narrow isle Weaving in and out Of shopping cart barricades And unmanaged children Butter was 5.99 Grated Cheese 6.99 Tuna; a dollar a can 3 bags of pasta for 5 dollars Food is indeed Priceless For hunger may strike the gut. But it’s nothing compared to What it’ll do To the fragile mind
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Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 5:50 PM UTC
Tuna Casserole
What is the point of trying when we are bound to fail? Why do we have that terrible jolt of hope when we know our chances are next to none? I think it's because human beings enjoy pain. Loss. Failure. We enjoy the thrill of it. The sting and the burn. Why? Because of the pity that we attain. All we really crave is attention. Not love or understanding but for our lives to be the saddest, the most miserable of them all so we can achieve pity. Is it worth it? Is it worth going through all that terrible and gut wrenching pain that stings in our eyes and our hearts just to accept a warm smile a baked casserole, or a simple hug? Are we really so delusional that we think this so called "love" will fill that empty, dark and deep void that we carry so far down inside? Yes. We really are.
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Oct 23, 2012
Oct 23, 2012 at 11:41 AM UTC
Untitled
We're cooking up a thought stew A mindful casserole Compassion the sauce that our hearts impart sad tales sieved from our souls. The base of the dish is hope seasoned with laughter and tears we stir in empathy to the mix and we plan to allay crumbs of fear Our stew has a dollop of knowledge jugs of experience ears that are prepped to listen, Spiced with strength and resilience But we won't prescribe your recipe for  journeys are made with choice your life's kitchen tools, your recovery rules, empowered and mixed using your voice.
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May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 7:38 AM UTC
Thought Stew
I'm fine. Just fine. I can't forget how the neighbor's casserole tastes, And I can still see his face But I'm fine. Just fine. The plaid shirt still smells like him And the flowers have long been wilted But I'm fine. Just fine. His picture sits on a dusty shelf And his body is resting deep underground But I'm fine. Just fine. My chin is up My arms are open And I've never felt so alone But I'm fine. Just fine. New to town, New to school A fresh start, Mom said, Now remember, You're fine, Just fine. Though this house is unfamiliar His ghost haunts these halls The floorboards creak and whisper The lies I have to continually tell, "I'm fine, Just fine." I watch as my mother tries to fill the part of her soul which my father used to occupy But I'm fine Just fine Another marriage ripping apart at the seams A man that never felt like "Dad" takes the car And any memory of normalcy with him I'm fine. Just fine. Packing suitcases again My life like that of a gypsy's I want to wake up from this nightmare But I'm fine, Just fine. I punched out all the mirrors around here Because I hate the wild-eyed creature glaring back at me Im fine Just fine I hate how she talks, this monster of mine, I hate the lies she tells "Today was a good day. I made new friends. And I'm fine. Just fine." Crimson puddles gather in my hand And I'm starting to love how nicely flesh tears But I'm fine Just fine I ponder escaping from here Every second of every hour and these lovely little scratched up my arm show it But really, Im fine. Just fine. I don't need anyone to tell me That everything will be okay Because it won't. He's gone. Taken too soon too quick, too sudden. I don't want your pity. Dont look at me that way Shining with tears and fake empathy Dont look at me that way- I'm fine. Just Fine.
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Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 5:27 PM UTC
i'm fine.
