And you come out of nowhere, to disturb my mind, minus emotions, you start to enter for every pore of my skin, even being in the distance, you achieve magical things, still not knowing anything about you, you come like a light to my darkness, Time, are you magical?
Like the magic that makes an eclipse, such as the moon loves the sun at a distance........ and you come from nowhere to give me your greetings, to give me a small sample of the beautiful being you are, and you come out of nowhere, as, and there is, that is, it is the restlessness of knowing that it will be like a fleeting love.
It's my feeling, it's my thinking.

Beautiful World before Man

A world magnificent filled with wisdom
dripping in golden thoughts, magical mist
flowing through gates carved in marble
crystals adorn, on ground of green, brown
orange sensational emotions, capturing
intuitive clarification among st empires
boldly floating above universal sensational
adventures, administrating vows in terms
of understandable communication.

Remembrance; coated with satisfaction, among
each glance, given in a moment of was, now
and will be.

Cannot comprehend differences than, when
beauty was pronounced in many ways
that no longer exist.

Unimpressed, confused emotional acceptance
unbearable to conditions, having no excuse
for ways unexpected to humans now
living upon planet earth.

How this world of warmth and beauty
could radiate love, if we understood
what unconditional love consists of
without resentment.

So easy to follow hearts warmth
souls guidance, still we walk
in shadows of lost re-ensured truth
of our own making, caring less
camouflaged under restraint
foolishness.

Those traits of light, those centellas that charge with magic the dawn, food of the sun in glow, those live, with pain or peace inside.
Night Flowers are, although so beautiful, ephemeral suffer their heartburn, because if one day is the century of roses, one night is the age of the stars.
Therefore, spring fugitive, already our evil and already our good is inferred, registration is ours in an uncertain sunrise, but, may the sun die or live.

Oh from afar, I saw you pursue
the heart of the woman - for since her father died - you knew
Your love was like fire
that consumes
so greedy, so lonely, it's taking all of you.
Lurking in the night, oh my grieving Phantom,
saw you give in to the dark
just to let her
shine among the shadows.
And every little word
and every curve of your letters,
every tune of your music,
and every message of your symphony
All for the fuel of her wings and glory.
And when she sang for Raoul,
a crumbled rose, an out of tune
your soul lost the little hope
that I wanted for you.
And now, won't you be
my own Angel of Music
or perhaps I can be
the Angel you wanted to be.
Oh, won't you look at your back
and see my secret love.
We'll make a new song of light and dark,
of betrayal and a new spark
Let me see the dark in your eyes,
those lonely sights behind your mask,
those desires for a happy life
Let me sing
your broken songs
of loss
of pain
of longing
as I mend your shattered dreams
and bruised bones
and we'll make a new song
of chances
of embraces
of me - seeing and loving you.
And as Raoul was bound to love her
when he heard her sing,

I was and am bound to love you
when I heard you cried,
Erik.

The one that loves you,

As I read your mind and your body
As I read your emerald green eyes who ****** me at Dawn..
In the sound of my body like the melody.. between whispered of birds who sings like the Angels.
Tell me how I do it to run for something you want oh for something you fear..
Just let yourself be carried away by the feelings that come out to flower of skin... they are the petals that with their aroma numb my cravings in your arms there is a whispered in the distance.. that speaks to me and tells
Tell me how I quench your body with mine.. and
I miss you on this dark night between my stars.. tell me how to stop loving you as I love you if the taste of your lips are printed on me as a tattoo in my soul I'm perverse and crazy lover and girlfriend That you want me to be.. tell me how I look like you did it ever take my life in it I'm your little girl full of sublime love who will review your body with evil caresses of my mind comes out and my You will learn to love in this distance between my lyrics of poet between my verses and prose, my regret and whine of lust in your skin writing with my lips the way to travel every space of your body with them I am that who writes and delineate your skin between ******* and lusts the sin for eating among my cravings of your ***** ***** and thick that crosses my wet being
As I do to not feel tell me how I do to make my body not tremble when you touch me, with your lyrics as I do to stop shaking with your kisses and perverse caresses in this sadness of my being for you

The best things in Life
  are Unseen.....

