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May 2018 · 211
Enough
TiffanyS May 2018
"I am sorry"
are nothing but empty words
that mean nothing at all
to me

it is the same ****
every day
nothing will ever change
you will always be
the same

why do I even try?
You will never see
the fault in your ways
you will always be
the same

no matter what
I say
it never gets through
to you

you know how
it makes me feel
like I am
all alone
like I am
second

you will always be
the same
so
get out of my way
May 2018 · 182
The Funnel
TiffanyS May 2018
clouds swirling up in the sky above me
depression
like a funnel
waiting to devour me

to conquer me
to finish me off

in the end
would it even matter?

A waste
of precious space
Getting in
your way

Although a
Part of me
Wishes you would ask me
to stay

I don't want to fight anymore
why should i even try?

but
I am not fighting
this alone

I have to
remain strong
for all the people
I love
Mar 2018 · 206
Here and Now
TiffanyS Mar 2018
trying to find
the words
to make you
understand

what you
mean to me
but for now
i will just take your hand

i will
be your light
and guide you
through the dark

i hope to be
your shooting star...

just show you
how special you truly are.

and in the end
it is just you and me
just the way
it is meant to be
Feb 2018 · 185
Fiat Lux
TiffanyS Feb 2018
They say
"let there be light"
but all I see
is darkness

corruption
in the hands
of those
I was supposed to trust

now I know
that they
are no different
than anyone else

they will
discriminate
just like the rest

but I
will not stop
until I am
the very best
Jul 2017 · 406
Speedsters
TiffanyS Jul 2017
always
in
a
rush

even though
you have no place to go

are broken bones
worth it?
is another life lost
worth it?

you
are
going
20
miles
per
hour

over

the limit

crash

life as
you know it

is over
my little brother who is 11 witnessed his first car accident today.
Jun 2017 · 233
Serene
TiffanyS Jun 2017
can't remain content
need to strive for more
and if you don't
life will become a bore

talking about the
same ****
on a
different day

better tweak
the conversation
before I
go away

dreams
goals
motivation to achieve
are all things that
I desire
to reach

there is
no telling where
I'll go
but it won't be
with you
and that
I know
Jun 2017 · 303
The Queen
TiffanyS Jun 2017
an ice cream
cone
topped with perfection
a flawless curl

I can still hear
the ringing of
customers entering the
drive through
in my ears

three *****
of ice cream
with a perfect curl on top

a banana
split
in half
placed
diligently
on each side

chocolate
pineapple
strawberry
with four stars of
whip cream on top

to this day
I have never
forgotten
how much weight
one could gain

while working
at an ice cream shop
My first job
May 2017 · 596
Hits Close to Home
TiffanyS May 2017
you sat
three rows away
i did not even bother
to get to know your name

now it is too late

a month ago
you passed away
but I really wish
you would
have stayed

we received
an email
two days later
informing us
of your passing

it was
Easter
and
you were already gone

18 years young
but
you are already
up with God
in Heaven above
R.I.P. Jared. He was a classmate of mine that passed away on Easter weekend.
May 2017 · 260
Ashes
TiffanyS May 2017
I don't want a
diamond ring
I don't care
about the bling

all I want
is someone
that could
hold me close

I go to sleep
at night
with no one
by my side

when the
Sun rises
I am
still walking alone

what I would
do
to have you
here

when I
need you the most
and when
you need me

my insecurities
keep creeping
In
and keep
tearing my heart
into pieces

until there is
nothing
but ashes
left
of me
May 2017 · 242
Escape
TiffanyS May 2017
a window
sealed
by a wall
of bricks

there is
no means
of escape

I am
surrounded
by strangers
who haven't bothered
to find out
my name

I have tried to
escape
but I won't accomplish
anything
that way

I will
prove you wrong
I am worth more than this

I deserve more
than this
you just watch
and see

what I'm
capable of
tired of being second
Mar 2017 · 642
Doesn't Phase Me
TiffanyS Mar 2017
"no wonder why
you have no friends"
who said
i ever cared

i would rather
have no friends at all
if all they are going
to do
is stab me in my back

i am not
here for friends
i don't need anyone
but me

you say i
complain too much
you say you
don't complain at all

i look at you
like you are crazy
what do you
think you are doing then?