I'm fine. Just fine. I can't forget how the neighbor's casserole tastes, And I can still see his face But I'm fine. Just fine. The plaid shirt still smells like him And the flowers have long been wilted But I'm fine. Just fine. His picture sits on a dusty shelf And his body is resting deep underground But I'm fine. Just fine. My chin is up My arms are open And I've never felt so alone But I'm fine. Just fine. New to town, New to school A fresh start, Mom said, Now remember, You're fine, Just fine. Though this house is unfamiliar His ghost haunts these halls The floorboards creak and whisper The lies I have to continually tell, "I'm fine, Just fine." I watch as my mother tries to fill the part of her soul which my father used to occupy But I'm fine Just fine Another marriage ripping apart at the seams A man that never felt like "Dad" takes the car And any memory of normalcy with him I'm fine. Just fine. Packing suitcases again My life like that of a gypsy's I want to wake up from this nightmare But I'm fine, Just fine. I punched out all the mirrors around here Because I hate the wild-eyed creature glaring back at me Im fine Just fine I hate how she talks, this monster of mine, I hate the lies she tells "Today was a good day. I made new friends. And I'm fine. Just fine." Crimson puddles gather in my hand And I'm starting to love how nicely flesh tears But I'm fine Just fine I ponder escaping from here Every second of every hour and these lovely little scratched up my arm show it But really, Im fine. Just fine. I don't need anyone to tell me That everything will be okay Because it won't. He's gone. Taken too soon too quick, too sudden. I don't want your pity. Dont look at me that way Shining with tears and fake empathy Dont look at me that way- I'm fine. Just Fine.
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you left. without a single word nor a single wave your smile that should've lingered much much longer quickly faded away, like dust blown, gone with the wind, carried on to the vast universe. "where are you?" i asked myself over and over again i searched for you went to different corners of the world just to hear your voice. alas, i saw you with another person, another friend you can cry and laugh on. i stood there, speechless wanted to run to you and say things can be alright again. but i cannot; i just left with tears on my eyes. you left me. like a broken toy left by a child like cold chicken casserole during dinner. you left me. but made me believe you'll come back... come back to make things right again. you left me. but you forgot to say goodbye.
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Aug 4, 2013
Aug 4, 2013 at 10:45 PM UTC
open-ended goodbyes
sushi? no combination fried rice? no nasi goreng? no casserole? no shepherds pie? no are we getting closer? maybe tacos? that must be it? no yep. i think i know shrimps, hot dogs and buffalo wings? nope. too far away curry? closer! jalapenos, habaneros, chilli? yep. as hot but tastes and temperaments from all mixed. food channel addict, chef? nope. © Marshall Gass. All rights reserved, 2 months ago - See more at: http://allpoetry.com/poem/11608284-all-mixed-up-by-Marshall-Gass-noguest#sthash.Syfk2KZn.dpuf
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Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 5:56 PM UTC
all mixed up
We all have our favourite flavours, be it what you will Add some stock or a can of soup, anything but chilled Pick a pack from the shelf, Carrots, Celery, Turnips, A clove of garlic, All good for your health A side scoop of fresh mash, potatoes mixed with butter Bought from the farmer down the road, Mr Smith with the tedious stutter Straight to bakery for some bread, to soak up that lovely mix All the ingredients clumped together, every box it does tick Served with a feeling of a homemade dish, pretty simple when you know how Delicious and tender and a joy to eat, especially that winter has come now It warms you up, puts a glow to your cheeks, feels good and livens the soul Now dunk that bread and sip that wine, Delicious with Casserole JJB
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Dec 2, 2018
Dec 2, 2018 at 2:53 PM UTC
Delicious with Casserole
My cat’s interest is peaked by anything resembling the slick plastic crinkle of the treat bag. It’s the only time she will approach me. Besides when I actually have the treat bag. Then she is a tiger prowling around the corners of the kitchen. The depths of her eyes are eerie green pearls with shiny granite centers slowly meet mine that blue ball tinkling around her neck as she turns her gaze towards me. She can tell that I’m high. At the computer my mother is checking her mail slowly clicking scrolling click click she is hunting and pecking. Mrs. Palese, my third grade teacher would have been displeased because we always kept all our fingers on the keys asdfjkl; I think I’m one off Now she’d be staring at me sternly. A stern look. Her eyes are just pools that my memory can not fill but I remember her hair and I remember the time her husband died and we each made a casserole everyday as if lasagna would hold her at night and tell her she looked beautiful in the morning before she brushed her hair or washed her face. I remember she gave me my first communion. I would get another stern look for my Lack Of Capitalization. But I would care just as much as I did when that wafer hit my lips. I’ll give you a guess. My mother is still checking her e-mail. It almost seems impossible that she is concocting real words with that slow ebb and flow of fingers. But finally, the sun is almost up, she is done See you tomorrow, sweetie she whispers, like she could wake anyone up because it’s already tomorrow and she’s getting confused. The quick rattle of pill bottles and she’s gone. And maybe I the time stretched a little because there are still five hours until dawn.
