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Laiba  Jan 2020
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hurting me with your words
They **** me
I can't anymore
nooneknoes Aug 2018
last night while you were cutting you hit a small vein it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding. you have used eight band aids since last night. it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding. you wake up and put two more on because it immediately bleeds through the first one.it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding. you get to school and you only have two band-aids left it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding. you use the last two. it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding. what do you do?it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop bleeding it wont stop 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Matt Jul 2019
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STOP IT
NOW
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Sam Conrad  Jan 2014
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o­KAY
I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

I'm in my
Happy place

Stay alive

Stay alive

Stay alive

Stay alive

Stay alive

Stay alive

Stay alive

Stay alive

Stay alive

Stay alive

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I can do this

I'm full of ****

No I'm not

I'm full of ****

No I'm not

I'm full of ****

No I'm not

Stop

Stop

Stop

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Stop
WHY DOESN’T MY HEART STOP HURTING?

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
When I can only think off you,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
When I think of all the things we could have done,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
When so many of your promises never came true.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
When we are no longer one.

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
For me nothing will ever be the same,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
That fact that you now have left me,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
When I know I will never see/speak to you again.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
When I only ever wanted you to be happy and free.

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
When I know I need to let you go.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
Is yours hurting-just as much as mine?
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
My brave smile- is just for show.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
It’s okay, now-I’m doing just fine.

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
When all I can do is think of you,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I know that I just need to move on,
I’m trying just not too.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I hope this time in heling doesn’t take me too long.


VERSES 2
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I have lost such a great friend,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
One day soon-you will truly be in my past.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
Why do all good things come to an end?
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
Why doesn’t happiness ever last?

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
Don’t worry about me-you left me behind,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I know-I will be- just fine,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
As you were just one of a kind.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
It will happen for me all in due time.

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
It’s taking the time-it needs for now,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
How do I let it all go?
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
How did you let it go?-so easily like that-just how?
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
Why did you just stop, messaging-texting, why didn’t you let me know?

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
Just hurting,-because of meeting you,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
It still hurts-doesn’t matter what I do,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
Don’t worry-I’ll be fine-soon too.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
Then someday soon after-my dreams-will soon come true.

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I am a lot better than I used to be,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
It's not hurting -so much,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
These days I’m feeling a lot more free,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
Maybe it’s just because I just miss that special kind of touch.

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
You will be locked away in my memory-and nothing more,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
The old you-I knew has now gone,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
It’s not as sore.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
These days I now feel a lot happier, I can break out into a song.


VERSE 3
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I am enjoying my self so much more,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
You won't see me at my best,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I'm looking forward to what the future has in store.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
It’s now time for my heart to let go and rest.

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I wish all the best for you,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
It’s okay I promise you this,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I hope yours’s has too!
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
My heart has heeled and is now at bliss!

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
Thank you for the care you gave then,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
Best wishes sent to you,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I’m still glad we became friends.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I wish all your dreams come true.

Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I love the way I am,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
You were not in the end my one,
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I believe I can do better, I can.
Why doesn’t my heart stop hurting?
I’m going to keep living my life, and enjoy so much more fun.

© By HF-Whisper
17-18/5/2020 SUN-6:46PM-MON-1:47PM
Asominate Feb 2019
I can’t stop
Another day I starve myself

I can’t stop
Another day I abuse my body

I can’t stop
Another day I tear pieces of my flesh away with nails and teeth

I can’t stop
Another day I lose myself to my voices

I can’t stop
Another day I won’t let myself rest

I can’t stop
Another day I inhale toxic gases

I can’t stop
Another day I write a poem because no one would listen

I can’t stop
Another day I cry and break down, all alone

I can’t stop
Another day I can’t bear my own reflection

I can’t stop
Another day I realise that I’m all Daddy has

I can’t stop
Another day I think about his death

I can’t stop
Another day I claim to be fine

I can’t stop
Another day I sacrifice my being for someone who’s not me

I can’t stop
Another day I scold me for my imperfections

I can’t stop
Another day I give myself the things I deserve

I can’t stop
Another day I feel drawn to a knife’s sharp edge

I can’t stop
Another day I think of falling off a cliff

I can’t stop
Another day I think of the inevitable

I can’t stop
Another day I collapse due to physical and mental exhaustion

I can’t stop
Another day I overwork myself because of expectations

I can’t stop
Another day I wake up to find I’m still alive

I can’t stop
Another day I believe my delusions

I can’t stop
Another day my train of taught halts

I can’t stop
Another day I think of how disappointing I am

I can’t stop
Another day I feel out-of-place

I can’t stop
Another day I wish I wasn’t born

I can’t stop
Another day I try to put you out your misery

I can’t stop
Another day I scare myself

I can’t stop
Another day I use my fists and a wall to inflict damage to my skull

I can’t stop
Another day I enjoy peace in my concussion

I can’t stop
Another day I have an existential crisis

I can’t stop
Another day I wait for my healing

I can’t stop
Another day I wish my heart wasn’t beating

I can’t stop
Because it never stops
Repeat daily
Raj Arumugam Jul 2013
STOP
We don’t need Science. STOP.
We already have all the answers.
STOP.
Stop all inquiry and research.
ALL ANSWERS IN OUR HOLY BOOK. STOP.
We have all the visions and the dreams and the formulae
in our Holy Books and in our religions
and in all that is Revealed by the ALMIGHTY.
Stop! Stop Science! STOP! God has spoken to us
And the BOOK says BOO! to Science.  
STOP! STOP!
God has appointed the Few to teach the Many.
Listen to the BLESSED and the HOLY ONES.
STOP.
IGNORE SCIENCE. Be ignorant of Science.
Silence SCIENCE. STOP.
STOP SCIENCE. We know all there is to be known
in our Holy Book. STOP. We will explain it to you.
Trust God and listen to those appointed by GOD.
Everything you’ve always wanted
to know is all in here. STOP. In the Holy Book.
Our Places of Worship have got it all. STOP SCIENCE.
STOP INQUIRY. Inquiry is sin. STOP. Science is against the Holy.
STOP. God does not like Science. God gave us a mind to obey
and to think only of God.
Think mindlessly about GOD. In Mindlessness is Salvation.
LET your MIND be ALWAYS of GOD. Think NOTHING ELSE.
STOP. STOP Science.
Science is endless questions. STOP. Religion is Pure.
Religion is the word of God. Science is the ACT of the Devil. STOP.
Listen to the priest and those who are holy. STOP. Obey Religion.
STOP. Obey God. STOP SCIENCE. Obey God. STOP.
Stop inquiring and research.
ALL ANSWERS IN OUR HOLY BOOK. STOP.
LISTEN. DO NOT INQUIRE. OBEY. STOP SCIENCE. STOP.
...my video of this poem is on at Youtube...

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