My first trigger since June,
This time I did not break down inside,
I didn't lose a morsel of light.
A few tears flowing on the inside,
But no destruction of the mind.
Finally I am healing and can begin to
Live my life.
No darkness and rife,
To the person who stole my childhood
In the night.
Finally I know I can survive,
Without getting broken up and
The dead monster now,
No longer plagues or derails.
No longer will these triggers,
End in a monumental fail.
All I can do is smile,
As life has become tremendously
The relief and happiness, from my triggers no longer dominating my life.