That's why we close our eyes,
  when we kiss, laugh, and dream

Whispers in the dark
Late night rendezvous
The pale light of the moon filters
Through sheer curtains
A warm summer breeze seems to cool our skin
Bathed in a light sheen of sweat

.....please don't stop

Dark long hair tumbles around her face
Shrouding the pale light that glistens
Gleams from within allowing the warmth to spread
To become more sensuous

.....please don't stop

Low whispers and gentle touches
Graze over the luminous silky smooth skin
Teasing and taunting areas that are already sensitive
Subtle silhouettes that sway gently to and fro
Caught up in the breeze that flows

.....please don't stop

Orchestrating motions moving as one
With a silent symphony that glides between them
Swept up in the moment of eternal now
All else forgotten
Hearts soaring and nothing else is heard
But the sounds of delectable bliss

.....please don't stop

Tenderness abounds
A twist of primal urges
Encompasses them both
Wrapping them together in the warmth of one another
Jasmine, Rose, and other sweet scents
Cling and surrender in the passion that's released
Flower petals and lightning bugs
Seem to float, glow around them

.....please don't stop

Love she's never known like this
passion she's never quite tasted before
Not ever wanting to be alone now
She's found such heaven within her embrace
Quiet murmurings of need whispered
Her touch calls her to come undone
Her lips blazing a trail over her skin
Tasting her while she explores into the very depths of her
Filling her with herself

.....please don't stop.

Gentle urgency brought to a slow motion
Only to have the pace quicken and stop
Twisting and twining in a warm embrace
Never loosens its grip bringing them closer towards the other
Allowing the senses to soar and crest
Giving themselves each in the joining to one another

.....please don't ever stop

To you...
That you sleep in the colors of the rainbow
That they painted in my eyes,
Yellow like the corn that grew in my being,
Let your heart talk to you about my memory
That is nothing but yours playing game.
Sit on my lap to fishing stars,
The same ones that are embroidered on your canvas.
Let me talk to you very short
From the tales of our story,
There's nothing but witches with the same face
In the flames of a universe that makes us fire.
I know, you can hear how the river sings
While with my hands flushed your hair,
What's not black than mine
Or that ancestral night
From which the wind has written.

To you.......
That you keep under your skirt
Red seas in your bowls
And chew dry leaves of
My dreams of dreams,
Break chains of uprooting
As a new pitcher tear.
Under the cottonwood of sorrows
Let all the cries remain,
I can lick scars of old rinds
And to your lips
My know decorate silences.
More never streets my heartbeat,
Let them run under the bridge of the disbelieved,
In Case you'll only talk my time.

To you.........
When your time comes
Raise your look to heaven,
There Mora Guardian the moon of our creed
The same that nourishes the sacred opal
Own of the matrix that your love creates.
You who live inside this man
And they call you woman.

To you...........
That I chose you
Sister of these my letters,
Here where I make you poem,
Me me
I worship you and wish

"She writes because she doesn't really know how to explain what she's feeling and what she's going through. Maybe writing will help her and others like her going through this. Sometimes she reads quotes and poems, and totally connects with the words... and feels what she just read told how she felt perfectly more than she can ever explain to you. Someone gets it. Someone understands, and it's comforting to know she's not alone in her feelings. To feel such sadness and be withdrawn is to feel like a shell of a person of who she once was. She's existing, but not really living. She's surviving to make it through another day, knowing she has to wake up and do it all over again. She wants to be her happy soulful person full of laughter. She wants to truly enjoy the little things through the day and special moments without this dark sadness inside her. She misses that part of herself and wants it back. So she writes. She writes to help herself whenever she needs to calm her thoughts and tears coming down her face for no reason. Be patient with her. She's a work in progress, but she'll get there."--

mirrors lie, hide the true picture
deceptive in their reflections
they play on your insecurities
tease you with your misgivings
showing the beauty around not within

a photograph only a moment in time
a blink captured for posterity
gambles taken to capture a shot
posed or candid it really matters not
a picture is just someone you once were

look into these eyes, see the love shining back
you are beautiful heart and soul
my joy blossoms each time I see you
my desires erupt at the very thought of you
truly, who is it you are going to believe...