pretending

you cry to
all your "friends"
you say that
I am being mean

so i confront you
and i tell you
that you are
a hypocrite ..

and of course
you didn't like
what i had to say

so you started
screaming
and said that you could
"take me"

then you
stormed out of the room
into an endless pit
of your lies

i don't have the time
Feb 2017 · 305
You should have recognized
TiffanyS Feb 2017
we are
silenced
told that we can't have
opinions or dreams

they shut them down
before our
voices become
too loud

they don't want to hear
what we have to say
because they know
it won't be anything good

how are we supposed to
live up to our expectations
when you never
answer
any of our questions

you are trying to cover
your own *****
trying to make it
seem more appealing

but you are
just pushing us away
but you will end up
begging us to stay

only for the money
not because
you care

because you never have
and you never will
you refuse
to recognize

the problems
that are
right in front
of your face
Feb 2017 · 205
That isn't my job
TiffanyS Feb 2017
Do not expect me
To do your job for you
You have two capable hands
You have two capable feet

So walk yourself over there
And do it yourself

It is one thing
If you are busy
Another thing
If you are just being lazy

I have things that
I need to get done
And I won't be letting you
Have any fun
The laziness of people at my work amazes me
Feb 2017 · 216
Hidden Darkness
TiffanyS Feb 2017
when it rains
it pours
and now your soul
will forever soar

up in the kingdom
with the lord
may we take this sadness
and let it grow-
into something beautiful
in your name.

Oh how I wish
we would have known
that the darkness
was taking control

you will be
forever missed
my brother
until the day
we meet again
I go to a small, private university and one of the students passed away last night. R.I.P. Brad
Jan 2017 · 510
Sexism in a Female's World
TiffanyS Jan 2017
We continue
To live in a sexist world

It does not matter
What any college,  scholarship commitee, or employer says

They are
Always trying to
Improve the ratio
To make it seem
More appealing

But really
We are being
Discriminated against
And cheated
Out of various positions

It shouldn't matter
If I am a male or female
As long as I have
The qualifications
To do my job

I am tired
Of this oppression

I am capable of
Everything and anything
As long as I
Put my heart into it
Because I am a female.
Nov 2016 · 589
Pieces
TiffanyS Nov 2016
My relationship is
Slowly falling apart
No matter how hard I try
Things never turn out right

They tend to crumble
Then fall

I can’t keep doing this
I keep telling myself
That I am fine

But in reality I’m just
Getting by
One step
At a time

I don’t regret
My decisions
I just want things
To change

But they just haven’t
And he has known
That it has bothered me
For this long

But I am trying
To remain strong

Not going to let this lobe
Just slip away
I am not going to watch
Him walk away
trying to make things work
Nov 2016 · 277
The Stickers
TiffanyS Nov 2016
Things happen
In mysterious ways
Like what had happened
Just earlier today

When listening to
The Stickers
Live
And upbeat

I felt this
Muse
That made me
Complete

It has been a long time
My dear friends
But I still have some things
That have to be said

Shout out
To the lead singer named Joe
Who said follow your dreams
Because anything is possible
As long as you believe
Oct 2016 · 395
New Culture
TiffanyS Oct 2016
I stand here
looking fear
straight in the eyes

afraid-
to say hello
I wonder if they'd
hear me

when I stand here
I wonder
if they see me

They ******* off
like I
never existed

how am I
to understand

when I never get
a second glance
when I yell
and don't get a
response

Afraid-
to say hello
I wonder if they'd
hear me

but
it's time
to be heard

it's time
for me to raise my voice
because

I have something
on my mind
that I haven't had a chance
to say

and it shouldn't
be this way.
feeling ignored
Aug 2016 · 234
Past
TiffanyS Aug 2016
a guy
I thought, I knew
but it turned out-
that I never had a clue

thought that we
could stitch up
the broken pieces
but who was I kidding?