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Oct 26, 2012
Oct 26, 2012 at 1:50 AM UTC
crinkle
My cat’s interest is peaked by anything resembling the slick plastic crinkle of the treat bag. It’s the only time she will approach me. Besides when I actually have the treat bag. Then she is a tiger prowling around the corners of the kitchen. The depths of her eyes are eerie green pearls with shiny granite centers slowly meet mine that blue ball tinkling around her neck as she turns her gaze towards me. She can tell that I’m high. At the computer my mother is checking her mail slowly clicking scrolling click click she is hunting and pecking. Mrs. Palese, my third grade teacher would have been displeased because we always kept all our fingers on the keys asdfjkl; I think I’m one off Now she’d be staring at me sternly. A stern look. Her eyes are just pools that my memory can not fill but I remember her hair and I remember the time her husband died and we each made a casserole everyday as if lasagna would hold her at night and tell her she looked beautiful in the morning before she brushed her hair or washed her face. I remember she gave me my first communion. I would get another stern look for my Lack Of Capitalization. But I would care just as much as I did when that wafer hit my lips. I’ll give you a guess. My mother is still checking her e-mail. It almost seems impossible that she is concocting real words with that slow ebb and flow of fingers. But finally, the sun is almost up, she is done See you tomorrow, sweetie she whispers, like she could wake anyone up because it’s already tomorrow and she’s getting confused. The quick rattle of pill bottles and she’s gone. And maybe I the time stretched a little because there are still five hours until dawn.
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- bring a book with you everywhere; you never know when you're going to be waiting longer than you intended. - remember to take time out of your busy day to pause for a few seconds. listen to that clock tick. breathe. you're alive. the world is spinning around you and deep beneath your feet lies a fiery core. breathe. you're alive. - you are worth so much more than you think and don't you dare settle for anything less. - walk out of your home with open arms, instead of folded arms, because it's much easier to catch whatever life throws at you with open arms. - remember to take breaks. you're human, not a robot. - it's okay not to do anything you need to do. we all need those days. don't feel guilty for staying in bed when you should have been doing something important. again, you're human. it's okay. - smile at strangers. - read more. it could be the back of your shampoo, or an advert on the train. just read. - sometimes you won't know what to do. this doesn't make you weak. - remember, sometimes you won't get back the amount of love you gave away. you must be understanding. you must be willing to move on. - lastly, please remember to keep trying with that casserole. one day, you'll get it right... (or near enough edible, anyway).
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Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 9:23 AM UTC
Things to remember
Like a speed limit, Age 55 is a reminder, A geriatric mnemonic, Telling you to take it slowly. Safe to say, Most of us Baby-Boom geezers Walk around half the time Wondering how one gets laid, “Hooks up”— As our grandchildren say-- Gets laid behind & inside this Asylum sanctuary? Manning the ramparts, Those Wackenhut stiffs Are there for a reason. Overt, direct ****** overtures Strictly verboten (ver•bo•ten). Yet, the silver-haired sireens Crave company, As in “keeping company,” An ancient idiom for “Let’s Hide the Pepperoni!” But you’ve got to take it slow at Del Webb Over-55 America, A multi-state lunatic asylum, Where a preponderance of Single silver-tress foxes, Having “lost their husband,” Somewhere, at some point, Some recent but forgotten, Alzheimer’s moment along the trail, They comb the daily obits, Hunting prey, newly widowed men, Fresh casserole recipients & Crypto-pepperoni buddies.