You can pretend all you want
Trying to be that cute little girl
The innocent one wanting to play
I see the truth right there in your eyes

I see that lip getting bitten
As I tell you all the things I want to do
All the things I have planned for you
I can see your breath quickening inside

I can see the way your hands tremble
Your fingers itching to move down below
Wanting so badly to touch those parts of yours
The ******* getting stiff and wet under your clothes

Come closer baby girl
I’ll take care of all of your needs
That ache you’re feeling deep inside
That itch that you cannot deny

You can put that proper lady away tonight
Let that ***** girl come on inside
The one that wants to come out and play
Sharing the secrets of what your mind wants to say

Close Your Eyes

Baby your love got me going crazy for you
Wanting you every minute of my day
Knowing you want me too
And one day we will find a way
To one day be in each other's arms
I promise to always protect you from harm

For you are my moon and sun
I will always love you
We will forever have fun
For my love is true
I will always and forever have faith in you
For our hearts are forever in tune

The miles between us is heart aching for me
But with your words, I can thrive
For we are meant to be
And with your love, I can survive
Praying the star to give you my kisses
For until you are in my arms I am truly missing

Baby close your eyes I will be there
Telling you how much I love you
Close your eyes I will be there
Holding you with a warm embrace
Close your eyes I will be there
Kissing your heavenly lips

Even though I can't be where you are
In my heart, you will forever stay
For in my heart you are not very far
I promise to show you my love in
different ways
Just promise me to always to be true
Because I will forever love you

I have no reasons to lie
Or to be untrue to you
For if I did I would die
Baby, you make me feel brand new
Let the stars shine bright tonight
While in your dreams I hold you tight

Forever with you, I will stand by your side
Forever fighting for you
So one day I may be your bride
For I love no one but you
My love belongs to only you my love
So tonight I send my love on the wings
of the doves

Baby close your eyes I will be there
Telling you how much I love you
Close your eyes I will be there
Holding you with a warm embrace
Close your eyes I will be there
Kissing your heavenly lips

For you baby, I will go through hell to get you
If I had to give up heaven for you
I would for heaven is where ever you are
For no place is too far
I love you forever
I am always and forever yours

How will I face the world without you?
You, that has given more than enough
Of your time, of your understanding
Of your care, of your compassion
And many, but words are not enough to mention
You, that made my days worthwhile
You, that brought a new horizon in my life
I always cherish the things you do
The way you wrap your arms around me
That always feels like the warmth of the sun
The gentleness of your touch and kisses
That always melts my weary heart
I think I have found my perfect match
To whom I’ll forever set my heart
You made me feel so cared and loved
And in return, I will love you with all my heart.

lay waste to this body
devastate me in the most delicious ways
send me heaven bound over again
taken me to the stars
introduce me by name

body fevered with lust's sin
aching for a forceful touch
strong hands that grip and *****
pushing and pulling
stimulating my womanly parts

******* harden and stand *****
soft cries drip from wanton lips
moans echo quietly in your ears
caressing curves
kissing crevasses hungry for a feast

body taut and senses tingled
nibbles down my throat
hands grasping heaving *******
abundant handfuls indeed
******* pinched and suckled

pond overflows with passion's nectar
swim in my waters
delve deep into my wanting pool
splash about and tease me mercilessly
hear my cries of tormented anguish

back arched and hips raised high
begging for release
give to me your throbbing desires
push yourself deep into my soaked flower
pollinate me with passion's rewards...

The night sings in silence of stars and a radiant light awakens to the quiet sea, between the sublime of a mermaid singing.
The Moon is very beautiful is the perfect goddess, her face is painted on the infinite sea.
I looked at the horizon when everyone slept and she came down from the sky wrapped in white clouds
The adorned sea gave him a thousand kisses, she corresponds to her sweet smile.
The Sea and the moon are lovers, they are secret lovers, silent, perfect, they are eternal lovers, their love is sacrosanct and at the same time it is a reflection of a forbidden love, of that love that unites us, of that love hidden and revealed Look.
On the moon nights, the scene is repeated, they are the sea and the moon in peaceful delivery, they are like our souls that furtive mix, with fragrance to spray of a night asleep, with infinite madness of two, crazy in love, of two Naked bodies that feed on kisses, are the sea and the moon consumed in fire.

I dont have no pretty pictures today
Nor do I have any pretty words to say
Im in a funk that I cant shake off
I wish it would just go the hell away

Ive tried to call my angels as I always do
And they still do hear me call
And even though they come to me
Its just no help at all

I sit here in my darkness and just cry
I cant seem to see a clear blue sky
And if you were to ask me whats wrong
I will probably try to tell a lie

The reason for my sadness is too much to say
And I have forgotten how to be strong
Im sick down deep inside and I need fixing
But the help I need is taking far too long

And so I hold my breath and just keep waiting
And wonder how Im still here writing all these words
I feel like it is groundhog day every day that I wake up
And the constant stress is becoming more absurd

Please help me get through just another day
Another minute,another hour or two
If my angels cannot help me here right now
Perhaps there is a chance I can count on you

It's not about being better than someone else, it's about being better than you were yesterday.

