feels   fall   island   skin   longer   soul   body   visit   poison   door   nerves   tangled   wading   treacle   thoughts   mangled   brain   matter   faecal   limbs   lead   digits   contemplates   drop   water   jon   embrace   face   cliff   land   wasting   clings   bones   talks   answer   phone   eyes   lifeless   mouth   shrivelled   sunken   hole   unwashed   hair   matted   finally   battle   helpers   lost   reason   pills   form   pile   front   faeces   urine   soaked   floor   chair   rubbish   sea   vodka   medicine   cigarettes   relief   sits   pants   dignity   left   utterly   useless   completelybereft   children   abuse   money   love   unconditionally   bridge   rigid   sick   stomach   frigid   endless   torture   hand   touching   shoulder   bon   jovi   older   steps   ledge   softens   smile   forms   moment   surreal   ignore   seconds   stood   crossing   path   bizarre   encounter   laugh   sight   future   strangely   bright   stiff   wiggles   toes   gazes   waves   crash   seagull   squawks   rocks   sun   wind   touches   cheek   comforting   bleak   takes   step   forward   brave   free   master   forever   heart   roamed   trees   mountains   rest   peacefully   stars   frenemy   forgets   birthday   buys   thoughtful   hostess   mostess   time   reeling   mascarading   friend   gathering   ammunition   venomous   remarks   seep   veins   cut   deep   tallying   gains   unsettled   gut   instinct   lies   person   trusted   foe   disguise