I made mistakes,
But so did you too.

So, yeah,
I'm not like the rest of the heard.
I'm Different.
Thank you for spreading the word.

I  cannot really tell,
The reason I'm shaking now.
Is because of a lack of a healthy diet,
Or from anxiety within,
Raised to a great height.

There was fire, there was ice,
There was truth and there were lies,
I wasn't a fool,you weren't wise,
I had to walk,you had to run,
But it was a battle we never won.

There's no one without flaws,
Like a paw without claws,
Fall seven,stand eight,
You are not your mistake,
Learn from it,
Before it's too late,
It's ok to fall,
To cry and bleed through it all,
It'll all make sense in the end,
Trust the journey,my friend.

You called her crazy for being weird,
Now she's taking pills,
To actually stop going crazy.

Listening to sad songs,
Tryna make me feel better,
Yeah my teeth do clatter,
But hey,it doesn't matter,
Get up and watch me,
As your pride will I shatter,
Just wait,honey

There are three clocks in my house,
One has been stuck at 3 forever,
One got stuck at 8 this morning,
There's only one that's running,
Is  5 minutes late,
And I've got friends who can't wait

I wish someone told me then,
That getting A's isn't the only thing that's important,
That you need to learn to talk boldly,
Need to look people in the eye,
Learn to hit the ball up high,
To know the route to back home,
Not just learn the chemicals in soap and foam,
Learn to get groceries from the store,
To cook the soup I completely adore,
Wish someone told me then,
I can't go back now,
Can't relive the pain,
I need to start fresh again

How do I tell you,
That what you meant as a joke,
Hurt me real bad,
That I cried silently and am now sad,
I wish I didn't care so much,
I wish I could just laugh along
But you don't know a thing,
Of my pain and pretending,
When I was really struggling,
And I didn't want me to look, really,
Like a girl who was upset with something so silly.

It's not that I can't think,
Or I'm lost in my thoughts,
It's because I didn't have the courage to trust my decisions,
Because no one believed in me,
I was always a second choice,
I  thought it was better not to raise my voice.

I know you don't like her,
But how am I supposed to know,
I wasn't even born then,
I didn't ask for her genes,
I didn't ask for it to flow through my veins,
I don't know her that well,
But,based on the stories u told me,
She made life a living hell,
People hated her,she was crazy,
She was only respected for her man,
She didn't like you too,
She was lazy,
I remind you of her,I know,
I look a lot like her,
Don't hate me too,
I'm not like her,not like you,
You called her stupid for years,
Now she's old,and has dementia,
I'm still young and have flowing tears,
I don't know how to deal with this isomnia.

I want a hug so bad..
So I put my arms around myself.