Oh, blue sky by the sea, so vast and wide,
With hues of azure, where dreams reside.
A canvas of tranquility, stretching afar,
Where the waves dance, like a shining star.

The sun's golden rays, gently caress,
As the sky and sea merge, in a tender embrace.
Whispers of the wind, a gentle breeze,
Carrying the scent of salt and peace.

Seagulls soar high, their wings unfurled,
As if they're painting strokes, in this watery world.
The rhythm of the waves, a lullaby,
Serenading the shore, as time goes by.

The sand beneath my feet, so soft and warm,
As I walk along, in this tranquil form.
Footprints left behind, a fleeting trace,
In this timeless moment, a sacred space.

The symphony of nature, in perfect harmony,
As the waves crash, with wild and mighty glee.
A symphony of colors, a masterpiece divine,
Where the sky and sea merge, in a cosmic design.

Oh, blue sky by the sea, a sanctuary of peace,
Where worries are silenced, and troubles cease.
In your embrace, I find solace and grace,
A sanctuary of serenity, in this sacred place.

So, let me wander, by the shore and sky,
With awe and wonder, in my heart and eye.
For in this moment, I am truly free,
In the presence of the blue sky by the sea.

Just love me that I need to feel the heat of your kisses and caresses that already a long time ago
Love me in this distance so far that did not reach the sky with the hands that the clouds do not turn off my light
Yes. The feeling of the air that caresses me every part of my only love without missing anything to anyone and the cold fills my cravings, that the clouds do not cover the air that breathed when I caress love me that I am full of love, I need your delivery that The heart distinguish with the caress of your hands Angel, my being, like the volcano that grows inside me I love you in poetry and deliver me in letters written with the soul, love me in this distance so much love to give and the whisper of the wind hear my Regrets for lack of love is drying the sea panting this my being so sublime in me is love me no. Say more than in my ranting touching the sky I'm desecrating the horizon with the cry of my feeling love me so I'm just a simple mortal, who loves without measure and bristle your skin in these letters feel so throbbing and vibrate my trembling legs is to be touched, by your anxious hands I cried in a whimpering scream and feel my wet run between your lips, just love me

I am undeniably sweet with a hidden ***** dark side. I can be needy, but my heart bursts with rich love and my body is built for a savage. I intertwine an incredible strength of character with a desperate need to please. The unique tapestry of my soul was made up of the most exotic flavors and sweet spices. I shall leave you breathless with a craving for desperately needing more.

So, don't try to figure me out unless you're good navigating through a maze with a blindfold. I'm more complex than you ever dreamed, unlike any. You must feel your way through my soul. All other senses are completely useless. On most days it is impossible to grasp my thought process, let alone understand it...but I don't expect you to. Just accept me for the way I am. The good, the bad, and the slightly unpretty. I am more than worth it.

I am me.

I've always preferred people
who didn't know how
incredible they are
for they are the worlds
best kept secrets

Touch her in all ways nonphysical...  
Give her intellectual ******* in multiples
  and allow temptation to drip from her ears.  

Go down on her thoughts and taste her perception.  
learn her soul and she will fill the void of your filthiest imaginations...

Never start with the hands...

I miss you keeper feel your throbbing body suffocated between my skin, burning evil evil desire that burns me the strange....
I miss you feeling your tongue avid by poking my senses waking up...
Leona asleep thirsty and habrienta of living flesh.. throbbing between my trembling legs, your keeper that you speak with the look of far. Feel my wet between your lips.. tasting the delight of me
Body and my hips dance with the dance of love... succumb to twist when feeling your wet tongue warm put my hot fluids emerge between your lips,, while you play and take with your hands my ******* *****.. Bite the time exictada, I let you feel the sway of my place in your body,, they move increasingly intense,, the groans throwing a cry to heaven,, under the power of your ******* you hold me and help granted with your hands...
You move me and hold my hips, dancing in and pulling your ***** member you make me extremecer every time you make love...... under your skin, you make mine oh pleasant oseadia that you make me scream. Skin, Emerald Green eyes emerald.. come make me yours in the way my skin screams succumb in lamentations moan invades my desire like an eruption volcano,, where the lava runs into ashes... profane,, feelings Harass my body, drowning my skin, feeling your burning mouth playing with my skin,,, tasting every space of me I miss you keeper.... today on my nights in the darkness where I suffocated my breathing with your body agitated.. Tomás and bite me. Skin.. you climb me and you take me from the hips that new... feeling your ***** phallus delicious, where I run to feel such sweetness between my caves, feeling to enjoy in fullness, bite me and **** extremecer increasingly intense, Heartbeat of my oh love I belong to you in all mercy I ask for not finishing this glory we are equal in the same wicked evil thought feeling burning the skin, in this room where you only hear the groans and screams when you are penetrated if the walls talk so For being perpetuated profane in my mind submerged among the groans whispers of hell that embraces me without mercy looking for your skin that I drowned with infinite pleasure