glad we
moved on
you were-
the reason
things went so wrong

and

it was time for you-
to get gone
an ex
Jul 2016 · 692
Don't Care
TiffanyS Jul 2016
I don't need
anyone
but I want
you

you make me
complete
you are- my missing
puzzle piece

I know that I've made
many mistakes
and it makes-
my heart break

but
thank you
for being here
along the way

we will strive
together
I'll always be
by your side

please never leave
my life
I never want
to say good-bye

I know my
insecurities
often get in
the way

but I know
how much
I mean
to you

I know
our love
is true

and I don't
care
what any one else
THINKS

you're the
best thing
that's ever
happened to me
Mar 2016 · 671
What's Best
TiffanyS Mar 2016
I was the one
That had your back all of these years
But something snapped inside
I was tired of all the lies

How you'd-
Be with me
Come to me
But

All the excuses
You made
Not to be in my corner
When I needed you the most....

And now I-
let you go
Because it's whats best for you
It's whats best for me

After all the girls-
After all the guys-
I ended up
Right back at your side

But I guess
This is-
what's best

Because
All the excuses
You made
Were just
Getting in the way

Of what is-
Best for you
What is best for me
This is probably the longest poem I've ever written. It's about love and what seems best at the moment.
Feb 2016 · 318
Pedestal
TiffanyS Feb 2016
He's got you high on a pedestal
Too bad you aren't faithful to him

You are using him -
To get to me

You've got him wrapped around your finger

But who do you think you're fooling?

You are using him to get to me

But I've got bad news
It's not going to happen
Because
I'm so over him

So stop trying
To use him
To get to me
Nov 2015 · 398
Dead
TiffanyS Nov 2015
The dreary darkness drifts
across the vast blue sky
wispy clouds
travel around
gradually attracting another addition

All but ONE
a lonesome cloud
struggling silently
nobody sees a thing

Bluntly Blinded
they turn the tables
on ONE of their own
Has a very abstract meaning.
Jul 2015 · 233
Awake
TiffanyS Jul 2015
A break
From reality
A step
Away from insanity

Peace and quiet
A healthy state of mind
I'm not missing
What I've left behind

A quick glance
At the scenery
I am finally aware
Of the world around me
Spent today out at the lake. I'm glad I got away
Apr 2015 · 358
Love You Always!
TiffanyS Apr 2015
In summertime, our love is charming, like roses swaying in the breeze.
In wintertime, our love is warm- the embrace from head to toe.

If skies are blue, our love must be true- two people connected as one.

When spring flowers bloom, our love is playful, like green petals on a clover.
When autumn leaves fall, our love stands tall, shining bright from day to night.

From the day we met, til the day we die, our love will continue to delight. From season to season I will love you always! My one- my only love.
Mar 2015 · 882
Consequences
TiffanyS Mar 2015
Troubled and
Insecure. I'm a
**** up and make mistakes. And I'm
Faced with the consequences
And I wouldn't want it any other way
Not now or ever shall I stray away
Because
Yesterday all my fears- flew away

And trust me baby
I'm not going away
We need to move on and let go and do something better with our lives than to dwell on the past. Tomorrow is a new day or we could always use what's left of today.
Jan 2015 · 279
Angel
TiffanyS Jan 2015
A necklace
I hold close and dear
In memory
Of someone I lost last year

Beautiful
As far as the eye can see
But it means
So much more to me

Appreciate
Every second of life

Because

you never know
when you might die
My pap died in April of 2014 to cancer . This year for Christmas my grandma bought all the girls an angel necklace
Dec 2014 · 296
Desire
TiffanyS Dec 2014
So many things
To be- thankful for
But with desire
It flies out the door

Why can't we appreciate
The things we already have?
Would you die
If they were cut in half?