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May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 4:44 PM UTC
"CRUISING DEL WEBB OVER-55"
Television cooks rarely do Fish, chips and mushy peas With spotted **** for afters. No It’s got to be Creamy coconut curry With Balingud Zalud Soaked in Chimichurri sauce. Or Jalapena Lime Slaw Accompanied by spicy Sriracia mayo And Rachero Sauce. Plus a side-dish of fluffy soufflés. The starter is a vibrant veggy ratatouille With sashimi, tacos and tortillas. But then there’s always vemuelli noodles, Pommes frittes Teriyehi Thana messala And Enchilada Casserole Covered in Romesco Sauce Or Hollandaise With Falafels and couscous. Then Neapolitan Ice Cream souffled Erotica. All impossible of course. But don’t we love The sheer seduction of those Words. Paul Butters © PB 28\4\2020.
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Apr 28, 2020
Apr 28, 2020 at 7:25 AM UTC
Delicious
I have come to a conclusion. We are in an endless cycle. We wake up and think about food. We eat sugary cereals for breakfast so we go to school or work thinking about food. Afterschool, we watch food and beauty advertisements that make us feel bad about ourselves, so what do we do? Shop for food and clothes to make us "feel better" and to "fill the void." After shopping, we get tired and watch television where we, yet again, shovel even MORE food into our lifeless pieholes. We also don't want to cook anything, so our meals consist of Campbell's soups, frozen pizzas and leftovers of whatever casserole is in the house. Even after eating dinner, we are tempted to eat more, so we have DESSERT! Because of our constantly on-the-go lifestyle, half the time we are not even conscious of what we're eating. Ironically, yet predictably, we go to sleep thinking about what we will have for breakfast the next day.
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Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 11:08 PM UTC
Endless Cycle and the American Lifestyle
There’s a place of perfect simmer where the flame runs just so high, never quite to boiling over, neither still a tepid bath.    At least that’s what you insisted to me in your frustration at my inability to find a soft place to land between pulses of ecstasy and re-heated casserole.    Even still you love me like a whirlwind loves the dust, gathering it in by picking it up, steadying it's spin by collecting debris.    I thought we would make a respectable tornado, together, instead I find myself breaking loose from your gentleness and destroying homes, alone.    If only the weather could tell us whether we were headed for perfection or destruction.    If only the *** I stir could be a crystal ball. If only I could love you as much as I do.
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May 20, 2012
May 20, 2012 at 12:38 AM UTC
A Dichotomous Love
My friend caught me laughing whilst crying. He said "umm are you going insane?" "Dear friend, have a seat. Let me tell you this funny thing about pain. When you're hurting your senses swirl And sooner than later everything sounds the same. Like, "I love You" sounds just like "There's someone else." The roses they bring you are bewitching, but lean in and a stranger's scent is all you'll smell. I mean, yes they'll carress you like it's the first time, but your replacement is all you'll feel. Confusion will paint illusions, soon all happy sights your mind is refusing & you can't see what's real. & taste? Dear friend, The ultimate bitter is taste. It's like collapsing & dropping your time casserole; all you can do is stare down, what a waste. So I know you're confused as you stare at my bright smile as my eyes are running. But to be honest with you, I'm puzzled, I can't quite decipher if it hurts or its funny." We're all one heartbreak away from insanity.
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Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 12:43 AM UTC
Cuts feel like hugs
i can picture it dusty desert roads old motels when the sky opens up and the holes in the tent leak the empty rooms and bare mattresses of a creaky single wide a patch of wall where a cross once hung for so long the wallpaper holds its faded image payphones and diner booths card games and cold pews *(sunbeams dreamily landing in your eyes)* i can almost taste cola flavored slushies cans of beans and cigarettes and coffee and smell burnt pancakes egg casserole the way grace's mom made it at home secondhand smoke a bonfire made from incense and an abandoned white church i can hear the songs the laughter tears and screams to heaven over rumbling rubber tires i know the way they talk and theorize argue and laugh cry and pray i've felt it before somewhere here and there in twinges of time but nobody ever claimed you could wander the world in one day or that writing a gospel was easy.
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Dec 6, 2016
Dec 6, 2016 at 12:13 AM UTC
writing a roadside gospel