With your angel eyes
And your wonderful smile
Your smooth black hair
And your heavenly lips
Every time I look at you
That is what I see

When I look at you
I swear you were
Made by angels

When I look in your
Wonderful angel eyes
They send me to
A magical place

Where I can see you
As an angel with
Silk wings and a warm glow

Your angel eyes take me to
The place where i can hold you
The man who understands me
And never judges me

The one I can trust
With all my heart
Though you can never be mine

I will always love you
My Sweet Angel

Even though we have never met, I fell in love with who you are. The reason I want you has nothing to do with your looks. It never did. You showed me I was worth loving when I couldn't love myself. You constantly give knowing it may not be returned. You're the kind of woman I want to spend my time with. I so wish the stars would align...

I want to be the one you come to with your troubles
So that I can comfort you in your fears
I want to be the one you tell your dreams to
So that I can help make them come true
I want to be the one that causes you to smile
So that you have a smile in every one of your days

I want to be the one that holds you when you cry
So that you know that I care
I want to be the one you trust completely
So that you know you can tell me anything
I want to be the one you call your lover
So that I can hold you close at night

I want to be the one that knows how to please you
So that all your pleasures can be fulfilled
I want to be the one you give your love to
So that I can know how your love feels every day
I want to be the one you spend your life with
So that I can wake up to your beauty each and every day

More than anything that I am trying to say is
I want you

Minds wander hours away to a place where we're connected...connected by miles of thoughts that reveal the truth of our senses...
smell (slowly breathing in the scent of hair, sun-kissed skin, excitement, and ***...create a heady bouquet of anticipated sin)
sight (eyes piercing the soul before we start a mental mind f@©k that teases, taunts & excites to the point of no return)
sound (breath in your ears causes soft moans, electric tingle & cries of pleasure, heartbeats combine...all in sync)
touch (mouthes start to devour, our bodies, both so in tune to the other, that, no words are needed only the feel of skin on skin that's on auto-pilot and every touch leads to pure indescribable ecstasy)
taste (the sweet honey essence of lips & tongues entwined, the taste of salt on skin, juices...all combine into the nector of the gods)
Falling exhausted after hours of independent sensual journey to paradise, that, we can slip away to, together, even when our minds are hours apart...

~I grabbed her by the throat,
but I didn't choke her...
Just kissed her so deep,
she forgot whose air she was breathing~

"Well, I must endure the presence of a few caterpillars
if I wish to become acquainted with the butterflies."

Shed my skin,
and bare my soul.  
  
Lead me not into the night,
  for I will not be broken.  

Poetry is my salvation.

rainy days with hot chocolate
curled up on the bed
a mess of blankets and pillows
with my head on your chest
and your arms around me
I know I'm cared for

busy days bustling by
quick kisses of 'hi' and 'goodbye'
morning coffees
evening night in
with take outs and chick flicks
I know I'm secured

quiet Sunday mornings
lazy day, pajama days
week-long hustles
Friday fun days
sweet, crazy Saturdays
every single day with you
I know I'm loved

and yet
the movie nights with take outs
became movie night and take out without me
the lazy days in sweats with pizzas
became lazy days without me
the everyday, lovely day
became every day without me

it's not that you're deeply flawed
or you're never enough
it's not that you're not worth everything
or that you're the not best love anyone could ever ask for
because it's quite the opposite really

it's because your love is so profound
so warm and perfect
it does not deserve to be given
to some half-assed complicated mess
with chips and scratches and broken parts

its because you deserve the best
you should want the best
and you will find that someone
but it isn't gonna be me

The world is so beautiful now
Though I never thought it could be true
But everywhere I look these days
I can’t see anyone but you

Your touch fills my every wish
Your kisses bring me calm
Looking in your eyes is my life
Being in your arms is my home

No matter where I go
No matter what I do
My heart is so full now
Because it’s always loving you

“One smile can start a friendship. One word can end a fight. One look can save a relationship. One person can change your life.”