It's the time of year
To spread some Christmas cheer
So hold on to everything
That you hold dear

Life will never
Be an easy breeze
But with your help
It might go on- with a little more ease
Nov 2014 · 339
Time flies
TiffanyS Nov 2014
Life
A clock
Ticking away

Each second
Passes
Another second
Closer to death

There is
No guarantee
That we will live
To see tomorrow

So stop
Taking advantage
Of time
Because time
Can not be replaced
Nov 2014 · 492
Fail
TiffanyS Nov 2014
Procrastination
An evil
That brainwashes
And is designed to ****

It kills
Hopes and dreams
Of children
Everywhere

Our intentions
Put to the side
Never focused on

So why
Do we get so mad
When things
Don't go our way?

We are set up to
FAIL
but what if
We never try?
If you fail get up and try again.
Nov 2014 · 326
Inner Battles
TiffanyS Nov 2014
I have built myself
From ashes
Others will not determine
My fate

Tired of being the girl
In the shadows
I will
Take your breath away

Your opinion
No longer matters
It is
Dead to me

I will rise
To the occasion
And defeat
My inner enemy
Sometimes your worst enemy is yourself. Which is enhanced by others. Write your own story and stay true to yourself
Nov 2014 · 257
Blinded
TiffanyS Nov 2014
I had your back
Through it all
I was blinded
When you let me fall

What kind of friend were you?
What kind of friend were you?

A knife, in the back
Is all you'll ever be
But you
Will never get the best of me

Another chapter of my life gone
With no regrets-
Because who knows
What I'll find
Oct 2014 · 600
Devil in Disguise
TiffanyS Oct 2014
Lift the
Weight off your shoulders
Make ammends
With your mistakes

Today is the start
Of a brand new day
And I plan on taking
Your breath away

Live life
To its' fullest
Don't surrender
To your fear

Because fear is
The devil in disguise
All he wants
Is to make you cry

Let God
Open the gates of your heart
Because this
Is a brand new start
Oct 2014 · 531
Shell
TiffanyS Oct 2014
The walls I built
Inside my head
A reminder
Of all the things that made me mad

Lack of confidence
Lack of trust
To succeed
Those two things are a must

I will
Out grow my shell
And move to
A bigger hell
Oct 2014 · 749
Broken Down Walls
TiffanyS Oct 2014
the girl
In the back of the room
the girl
That never raises her hand

the one
Who's afraid of sounding stupid
the one
Who's scared to get hurt

the person
That everybody judges
the person
That isn't good enough

that person
Was me
Before I found my voice
Oct 2014 · 306
Take it to Heart
TiffanyS Oct 2014
So many things-
We complain about in life
It is time- that we
Stop taking things so light

Now and days
Everything is a game
But I know
I don't want it to remain this way

A world of violence
A world of loss
Destruction-
Is the ultimate cost.
Because of all the violence and drugs in schools our society is going down the toilet if we stand by and do nothing about it
Oct 2014 · 835
Guarded
TiffanyS Oct 2014
Locked up in Isolation
Guarded by golden gates
I look for an exit
But there seems to be no escape

Trapped-
By the ones I love
My "prince"
Is on his way

He will open the gate
That guards my heart
And I shall
Be free again

But-
In time
Retained
By my brutal mind games
Sometimes our minds get in the way of who we want to be and what we want to do. We need to stop letting our minds control our entire life's and let our hearts lead the way
Oct 2014 · 1.9k
1st Birthday in Heaven
TiffanyS Oct 2014
It has been 5 months
Since you passed
Heaven-
Must be truly blessed

A birthday cake
Big enough for two-
A piece for Jesus
And a piece for you

Although I miss
Your warm embrace
Loss is something-
That we all have to face.
R.I.P pappy. We miss you and hope you had a wonderful birthday in Heaven.
Oct 2014 · 390
Back Stabber
TiffanyS Oct 2014
I'm done putting faith in
Back stabbing *******
Who never gave a ****
About me

You never gave a ****
Never gave a ****-
About pretty
little me

Stop pretending that you care
This is not a love affair.
Your love- I shouldn't
Have to share

But you never gave a ****
Never gave a **** -
About pretty
Little me

I am -
Such a fool
Will never be more
Than a broken power tool
Oct 2014 · 358
Losing
TiffanyS Oct 2014
My heart is breaking
With every step I take
What if- I turn out to be
Some big mistake

I never do-
Anything right
I am hanging on
With my very last might.

