As one who has never
Lost her control
There is nothing
So exciting
Invigorating
Alluring
As the ability
To do so
To just
Stop
*******
Thinking

and sometimes you just have to let them go,
not because you are  not strong enough to fight for them,
but because they wont even try to win you

Once he told me
"loving you is like breathing
how can i stop?"

and now hes holding his breath.

Whispers in the dark
Late night rendezvous
The pale light of the moon filters
Through sheer curtains
A warm summer breeze seems to cool our skin
Bathed in a light sheen of sweat

.....please don't stop

Dark long hair tumbles around her face
Shrouding the pale light that glistens
Gleams from within allowing the warmth to spread
To become more sensuous

.....please don't stop

Low whispers and gentle touches
Graze over the luminous silky smooth skin
Teasing and taunting areas that are already sensitive
Subtle silhouettes that sway gently to and fro
Caught up in the breeze that flows

.....please don't stop

Orchestrating motions moving as one
With a silent symphony that glides between them
Swept up in the moment of eternal now
All else forgotten
Hearts soaring and nothing else is heard
But the sounds of delectable bliss

.....please don't stop

Tenderness abounds
A twist of primal urges
Encompasses them both
Wrapping them together in the warmth of one another
Jasmine, Rose, and other sweet scents
Cling and surrender in the passion that's released
Flower petals and lightning bugs
Seem to float, glow around them

.....please don't stop

Love she's never known like this
passion she's never quite tasted before
Not ever wanting to be alone now
She's found such heaven within her embrace
Quiet murmurings of need whispered
Her touch calls her to come undone
Her lips blazing a trail over her skin
Tasting her while she explores into the very depths of her
Filling her with herself

.....please don't stop.

Gentle urgency brought to a slow motion
Only to have the pace quicken and stop
Twisting and twining in a warm embrace
Never loosens its grip bringing them closer towards the other
Allowing the senses to soar and crest
Giving themselves each in the joining to one another

.....please don't ever stop

Glowing Windows embedded into mouldy brick walls
Ivy climbing the gutters of neighbourhood roofs
Skies becoming burnt out like charred blackened fields

Tall spiny trees project shadows onto the road below
Leaves curl up to receive some weakening light from above
A formation of sputtering cars cling to each turn they decide to make
Cloudy milky light bounces off faulty windows that exhale the aroma of somebodies impending supper

A heavy truck manoeuvres itself into the blistered bitumen horizon
Dry deflated branches make obscene gestures towards passers-by
Gardeners rummage through their bags as they near the end of their working day
Their faces filled with an expired enthusiasm for breathing

Parked hunks of metal pelted with dead itchy leaves
Windscreen wipers hold fragile twigs down against grotty neglected glass
Chain-link fences link disparate housing and the sleeping people within
Some dispirited unsatisfied psychos gaze up as they catch a moving bus

Smoky Incense billows down from some apartment balcony
The air becomes cold and sharply fills these ordinary streets
Engine sounds try to supress the divine quietness
They only merge into it

Now the stars are out and about
Bright specks waddling in an aerial pool of dark blue
You turn the key and walk through the front door

I want to end the story of that guy who is good…who is nice..who is helpful!
I wan to stop the scene of that person who is with that cool smile..
I wan to start a  new story!
…… No More of those facades!
A story of a new version…
A story of upgraded version…
And not…
A version of a perfect one!
I am not seeking perfectionism…
I’m seeking my true self…
I’m seeking Me!
10-10-2018