"If I am lost, find me but do not ask me to come back just yet.  
Sit with me in this lost place and maybe you will understand why I come here too often, what draws me to my Neverland.  
Find me, but bring me back when I am ready.  
Maybe you will get to know me a little better.  
Maybe we can get lost together."

I am still learning how to go back
and reread my own chapters,
without feeling like I want to set
all of my pages on fire

Slipping away
Into the Night,
Was I wrong
or was I right?
Should I have stayed,
or should I fight?
Said the Sun
to the dark moonlight.

When your heart is ready....
     Your Wings will carry you......

Friends bring out
beautiful things
in each other....
that on one else
looks hard enough
to find....

I usually become a ghost
   to those who no longer deserve my time

I've never seen the point
  in explaining my absence
to someone who failed
  to appreciate my presence

You don't owe any explanations
  to those who hurt you....

Listen to your OWN voice
  to your OWN soul
too many people listen
  to the noise of the world
instead of themselves

Come enjoy together
Of these lips
That die
For feeling your kisses
That every one I feel your breath
Wish to bite
To every encounter
Kiss me with passion
That I order
That your night is your
Greater illusion and your best wish

Write one page a day
  Only 300 words....

And in a year,
   You've have written

a Novel....

To someone who's tired of trying to be okay.

You aren't perfect, nobody is.
Please do not be afraid to climb mountains
and shout how much you hate everything that's happening.
It helps a lot.
If you don't feel like smiling then please don't.
If there's already so many tears to bear
behind that sparkling eyes of yours
then please cry, you have to.
It's okay not to be okay.
You've done enough bravery so far.
I know everything ***** already.
Everything's so painful that you cannot see
even a tiny light through this dark tunnel.
I know you feel alone and lonely
and broken and helpless.
You don't have to show them you're fine because you're not.
Lastly, tell the world how broken you are.
Let them know.
It's not like being happy changes everything after all.
Be nice to yourself.
You only have you.

Be the reason
  someone smiles today

Or the reason
  someone drinks.....

whatever works....

It is this my extreme desire, in the urgency of my fantasies, with the grey of your lustful madness, there is a need in me to possess in your body completely, millimeter to millimeter and in every existing and non-existent reality, also, for I am an extremely ****** demon, metaphor of your desire and passion, which becomes a cluster of words, is my declaration of love and my invitation to *** for I am your multiple Venus, your Gypsy ******, your Eva strumpet, your wild female, My Angel and demon..., you I am the desire, temptation, and rendition in you, that that is only for me, you exchange the perverse and lustful guest of your women's forms, with the pagan ashes and dreams of my tormented Skin...., oh, my God, have mercy on me!, is it lust or madness? Or are both at the same time?, maybe, I don't know!, your little girl a thousand beings chained in my body; there is a strange scent of Jasmine and juggling in my rooms; here in this tartar, which is my room, In the ether of these walls; there is a perfume, that of your divine presence, for; being i taciturn, you come to me, as I go to my dreams, between realities and worldly fantasies, in that dream of my faded wickedness, I am Profane and pagan!, for a moment I am with a hidden scapular, praying maybe with the longing to possess me, but; there is cruelty, since the image of you in brain hugs me and this way leads me to accept my captivity ; in this uncertain hour of my living, since it reminds me and commemorates my desire of you, as an urgent need of my flesh; there in the twilight of the night, you dress of offerings for me, forget about the debts you have With God, I compassionate and full of lust, fight against your divine body, without more and without being your enemy, I offer the moisture of your skin, in this broken and scratched sunset, for; I give you the privilege of quench the Hunger of my pleasures, while I steal yours, about the wrapping of your forms full of mazes, at this moment that we are you and I United, since I know, that like you, others have brought accumulated fevers, angels lit and demons Hidden, I know that you crave the bite of my kiss, the punishment of me, and my forgiveness to punish your dwelling with my insatiable lust....