I am about to give up
And throw in the towel
But maybe it is the best I can do
At least for a little while
Sep 2014 · 277
Coming Out of Hiding
TiffanyS Sep 2014
I'm like a present- on Christmas
Only good for a month or two
What were you thinking?
Pretending-that I was wanted
Toying with my emotions

I am done-
Hiding
I am putting everything
On the line

I'm tired
Of being put last
So tired
Of being thrown away

I am not
Some piece of trash
I will be rebuilt
Ash by ash
Sep 2014 · 320
A Constant Reminder
TiffanyS Sep 2014
The number 16
A constant reminder
Of what happened five
Short months ago

A lot has happened
Since he passed
Should have made- the time count
While it lasted

But instead-I took everything
For granted
And now I am left-
Completely stranded

Along way from home.
Pap died 5 months ago
Sep 2014 · 550
Confess
TiffanyS Sep 2014
Words can not describe
How I feel
Because this feeling
Seems so unreal

I have never felt
This way before
I have never been so-
Unsure

And every time I see you
My heart beats out of my chest
Because I have
Something to confess
Sep 2014 · 418
Holy
TiffanyS Sep 2014
Greet each person
With a holy high five
Because through God's touch
You will feel alive

Every stranger leaves-
Their mark on you
And through that mark-
True beauty will shine through

Lift others up
When you are down
Because a helping hand-
Will soon come around
I was in youth group the other day, and I've learned through experience that helping others can help you forget about your pain at least for a little while. If you see someone that is down don't hesitate to be that helping hand they desperately need. If you see a new student at school or anywhere don't be afraid to say hello it will help more than you think. Thank you.
Aug 2014 · 275
God's Love For You
TiffanyS Aug 2014
God is in me
and he will never leave
because anything is possible
as long as you believe

"Stay joined to me,
and I will stay joined to you."
because God's love
is unconditionally true.

His love-
a crystal spring
bigger and brighter
than any other thing.
Aug 2014 · 309
A Crack in the Clouds
TiffanyS Aug 2014
the weeping window breaks
washing away past mistakes
the thunder claps
and the lighting strikes
threatening to shut off your light

the Rain-
cries a river
the Wind-
tries to catch its breath
Human-
just trying to get a break

and while the cards are stacked
in someone else's favor
I'm stuck-
doing their hard labor.
Stand up for who you are. Never let someone take advantage of you because once they do other people will too.
Aug 2014 · 739
Jesus My Savior
TiffanyS Aug 2014
Tonight- he called
Down to me
To deliver a message
For the whole world to see

Envision a place
Where it is safe to dream
Jesus, our savior
Created the land of the free

And if you are ever in need
"Ask and you shall receive"
For Jesus- is the only one
That will never leave

When life gives you lemons
Make lemonade
Because Jesus our savior
Will always come to your aid

As long as you -continue to pray
Matthew 7: 7-12
Ask, and you will receive. Search, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened for you.
Jul 2014 · 363
Disrupted Innocence
TiffanyS Jul 2014
I was a little girl
Only eight years old
Full of innocence
In a world so cold

Bad things- happen everyday
If only we could have it
Some other way

Wish that I-
Could turn back time
And make sure that I got
An eye for an eye

The things-that you are forced to do
No one knows what you've been through

But they are still-quick to judge you
Maybe it's time
to try something new
Just know that I'm moving on
I'm over you.
Jun 2014 · 671
Separate Ways
TiffanyS Jun 2014
It would be best
To go- our separate ways
And if- I didn't know better
I would ask you to stay

All we were doing...
Was living- in the past
I should have known
We'd never last

As I sit here- all alone
I am left- to wonder
About the unknown
And try- to find my way
Back Home.
Sometimes it is best to move on and start a new chapter of your life.
Jun 2014 · 1.3k
Cherry Tree
TiffanyS Jun 2014
Beauty of nature
Renewal of life
The cherry tree blossoms
And lights up the night

The weeping tree's branches
Cascading down after a full bloom
A butterfly; once trapped
Flies out of its cocoon.
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