I Remember

Wide-eyes in amber hues brimming with salty tears
Four years old in red ruffles and day of the week *******
Mama’s precious baby girl
Trembling, frozen with fear, cold and confused
Silenced, but I remember

Truth or dare on the trampoline
Triple dog five-second French kiss or eat worms
Mama’s little daredevil
and innocent boys following the footsteps of their forefathers
Busted, I remember

Open window and moonlit shadows dancing on the wall
Thirteen and rebellious; Mama’s little wild child
“Everyone else is doing it. Don’t you love me?”
Pressured, I remember

Head down, tears flowing, pushing past the picket line
Fifteen and pregnant, Mama’s ***** *****
Cold steel forced inside me, life ripped from my womb
“MURDERER!” I remember

Strobe lights and rap music, twerking teenage dreams
Sixteen with nothing to lose, Mama’s party girl
Beer run – two guys in a Chevy truck looking for some fun
“Drink up baby girl.”
Room spinning, losing consciousness. I remember

Bright lights, bloodshot eyes, and grunting,
hip bones pounding into supple flesh
Incoherent but coming to, Mama’s naive fool.
Struggling to scream and unable to move
Tossed curbside next to the trashcan, battered and used.
Damaged, I remember

Butterflies taking flight, head floating in the clouds
Young and reckless, making plans for the future
They said we’d never make it so we set out to prove them wrong
Independent and headstrong, Mama’s ******* the run.
Head over heels, I remember

Dimly lit room, cold gel smeared across my belly
fluttering of a tiny heartbeat, fear and joy intertwined
Mama’s gift from the heavens, I shall protect you with my life
I often dreamed of the day I would cradle you in my arms
My existence had a purpose, I remember

Blood dripping down trembling legs,
Blurry lights passing by in a frenzied pace
pain unimaginable as the room fades to black.
Floating between dimensions, struggling to find my way back.
Wings gifted, Mama’s little angel
Inconsolable, I remember

Silence shattered like broken glass
“Ms. Daigle, I’m afraid you may never bear children…”
A woman’s worth destroyed in thirteen syllables
Fertile soil now barren – hopeful heart destroyed and abandoned
Mama said it was for the best, I remember

Consumed by heartache, weighted by grief and despair
I sought love in the form of flying fists and rage
Black eyes and body bruises, Mama taught me well
I deserved it, I remember

Surgical steel piercing my vein
Injecting poison to numb my pain
Mama’s little ******
There was no escape, I remember.

The body has gone limp, heartbeat slowing
Discarded by a coward, left there overdosing
Silent screams as tears rolled down my cheeks
***** staining sweat-soaked sheets
I am fading and Mama can’t save me now
but I was born a warrior, I remembered

I begged God for mercy and fought my way back to the light
Never again will I be swallowed by the darkness of the night
I am immortal, and I remember everything.

Happiness is not about
  getting all you want,
It's about enjoying
  all that you have

When you are inspired by some great purpose or extraordinary project, for a love, thoughts break the barriers, the mind transcends its limitations, awareness expands in all directions and you find yourself in a new wonderful world.
The pages of your soul open and your heart blooms for your dreams.
Your feelings like butterflies fly and forces, faculties and sleeping talents come to life.
At that moment you realize that you are much bigger than you would ever have dreamed of and a smile can become the best gift of your life.

I stood there silently, under the cold embrace of that rain,
and watched myself drown,
as all of that sadness soaked itself onto me,
It did not wash away my sorrows,
nor did it comfort me,
it just gave in to me, like a falling leaf gives in to the ground,
filling my chest with all the sorrows, of both tomorrow and yesterday,
it broke something in me, something i once cherished,
and without that torn self, i often ask myself, i wonder,
what's worse ??
To lose one's own self? or to lose one's own reason to live ....

first meeting
magical greeting
two souls
united as one
blindfolded
by sheer devotion
bound gently
so soft
quite tantalizing
with silken cord

lust and love
a tangled torture
yet with a whisper
of mysterious intrigue
overwhelming
sensory conflict
sweeping circles
sweeping elation
your arms embrace
upon my face

teasing rush
pleasing anticipation
your feathery brush
crosses pert points
trailing lower
ever lower
taste of sharp slap
kisses from your tongue
whips of luscious licks
finding my button
arched ache
volcanic implosion builds
blind eyes
peer into abyss
complete trust
"I need you now"
come deep within
wrapping around you
forever bonded
my spirit anew